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| Ass still hurts from the mechnical bullEvery other ordinary day. Seriously, nothing really happen but me not smoking as much I have been. I'm trying to cut back and eventually quit by the end of the week. I went to most of my classes and got most of my work done. I washed my car and gave it a half ass detail that I haven't done in a while, feels kinda nice. I was talking to my mom about the tattoos I want to get. She made me have an agreement with her; one tattoo at a time, and she will pay for them. I dunno I like free lol. I went to work after that and the went by fairly quickly. Worked out. 9 sets of 3 front squats, my max was 165. I scratched once on the 8th round. 7 muscle ups during the whole event. I need to start doing them strict instead of kipping. I dunno, to do 30 strict muscle ups for time by the end of the year.... lets see how far my body can take me. I also wanna start doing hand stand push ups. Went home and called it a good night. I just wanna sleep now lol.
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| Crazy ass weekend!So, I had a pretty crazy and extreme weekend.
Friday, I went back home for a party. My friend Jason's girlfriend was having a birthday party. Shit was pretty extreme, I didn't know anyone, but a few people. I ended up getting a good fade. I smoked a lot. Took a lot of crazy pictures. Ended up coming back to Seattle around 2 am and stayed at Sam's.
Saturday, I woke up all tired and one of my team members for my group project called me up to wake me up. I got up, headed out, and get ready. We probably worked on the project for about 6 hours? I dunno it was a long time. After that, I headed out to watch the UFC fight with Ben and everyone. The fights were good, all of them ended at the 2nd round except one, but damn it ended soon after the 3rd bell was struck. After that, I picked up Jordan and then drank with the rest of the guys. We went to Cowgirls Inc. that place is crazy. My friends convinced me to get a shot from one of the dancers, honestly not a lot of convincing needed to take place. Rode the bull, my leg is now fucked up lol. Ended up going to Crimson after that. I got a free shot. Went to Cap Hill and got free cigs but threw the cigs away. I was so drunk, Dru had to drive me home. He ended up watching the Incredible Hulk. I ended up passing out in my nice comfortable bed.
Sunday, work up like around 3. Just did a bunch of bullshit until dinner time. We went to target and hung out at Panera Bread. Talked to people I haven't talked to in a long ass while. Ate dinner and hung out. Came home.
I stopped smoking like a chimmney. I'm going to give up drinking alone at night. I'm going to start training hard and not bitch about shit anymore. Time to move ahead and move forward. Look up, and think about what I'm trying to do. Time to work really hard at school and get to where I need to acedemically. Nothing can stop me, as long as I know what I'm worth, it's now time to take it!
- Remember The Name | | |
| Forgot to post!Sorry about that, I hardly remember yesterday. All I really remember from yesterday. Was that I worked out, did two work outs actually.
Helen, 3rds for time one round is:
400m Run
21 KB swings at 1.25 pood
12 pull ups
Then I worked on Bent lifting plus a muscle up to get the familiarization of it. Today, was pretty normal to day to day. I got Dead Space, but decided a nap was a better use of my time lol. I woke up, went to work and did some overtime. I was playing with one of the kids I take care of because his brother was in the basketball team for the elementary school, I was there to make sure the gym and stuff was being treated alright. Work out today, which was:
Tabata Push Ups, 20 seconds of work followed by 10 seconds of break, 8 rounds, weakest round is your score:
1st time around: 10
2nd time around:7
Plus two muscle ups
Yeah, I'm starting to get use to it. I need to start doing them from a dead hang without a kipping starting. I went out for drinks and dinner then just drinks. I think I been drinking every night so far for the last week. Not so bad, at least it not like last year during my 1st winter break week where I got drunk every night. I have a paper due for Psych tomorrow, I will just do it during class. Going to work out tomorrow at Bellevue Crossfit's Location. Gotta go back to Bremerton. Sometimes, you gotta go back where you start, to start over.
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| Man, too many video games....Is that even possible? For me? Yeah, it really is lol. After beating Fallout 3, I been having a fall out with video games. I just don't feel like playing them right now. I really didn't work out today, but I did try and do muscle ups again. Fail. lol I did work out yesterday though for the 233rd birthday of the marine corp. It was some crazy work out Dru came up with and I really don't remember what the fuck we did. We hung out and that was it. Today I went to Banya to just relax and just chill for tomorrow is school. I really don't got much to say today. I watched Fist Full of Dollars, wonderful western in my opinion. My favorite quote in the movie:
- Marisong: Why do you do this?
- Man W/No Name: Why? Because I knew someone like you once and there was no one there to help. Go. Go! Get out of here!
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| Live, love, and forgetIn my whole life, my friends have always been there for me. I love them for it. I adore them for it. Without them, I would not survive. I still ask myself, what's the fuck is going on? I really don't know the answers to the questions I seek. I just live on my life, like I did before anything did happen. I pretend I have no heart. I pretend I have no soul. I live as a human being, trying to search where these things are. I don't know anymore. Sorry is the only thing I get. I will just continue to live my life to fight the good fight we call life. To be hurt and to survive and live, means to become stronger to fight another day. Love will be the deepest blade that will ever pierce my heart, but I will continue to search for love and to love like I have never been hurt. The next thing I wanted to get was my TV, but I think getting my tattoos will be a wiser choose. I want to be constantly remind what I live for, what I would die for; for my love, my family, and my friends. To always love myself first no matter what, because if I do, no matter how much I am left alone in life, I still have myself. To serve my name and my family and my friends, to forever be indebted to them will my passion to live on. To help others in need especially my friends. Even those I have hurt or have hurt me dearly, I will be there for them because that is the word I live by. I just want this chapter of my life to be closed. No matter how much it might hurt; live, love, and forget.
- I Could Die For You | | |
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