A Quote Again.

Tapos na ang OS 201 exam!  Hahaha! May oras na ulit mag-senti at mag-Starcraft!  Wahahahahaha!

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 If I touch a burning candle I can feel no pain,

In the ice or in the sun it's all the same.

Yet I feel my heart is aching,

Though it doesn't beat, it's breaking.

And the pain here that I feel,

Try and tell me it's not real.

I know that I am dead

Yet it seems that I still have some tears to shed.

- Emily, Corpse Bride

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Haha. Ang sakit talaga nito sa puso.  Hahaha.

And yes, it’s 1:37 a.m., at may pasok talaga bukas.  Hahahaha.

   A Prayer of A Lost Heart

How can you see into my eyes, like open doors,

Leading you down into my core where I've become so numb?

Without a soul, my spirit's sleeping somewhere cold

Until you find it there and lead it back home.

Wake me up inside.

Wake me up inside.

Call my name and save me from the dark.

Bid my blood to run,

Before I become undone.

Save me from the nothing I've become.

Don't let me die here

There must be something wrong.

Bring me to life.

An excerpt from Evanescence’s “Bring Me to Life”.

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the nightlights of the city remind me of your eyes,

they make my life surreal at the end of the day.

and i'm still stunned at the sight yet i'm not surprised

that they still enter my dreams and won't go away.

the clouds snuff the moonlight as i walk out the door

and the rain's falling like it's never gonna end.

and i can't help but sing along with the downpour

'cause being happy is something i can't pretend.

the cold wind blows harshly that only warmth would know,

as harsh as that moment when you smiled your last smile.

and i run in the storm not knowing where to go,

and it's just a blur ahead for more than a mile.

and it's something the world couldn't possibly know.

i miss you so. i miss you so. i miss you so.

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NOTE: Hindi ako ‘yang first person character d‘yan a! Hahaha! Emo kung emo! Hahaha! Masaya pala magsulat from a point of view na hindi akin e. Hahaha.

Currently Reading Passion and Purity: Learning to Bring Your Love Life Under Christ's Control By Elisabeth Elliot see related

Finally.

Finally, nakasulat na rin ulit ako. Hahaha. Ang sarap talaga magsulat!

WARNING: Mushiness and seriousness alert! Pramis, hindi ito joke. Sa mga hindi pa masyado nakakakilala sa'kin, baka mawirduhan kayo sa’kin. So sa mga babasa nito, o magpipilit magbasa despite this warning, bahala kayo.  Haha. Read at your own risk.

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Why does this heart of mine search for beauty that fades

And long for love, that of love, just a mere shadow?

Why does my heart act like a hunter in the shades,

Luring hearts, instead of guarding them from sorrow?

Oh, how I long for eyes that see beyond the face,

A heart that senses beyond sweetness and caress.

Such's the measure of my need for this thing called grace,

Apart from which I will surely break in this stess.

What do I do with this desire for int'macy,

For a head on my shoulder, for a warm hand to hold?

I ache for this romance, and I'm at Your mercy;

May I patiently wait, until my heart You mold.

Let the desires of Your heart be engraved in mine

That only You and Your love may, in my heart, shine.

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Waaah!!! (^_^) Wala na yu’ng block ko!!! Na-miss ko talaga magsulat ng tula! (^_^) Hehehehe. And it’s 2:26 a.m. Hahahaha. Karne ako nito mamaya sa lecture, which by the way ay wala pa akong idea kung ano. I haven’t even touched my school things! Hahaha. Patay talaga ako nito. Haha.

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The following are just quotes from a book I’ve been reading, Passion and Purity by Elisabeth Elliot, na gusto ko lang ilagay dito in relation with what I wrote.  Hehehe.

“I was wishing that my wishes were what God wished, and if my wishes were not what God wished, I wished that I could wish that my wishes would go away, but the wishes were still there.” – Elisabeth Elliot

“…waiting on God requires the willingness to bear uncertainty, to carry within oneself the unanswered question, lifting the heart to God about it whenever it intrudes upon one’s thoughts. It is easy to talk oneself into a decision that has no permanence – easier sometimes than to wait patiently.” – Elisabeth Elliot

“If the yearnings went away, what would we have to offer up to the Lord? Aren’t they given to us to offer? It is the control of passion, not its eradication, that is needed. How would we learn to submit to the authority of Christ if we had nothing to submit?” – Elisabeth Elliot

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“How long, Lord, must I wait?...”

“…Never mind, child. Trust me.”

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Something to do.

Nakuha ko ito kay Barbie (fireandwater.multiply.com). Just something to keep me busy at para hindi ko maisip ang mga pressure at expectation ng mga tao, at mga insecurities ko.

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Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following. Your answers have to be real places, names, and things. Nothing made up! Try to use different answers if the person who answered the survey before you had the same initial letter. You CAN'T use your name for the boy/girl name question.

Your name – Migs. 

Four words – Mine, Myth, Meaning, Might.

State/country – Mississippi.

Boy name – Mark.

Girl name – Monique.

Occupation – Manager.

Word that describes you the best – Melancholic.

Something you can wear – Muscle shirt.

Something found in a kitchen – Magnets sa ref. Haha.

Name one object that is so valuable to you – MP3 player ko (na nawala ko sa ETAG).

Something you shout – ‘Morning!

Something you do at school – Magmuni-muni. Wahahaha!

Name of a friend/schoolmate – Marianne.

Name of an animal – Moose.

Name of a drink – Milk.

Name of a holiday – Mother’s Day.

Name of a subject in school – Math.

Name of a cousin – Mabelle.

Name of a fast food chain – McDonald’s.

Name of a person you're crushing or had a crush on – Mika.

Name of a food you like – Macaroni salad.

Name of a food you do not like – Mashed green peas. Yuck talaga ‘yun!

Name of a kid's toy – Mighty Morphin’ Power Rangers! Wahahaha!

Name of a flowering plant – Myosotis sylvatica (Forget-Me-Not). Wahahaha!

Name of a shopping mall – Market! Market! Hindi ko pa rin alam kung bakit ‘yan ang pangalan n’yan. Hahaha.

Name of a person you like – Melissa.

Name of a person you dislike – Mokong. Wahahahaha! 

Name of place in your school – MSI (Marine Science Institute). Maraming kakaibang ibon at halaman sa paligid n’yan, bisitahin n’yo.

Name of an object in front of you – Mirror.

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