Well my golly I believe it's time to update.  It's been about 4 months.  My birthday is coming up in just 7 days and I am so excited so I really hope that it is a great night even though I am not sure what's going on with it yet.  I just want to have fun and be surrounded by the people who truly give a shit about me.

Other than that school is going alright.  I did awesome on my last mental health test which will really help me out.  I actually got an A on it.  Yeah me.  Today was the last day of clinical and believe it or not I actually liked my psych rotation.  It opened my eyes to a lot of different things and really made me think.  On top of that we visited the Rescue Mission today and all I have to say is what a wonderful place and there truly are caring people in this world.  It was sad but really neat.

Just 6 more days that I actually have to sit in a classroom and listen to a teacher.  During those 6 days just 2 more quizzes and 2 more tests and then 4 finals and I have finished out yet another semester of nursing school.  I got an A in the class I am done with and hope to finish out with no C's and I will be very happy however if I get 1 C it won't be the end of the world.  I will actually be okay with it.

Hope you all are doing well.  Talk to you soon.  And if you want my b-day is MAY 5th so HOPEFULLY something fun will be going on and if you wanna join in call me.

luv sarah

so I haven't updated in quite a while just because I am not really sure anyone reads this and I am enjoying my time off.  I tell ya I have just loved christmas break and even though it's coming to an end I still have a week left.  It's nice to be able to just sit back and relax not having to worry about studying, clincial preps, work, writing papers, and trying to have some fun.  I know that this coming semester will be just like the first semester but I am not so worried about it.  I can remember that at the beginning of last semester when I went to orientation that first week and I was staying at my aunt's I felt sick because I was so worried about nursing school.  And I pulled through with a B average which I was happy with.  The people I go to nursing school with are all great people and although I have not made long lasting friendships with them it doesn't bother me.  I see those people enough at school that I sure don't want to hang out with them outside of class so it doesn't bother me. Plus I decided a long time ago that I am not going to school to see if people like me and want to be my friend.  That's silly.  And a 4th level student told me not to get tangled up in the mess of some students trying to be best friends and yata yata yata so it's all good.  He told me I would be sick of those people by the time we graduated and I don't know if that's true but it's all good.

okay well I am gonna go take a shower and study a little for my math test.  I do have to go to school tomorrow to register, take my math test, and go to an assembly but it's just from 10-2:30 so it's not that big of deal.  I am not really worried about my math test.  I have never studied for a math test so I don't really know how.  Let's just hope I don't miss more than like 2 cause then I will have to re-take it.  I think you have to get a 90%, otherwise you have to re-take it but I am not sure because I have never had to re-take one.  Have a good day.

sarah

Well it's been quite a while since my last post so since I am sitting here doing nothing productive I suppose I will post again.  It's almost friday and I am starting to get nervous for my head to toe.  I mean I really don't feel like I have practiced enough but I don't really have anyone to practice on here in the apartment.  I might have to tell blake I have to practice the whole thing on him at least once tonight so I can feel more comfortable.  I know how to do everything but the only person I practiced everything on was jenna and that was a week ago.  Plus I didn't know how to to diaphragm level and a few other things that I now know how to do.  I just really hope that I do okay.  So far I haven't heard of anyone that had problems with it but I sure don't want to be the first.  Okay that's enough about that.

I just have about like 4 more whole days of class and clinical left becuase next week I don't have class on wednesday and mon/thurs/fri are just half days I think.  I am excited about that but not  really looking forward to studying for finals because I need to study a lot more than I have been on my tests and quizzes so I can get better scores.  Okay well I am gonna go take a shower and look over my head to toe stuff for tomorrow.  Hope you all are having a good week and your semester is coming to a happy end.

luv sar

I am sitting here in the BUSN library all by myself.  This has pretty much been what it's like for the last 2 or 3 thursday evenings for me.  Since val doesn't have the internet I just stay here on get my prep done and then go back at like 7:30 to take a shower, chat, and watch ER.  I am so so so so so happy tomorrow is friday and that I will be done at 11:15.  I am thinking that maybe a nap will sound good tomorrow afternoon unless I still need to do some work on my paper.  I am not going to do homework this weekend except for proof read my paper and have mary make it spectacular.  I guess I am going to do my Denver II on jeremiah but that will be a fun thing not a homework thing even though it's for a few points towards your grade.  I do have a math test on monday but 10 minutes of looking over that sunday night will make me do just great.  I have never really studied for those and I get 10/10 every time so it's all good.

I have done something that I am very mad at myself for.  I did it on monday I believe and I just can't get it out of my head.  I have not talked to anyone about it because I am so mad that I did it in the first place.  I am not sure why I am talking about this. Anyway this lady from health connections just came in and was talking to me about how she graduated from nursing school 44 years ago.  Oh my.  I was telling her I am writing a paper and she's talking about how she used to stay up all night long and do hers.  Golly I sure am not doing that.

Ok well I better get back to my paper.  I only told the security people I was staying here in the library til 7:30 so I gotta get cracking and at least hit the 3 page mark by the time I leave.  Have a good evening.

luv sarah ann

I am not so happy about my patient tomorrow.  I was hoping to get someone that I could talk to and that I could make a difference because they knew I was there and they may even remember me next week but I couldn't be so lucky.  On the happy side I gotta get my prep finished because brandy and cory are coming to topeka tonight and we are going shopping and out to eat.  Hope you all are having a lovely week.  It's almost over.  I can't believe tomorrow is thursday.  Just gotta get through 2 early mornings of clinical and then the thursday afternoon class.  However I am not really looking forward to the weekend this week because I have to work, that means no sleeping in and I am not sure of anything else fun that I am doing.  So hopefully something fun will go down.  I do have to write a paper but that won't take all weekend.  Hopefully will hang out a lot with mary but we'll have to see.  Gotta go

luv sarah