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Name: Jennifer
Country: United States
State: Georgia
Metro: Gwinnett
Gender: Female


Interests: I'm skilled, talented and open-minded. I don't hang around sluts and gossip, so, don't expect me to get along with just anyone you know. x fun to be around x spontaneous x ecclectic x artisitc x vivid thinker x mature x deep thinker x cuddler x hugger x kiss on the forhead-er. x sweet x caring x humerous x crazy x fun. I'm the type of girl you wish you could meet more often.
Expertise: Web design(Just computers and electronics in general), singing, VIDEO GAMES, writing songs, Can't forget my guitar(s). Grawr. VIOLIN and PIANO. I have fast fingers.
Occupation: Student
Industry: Other


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Member Since: 2/28/2004

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Tuesday, March 06, 2007

And I don't feel the same.

we all

 Right when I begin to enjoy life again,
start smiling for no reason,
I get reminded of that one year
how it used to be when you were here.
I begin to fall once again
for the boy who I won't ever see again.

 

Things will get worse before they get better..
but when they do, remember who put you down
& who helped you up

"Don't kid yourself...
that boy loves you in a way
he's not ready to deal with."

It's all comming together. Now I know what it means to live for someone else. To give up yourself. Things have changed; when times get kind of strange, your love remains the same. Living for nothing but a bright tomorrow and through a looking glass, the past.

But things change; at least that's whats going on now. 

"I pour some wine, I ask your name, you ask the time."

This weekend being full of events, and currently at it's end, I have an epiphony. Suddenly realizing that I can, in fact change the outcome and reactions to situations and predicaments. Pardon me if I come off as manipulative; or as a puppeteer just toying with the hearts and souls of others. My intentions are good, and wether they can see so or not, I know for myself that they are. I have great hope for some things in my life now. No, not hope. Faith.

Just trying to find what feels right for me. Without hurting someone in the process.

LizsX

To think how delicate human beings can be. I'm almost more than sure something like this has to be one of the 8 wonders in the world..And I just figured it out.


Friday, December 29, 2006

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So, it turns out that the new years party is cancelled.

So my conclusion?

THROW A PARTY AT MY PLACE  .°

Hell yeah.That's how we do it. So, today I went to the mall, my 50867th attempt to buy a pair of jeans for new years--failed.

On account of being high and just not feeling like it. Plus a few people were rushing me, so...

You have any idea how hard it is to put on a pair of jeans high? Oh my good gee golly wizz I don't think you can ever imagine. But yeah, came back here, hung out with jami and gab and two guys from the MOG. Then gab and Jami [and tim. he spent the night.] went up to the mall. Tim will be back. But Jami and Gab arent. My mom is also out tonight. So I might have a little company. :x

Turns out I didn't get guitar hero, either. I thought I did because of what my dad told me  but I guess not.That sucks. But, I got a flatscreen tv and a playstation. The boardgames are gay, but I can manage.

Thought that counts?

Hahahaha yeah right, it's my dad so who gives a fuck. After all the shit he's done, it's about time he payed up.

 

 

Anywho, I have a job now. And it also appears to me since the last time I posted I haven't told you that I peirced my lip. Yeah. No more "i have to convince my mom blah blah" I just did that shit myself. I got tired of waiting. And it's perfectly fine now.

I also had two peircings on the same side of my lip but I took the second one out.

My birthday:I'm getting either my tounge, bellybutton, or industrial peirced.

Which one should I get? Hummm? I need some creative enthusiasm.

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Tuesday, December 05, 2006

Currently Gaming
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So, I guess christmas was alright.

So, I got the following:

Kodak 7.0 mgpxl digital camera with video recorder.

Playstation 2.

Guitar Hero II.

Star Ocean.

A fur jacket.

Sunglasses.

Brown converse lo-tops, white with black pinstripe hi-tops, and white lo-tops. And timberlands.

Perfume - JB france. $99.99

And, bedroom furniture. annnd...cable.

An art set,

Mousepad calculator.

A laptop that I havent gotten yet, but it's on its way.

Other stuff that I don't know if I got yet because I still have presents that are being given to me late.

 

~_~

 

I also have noticed that I haven't given a shit about this xanga deal for a while, but I'm kind of wanting to start it back up. Without making a new screename. Because that's just annoying. I thought about it, but I didn't really see a point, I'd rather continue this one.

I'm glad to be back!

