1.) I am looking in a mirror, but all I can see is me, trying to be what I want to be instead of what I really am. 2.) Two people in one, one happy, one sad, Two sides of me, one mad and one glad.
There's only one side I try to let show; my feelings inside the others don't know.
I'm two people in one, as strange as that sounds, the real me inside no one has found. 3.) When I look into these eyes I find things no one else ever catches a glimpse at
I see this fear of judgment that makes her cower at confrontation
I see this hopelessness for the future that make her choices her burden alone
I see this desperate need for companionship to make her strong in the savage world of humans
I see this courage caged in her thoughts of inferiority
I see these thoughts of abandonment that make her cling to anything
I see this devotion to her beliefs that makes her fear death
And I hate that the person I always see is me. 4.) Sometimes I can see myself running. But what am I running from? I'm running from life. It's impossible to get away. Sometimes I wish I could just close my eyes, And then things would be different. I just want to be somebody. I don't know if I can, but I'll try. I've messed up in my life more then once. But at least I'm still alive. But do I want to be? Yes . . . I do. People mess up all the time. It's no reason to just run away. If you do, your problems will wait for you. You just gotta move on. You have to except what you've done. Just can't sit and feel sorry for yourself. Life's not that bad. It's what you make it out to be. There will be good and bad times. Sometimes more bad then good. Either way it's life. I would never want to change my life. Even though I've messed up in the past. I think it made me a stronger person. So instead of running, I'll stay and take life as it is! comment on them please! I worte these and i hope you like them! <3 KAitlyn |