for me because I bagged a new writing job :)

For 3 years now, I've always wanted to be a part of The Journalese, UST Journalism Society's publication and now I am happy that I am a part of it. :) I am excited :D I am also proud that my friends: Lian, Nachi, and Celest got in also. :)

Funny how I got the news awhile ago. I was stuck at my dad's office all day and was really bored so I ended up sleeping. Suddenly, I woke up, coughing (nabulunan ata) and when I looked at my fone, I noticed that I have several messages. This is when the coughing stopped. I read the text saying "Congratulations... (something else goes here)" I thought I was dreaming. :) My friends and I have been waiting for this. :) Suddenly, everything felt real and then I realized that I was not dreaming :) I immediately told my mom and dad about it. They finally realized that there's something about Journalism now. HAHA :))

I promise to work my ass off :) Especially now that, He is a part of this. :D Just guess who I am talking about ;)

AND

Something else to be happy about.

Finally. I know apologies and forgiveness should be given anytime. :) Yes, yes :)
iPod is L-O-V-E :) you are my personal magic 8 ball :)

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Funny Iisa Pa Lamang Dialogue:
some are not exactly how it was said. soreh.

Helpers: Ma'am, pwede na ba namin makuha yung sweldo namin? 3 months na po kasi kami di sumesweldo.
Isadora: (angry) Ah ganun ba? Bakit di niyo sinasabi sa akin? Dapat sinasabi nyo! O ayan, cheke, papalit nyo na lang sa banko. Good as cash yan!
Helpers: Eh ma'am, pwede po bang cash na lang? Baka kasi tumalbog pa yan eh.
Isadora: Ah tumalbog? Sige teka lang ha. (gets fone and started calling someone) Hello gurad? Ay oo, pwede ka bang magpadala ng security dito? Oo, kasi yung mga alahas at pera ko kulang. Kinuha ata nung mga katulog ko.
Helpers: Ay hindi ma'am pwede na po yan, papapalit na lang.
Isadora: Yun naman pala eh. Ayan, buti na lang busy yung telepono ng guard.

WAHAHAHA :))
okay, baduy.

I've been listening to this Song, The Man Who Can't Be Moved by The Script for hours now. I don't know, I have this thing of listening to my song of the moment for hours until I get tired of it and listen to it in my iPod afterwards, on repeat. The last song I listened to over and over was Closer by Ne- yo because it was the day after I hung- out the entire day with Tres and he sang it in the car and I can't forget how sexy it sounded when he was singing it. Haha

Things aren't going smoothly. Yesterday, after the last exam for Prelims, I sat at one of the pavs infront of AB and thought of things that has been happening. Although my friends were around me and that I talk to them at the same time, I felt like my mind was floating somewhere and that there's one place I needed to be in. It happens often, me being bothered by unknown. I don't know. Probably because of the weather? Or there are some things that I left somewhere and I should get back to them?

I miss him. For days now, I haven't had a decent talk with him. I miss ranting about random things to him and he would kiss me afterwards, tellling me it's okay. I miss asking how his day was and sms lambings. I miss surprise mid- morning text, which gets me through an awful day. I miss hearing him say I love you randomly. I miss looking him in the eye, those brown pair that I want our future kids to have. I miss smelling him, although he doesn't smell anything grand, only his soap or after- shave. I miss him. Terribly.

'Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'd come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.
- The Man Who Can't Be Moved, The Script

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This is the first Sunday of my Junior year when I am not bothered by anything that has to be done or submitted tomorrow, and probably on the next week also since it was announced that the two consecutive Mondays are holidays. I will miss my Feature Writing class.

I shall try to veer away from talking about:

1. What transpired during prelims
2. This Man

Because they cause serious ruckus everywhere.

What I shall do though is get my camera fixed, ASAP because I miss taking photos. I am not aiming for a new camera anytime soon, because I just realized how fantastic my 5- megapixel cam is. HAHA and my dad promised to buy me a new fone, sometime soon. I am not really excited about this. I just want something that's multi- functional- can call, text, go online, take crisp photos, and record conversations. My current fone can do all of these, except take crisp photos. Besides, I am  still happy with my beat- up 7260. But if the new fone comes, well, um,

Thanks Dad :D

Oh yeah, I just got my hair cut last Friday. Shorter than the shorter one I had the last time.

And please cheer me up? Bring me something like Vanilla Sunrise cupcake from Sonja's on Tuesday.

I believe I just seriously fucked up my LitJourn exam big time.

