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Tuesday, July 08, 2008

Save me.

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I'm scared.
I'm very scared.
The headaches that come at least 3times a day, that make my legs turn into jelly, that make me want to throw up, that make me cry in the middle of nowhere, that make me feel so damn suicidal.

I really don't know what I'm supposed to do now.

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But I'm glad I got to complete 4chapters of math / two papers / one essay despite the shitaches.
& thank you loverboy, for always being there and not giving up on me.


Monday, July 07, 2008

Currently Listening
Waiting for My Rocket to Come
By Jason Mraz
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I miss 2006, everything about it.
The crazy times, falling in love, study-free afternoons, mission trip, the list goes on.

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Depression, maybe its really eating me up.


Sunday, July 06, 2008

Currently Listening
Grace
By Jeff Buckley
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Thx 4 de mmrs.

I had the most awesome weekend ever, I don't know how long it has been since I last had fun like that.

The boyfriend came over and we had funny weird conversations, he played half life 2 with the brother, Kenneth came over, Evee came over, baked for like 4 hours with bad jokes / sugar overload / very entertaining nonsense and so we messed up my house, cleaned up { well, almost }, the boys fell asleep while Eve and I camwhored, dressed up and made me pretty with Calista getting high in the background. We took 43, longest bus ride ever, to Parkway, only to end up cabbing to Leisure Park to meet Evan for sushi KFC, Eve begs mummy to let me stay out and ends conversation with " Yay, I love you mummy" to my mum, haha. ParaPara-ed / Mario Karted at the arcade, we had so much fun! { bowling next time! }.
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 Played evan's version of catching at the playground and I really liked it :) Sat by the river, stood at the edge of that concrete thing and almost died.
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Evan's such a pimp. I refuse to put up the other picture.
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Meteor Garden, ha.
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We broke into xxxxxx and it was crazy fun with great company.

National Day, xxxxxx for fireworks with Eve / Kenneth / The Boyfriend { its so much more mysterious lyddat }
& when Evan comes back from Melbourne at the end of the year, we're going to sit above some expressway, stand on the edge of the seawall thing, play mario kart (:

& tomorrow I really need to study so I can have fun on Monday.

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I need to wake up at 7! and its 130am.


Saturday, July 05, 2008

SunflowerField
if you fear something, you are essentially saying to the fear that you
have more faith in its ability to harm you than you have faith in God's
ability to protect you


Currently Listening
Death Cab for Cutie - Directions
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Expressing myself in a pink blazer.

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Express Yourself Day was pretty fun, the weird things people came in and how we didn't really have lessons.
I watched a little bit of Secret, and I have to say that Jay Chou's pretty awesome. His hands were really made for piano. I need to watch the entire movie, get the soundtrack and attempt to play the piano again.
Went to SimLim with Kenneth after school to get my iPod a screen protector and found out that he was getting a sidekick and I'm so still very jealous.
Went to town to meet Margaux and got freaked out by a weird guy who went " I found you really cute and just had to come over to say hi, what's your name? " wtf. I had fun with Miss Ith, and we spent like forever at tangs beauty hall and ended up buying matching eye liners.
The boyfriend met us and we had dinner at crystal jade, with very amusing dinner conversations. We should have more intellectual and less mean conversations next time.
My day was pretty fun, minus the headaches that had to accompany me on my way home.

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After not seeing EveHoon yesterday, I'm seeing her today, haha, we're inseparable.
She's coming over to play with kittens, make pancake batter for tomorrow, and dinner with Evan / Kenneth / John tonight.

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I'm supposed to be studying ): but isn't this pretty (:
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