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| Happy 4th of July!Well today is my last day of freedom. I leave today to go to basic training. So I was just gonna say, I dont think Im gonna be able to update for a good while, @ least 4 months. So, I hope everyone has a happy 4th, a good labor day, Columbus day, and Thanksgiving, and in case Im not back b4 Merry Christmas. ha. well I guess this is it. | | |
| My Personal Feelings.I woke up today. no complaints. Im happy with my life and the way things are going, I try not thinking of life as half empty or half full, more like completely full. I've had good things and bad things happen, things that made me happy, things that made me sad. Now Im not really a 'manly man' I do have feelings, but like most guys I hide them well. I will not let anyone see me at a weak point, even though it may nearly kill me to hold it in. I have a few obstacles to face, I know they wont be easy, but its inevitable, Ill just have to pick it up and drive on.
I havent had much things go my way recently, nothin I can do. Maybe its my fault, maybe not, but I cant change the past. I can only prepare for the future. I wish I could focus all of my attetion to the next few months, but its impossible. I can't help but think of other things/people. But, maybe me thinking of other things/people will help me make it through. Sometimes, when Im listing to a song, or reading a book, or even watching a movie, I try to look past what someone is saying and try to find a message. Some times it works, most of the time Im just acting stupid and shouldn't look into stuff so much.
My whole life, which so-far hasn't been that long, has had many mistakes and dissapointment, but I wouldn't trade them for anything in the world, I don't regret anything I have ever done. I've learned alot, and even though I've been let down so many times, even when I had high hopes, I haven't let it bring me down. Sure I've had my feelings hurt: bad relationships, death, favorite teams loosing games (j/k), but I didnt let it get to me. Im not saying don't mourn the death of a loved one, that is perfectly normal and expected, just dont bottle up or hide your feelings, let them out and then get on with your life. There is no reason to waist half your life complaining about how bad your life sucks. If your life does in fact 'suck', change it. You have the power, its called 'Free Will' Im sure God gave it to us for a reason.
All together what Im trying to say is: whatever happens, never be let down. If you put all of your faith, time, money, anything into something its bound to blow up in your face. Not all of the time, but the majority. Just think things through. With that said, if you do put everything you have into something and it does backfire on you, dont let it get you down, just remember that you will always have a cup thats completely full.
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| I have myspace.... big whoop, anyway, upadating seems meaningless for some reason, No one reads this, I figured that out when it took a week for 1 person to leave a comment on my last post. hee hee. wow, Im so bored w/ this, but I guess Itll be straight in about 15 days. See, I'd be leaving to go to basic training Tomorrow! but now I have to wait until July 4, yea thats right the 4th of July I will be going to basic, no fire crackers for me. just grown ppl yelling at me and me doing some hardcore push-ups. nice. well peace out ppl, Im going 2 sleep.
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| Hi Chris! It's been 201 days since you joined Xanga... Well, I never got to go to Grenada, suprise suprise. I was gonna go today but I lost my flippin' keys, it took me 6 hrs to find them. I looked all over the house, fliped over furniture, looked in the frigerator (ya never know), every where possible you could look I looked. Finally they were found in the couch, the same couch that I flipped over and looked under and took the cushions out and threw half-way across the room.
I dont know if ne body has ever watched Wild 'N Out but its hillarous. Once I was watchin' it and there was a rappin' contest to see who could make the best remix to a nursery rhyme. well I actually have the video of the winner. London Bridge Is Falling Down <--thats it. flippin' funny and cool all at the same time. I think it should be made into a full length song myself, but whatever ya know. so check it out, you can download the song itself off of Lime Wire. I did ne way.
Heres the lyrics to the song if you just dont want to watch it:
[Lil' Jon]-Intro
Hey yo we go by the name of the black team
We need to see everybody get up right now
We bout to do that new London Bridge Remix!
(What!)
London Bridge (What!)
London Bridge (What!)
London Bridge (What!)
London Bridge (Go Boy!)
[Lil Jon + Affion Crockett]
London Bridge is falling down (what!),
Falling down (what!),
Falling down (what!),
London Bridge is falling down (what!),
Falling down (what!),
Falling down (what!),
(Hey!)
Well I don't give a fu*k! Cuz I don't live there (what!),
I don't give a fu*k! Cuz I don't live there (what!),
Let it fall nigga (what!),
Let it fall nigga (what!),
Let it fall nigga (what!),
Let if Fall!
London Bridge is falling down,
London Bridge is falling down,
Falling down,
Falling down,
What, What, What, What, What, What, What, What,
Get yo hands up, Get yo hands up, Get yo hands up, Get yo hands up,
Do tha black team run this Fu*ker for ya! (Hell Yeah!),
Do tha black team run this Fu*ker for ya! (Hell Yeah!),
And we out Bitch!
/--/
I was on the internet just messin' around and found this site that translates your web page, so I figured I'd post this, this is my website translated in PIMP. [Click Me] | | |
| G Tizown....Not much to say about anything that has happend so far, luck not so good, buy hey...whats new. Me and muh cuz Kevin are headed to Grenada tomorrow for Thunder On Water, suppose to be awesome, so cant wait for that. O and speaking of going to Grendada, last weekend I was at drill (has nothing to do w/ grenada) and my Sgt told me I was leaving for basic training July 5th and not June 20th...kinda bummer, especially in light of new situations, I mean if I dont leave June 20th I wont get back as early as I thought I would...but whatever, if it wasn't for bad luck I wouldn't have any. So... other than waiting for tomorrow to go to G-Town Im anticipating Basic, not excited just ready to get it over with.
I guess Im gonna go on that note, cuz Im kinda tired and sleep sounds so good right now, even though it is still 'kida' early.
peace nigga! | | |
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