I'm not psyched about Psych tomorrow. Imagine a test for 1 and a half hour, time pressured, electronic, and no back tracking. Plus, you have to do computation. And then I remember, I must memorize formula for tomorrow's test. Then again, if I get pressured by the time, I might do the laser- C (or a, b) method. :))

I look so harassed now. Due to the lack of sleep and stress from the papers, reports, and the madafacking memorization of the Oraciones (which were, by the way, not included in the Spanish Prelims. Sheesh) My eye bags literally, quoting my boyfriend who share the same problems, turned from pouch to Samsonite. :)) I hate that pimples, which were in zero- visibilty few months back, suddenly popped, and made surprise visit. Thanks ha. My hair! yes! My hair, after almost two months of raving how beautiful it turned out suddenly looked stressed and fugly. I am raring to have a haircut probably on Friday (helloooo Benchfix!!!) because I don't like it when I tie hair.

Weather can't be this so fuckingly hot. My skin's starting to get irritated again like big time.

I just want this week to end. Because on Monday, we'll watch A Very Special Love. :)
Hello John Lloyd, I miss you so. :D

Putanginaaaaaa GABBY CONCEPCION!!!

I'm so sorry for cursing in the first line of this blog entry, but Gabby Concepcion makes me squeal like a little girl seeing her crush.

I have this thing for 80's/ 90's matinee idols. Well, there's Gabby Concepcion, there's Raymond Lauchengco, Aga Muhlach, and Matthew Mendoza (HELLO Charmaine!!!)

And then this...

Gabby Concepcion singing in ASAP right now.

Yeah, I know, baduy, But who cares? :)) I watch Iisa Pa Lamang everynight and I will watch The Buzz later, amidst this paper just so I can get a glimpse of him. I might download his songs because... I don't want to buy the album. :))

I L-O-V-E Gabby! weeeee :D
and John Lloyd Cruz :D

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I was watching the launch of the new ABC- 5, TV-5 awhile ago. They actually have pretty promising shows like this one that I'll wait for, Philippines' Scariest Challenge. I don't know, finally something scary to watch again. I'm such a sucker for "real TV" scare so I will watch out for this one. There's MysMatch (Mystery Match), a dating game with, mystery searcher HAHA :)) Not that I'm looking forward to watching it, but I might see an episode and I'll see where I'll go from there.

I was actually wating for their Magazine- Talkshow, but it must have passed when I changed channels in between. They should have something fresh and up beat, because I am tired of watching recycled ideas in shows like that.

What caught my attention was their TV adaptation of one of my favorite Summit Books, Have Baby, Will Date. I am not sure whether they'll follow the same story, characters, etc. but since they said that it is based on Andrea Pasion's novelette, then I have to really wait for that. The thing is though, it will be shown on Tuesdays at 7p.m. Now, that's impossible since my class on Tuesdays end at 7. The choice of the lead actress (who'll play Simone's mom!) is so- so, Valerie Concepcion. This made me a bit apprehensive. But we'll see.

The most talked about ala- Gossip Girl show, Lipgloss will also be in TV- 5. I don't want to say anything. People have already said a lot of things about this show. If you want to watch it though, it's Saturdays at 5 p.m.

Well let's see, most of TV- 5's talents are from ABS- CBN. Merger?

But I hope they'll be able to put up with the competition, although that's impossible to see. If they stick to the alternative shows, that are worthy to be checked out, well, why not, right?

One thing's for sure. I'll watch out for the Unitel Pictures' movies: Crying Ladies, La Visa Loca, and the one starring Maricel Soriano... the title simply slipped my mind.

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OT.

by the time Joyce and I reach 28, and we're both single, Miguel, our best boy friend, who (hopefully) will still be single at that time SHALL pick one of us to marry. :)

I Love my Friends. :))

This is not about my favourite song Apologize. :))

There are so many people who need to apologize to whoever I know tonight.
Tonight just because apologizing tonight will not worsen the issue, hopefully.

There are friends who owe their own friends big time
Kids who hurt their parents with whatever pains they caused them
Parents who are insensitive enough to care about what their children feel
Random people who hurt some random people

and

You to me.

I don't ask much you know. I just want you to apologize for being such a careless being.
And maybe, I should apologize to you too. Just because. What's weird is that you already apologized, right? But then, I cannot stop thinking about what you did. I just can't.


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How dare you take everything else from us? Bitch. Don't you ever dare step here at home or else I will cut your legs off and you'll never going to see your fucking daughters again!!! You need more than just apologizing bitch!!! I am so fucking mad at you!!! argh.

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Idol ako ni Sir Esguerra, sabi nya :)
ang weird no? :)
natuwa naman ako :))
at dahil dyan, gagawa na ako ng magandang lead parati.

AMEN :)