I'll post some pictures I've taken with my camera in a bit.

New years is going to be crazy, and I'll be partying harder than ever!

Any one up for a crazy night? You won't be going home that night, either.

I'd say, my new years resolution: Grow my hair back down to my waist.

Get another violin and keep up with my skills. And to become skillfull at more things!

I think those are good, what about you?

=]

Merry_Christmas_by_Male_Di_Miele


Friday, August 11, 2006

Hullo.

Today I'm going out.

Harhar.

 

To smoke.

 

You don't care.

Oh well.

Bitch.

 


Thursday, June 22, 2006

Blackmetalnails: then jimmy went around and told everybody about yall's baby
Blackmetalnails: bryan told me


yeah I got that bitch pregnant.


I've got magic hands like that. Haha, I rubbed his tummy and he got pregnant. Drew a fetus.


;]



Jimmys my husband now.


Mmm. We're going to have little black babies runnin around everywhere causin' anarchy.


<3


Kay so basically, me, jael, aja, and niyo went to the MSI show at the masq yesterday.

Downtown ATL.

Got drunk, and high with jimmy urine.

It was fucking awesome.

But the A/C was broken, so Jen was wet and sweaty the entire time.

Mm, wet sweaty jen. ;D

Jaykay.

But yeah, it was hott, and I was shorter than everyone except one girl, I feel sorry for her. D:

I could barely breathe, but damn, I had fun.

Some bitch shoved me in the pit though and I got pissed and dragged her in there with me. >D

I made sure i got that bitch back.

Long night of smoking, drinking, fuckin, barfin, lickin, kissin, touchin, grindin, coppin feels, fartin, shittin, pissin, taking showers in sinks, sweating, pouring water on people, water fights, vodka, ciggarettes, and Jimmy urine.

And I loved every bit of that shit.

I had the munchies so that explains the licking of his face in the above picture.

Also, I was drunk and fucked up. So my eyes were lookin fucked up.

But I was horny and jimmy was lookin sexy at the time. XD

his sweat tastes so good. <3

XD

We met all of the band members and Jimmy said I was cute because I was so short.

He had to come down to my level.

And he was like "aww your so cute" every second.

Then after i got him pregnant he went around and told everyone i got him pregnant.

:P

He was nice to me and jael. And aja. Niyo was too shy to be friendly and talkative. XD

We were having a jolly 'ol time with Jimmy.

he was a bitch to everyone else because they were all over him.

He came up to US though.

Which makes it all the better.

I guess because we were already talkin' to Kitty and stuff so yeah.

Jimmy is so cute in real life.

And the drummer from Kill Hannah is the hottest asian I've seen in real life in a WHILE.

My god he was hott.

And I got a picture with him.

And he was all happy when I asked for him to take a picture with me because no one was talking to him.

XD;

Going to the show made my MSI obsessions intensify.

Anywho, Pictures!

click them to make them bigger.

First band: Free culture or some shit.

Everyone hated them but we all loved them. I guess cause we were already high by then.

Second band: Kill Hannah

After fighting our way out of the pit to sit outside:

Third band: MSI mofugger!

Then after the show:

This is why Jimmy is a bitch to your stupid asses:

You guys don't know when to leave him the fuck alone. If you see him on his cellphone, dont keep asking repetatively "sign my tits sign my tits!"  that's rude. Let him sit on the damn stairs and finish talkin on the phone.

See, I didnt have to run up to him and do that stupid shit.

That bitch came to ME.

Yeah, bitch.

But anywho, more pics with MSI after the show:

Steve was so nice. :] He signed mah shoe and told me I was cute.

XD; What is it with this "you're cute" bullshit?

Oh well, I ain't complainin'.

And this guy that we met in line before the show was our concert buddy for the night:

haha, he was hitting on the chick from the band.

And broke his glasses in his pit.

Now pictures with other band members and what not:

We got our shit signed:

This is how small the stage was:

So you can imagine how packed and hott it was. Especially since the air didnt work.

We met Bryan at the concert too he was in the front row and we became friends because he had weed and we had a pipe.

:D

So we all smoked in a 9-person-rotation.

And he got sick and we went to go sit with him for like 2 songs.

Bought him water and shit.

Hes the CUTEST drag queen I have EVER seen.

And he let me rub his nipple. XD;

We know how to party hard.

Party with us, you'll come back a new person.

;]

I promise.



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