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Tuesday, November 18, 2008

ahhhhhhhjhhhjgj.

so bored!! sad. ): so moody cos so bored... i called like:

jer (has a headach)
yuan (giving some kid some tuition)
fiona ( wants to go home watch heroes aft work)
cheryl (working on her assessments)
tim (dinner w e fam)
weizhi (at e esplanade now w some dude now)
alvin (got work)
faris ("overseas")
kakit (cambodia)

): and fuyu / xinying / feroz/ ben / zach has yet to reply me. ahh... bored bored bored. im like fucking loner lar. no friends to go out w me. pout.

anyway... today i saw this fugly green honda which have one of those tacky tag-line signs. this one said " if you want sex, feel free" i feel very free and im not having any sex.hmm.. or maybe, technically it should be that way, im feeling free and i really want sex? ... .. .. least that'd kill time right? gee... ahhh... i think im talking too much nonsense for e ratio of boredom thrown at me. this sucks. ):
hmmmmm.... tempting.

(: just received a call from ismail... renewal camp 15 - 19 dec. sounds damn cool ahh... 55$ s'more. thats damn cheap. cheaper than church camp . lol. wtf. (: but i need to think think think.plus i dont have much friends at inno... so im not sure if i should go. dont know who'd be going.

gotta go check church camp dates and the dates that mommy wants to go over to KL for cel's milo competition. ahhh.... and yuanlong and i going malaysia trip dates. which will happen in dec , cos that silly goose is working intensively for e next three weeks - lyra.

need to find a job . borinngggg.

Monday, November 17, 2008

why you so cute?

tomorrow's kakit's birthday and he'd be away learning how to be a construction worker in cambodia. lol. happy birthday boyfriend!! haha, little baby brother.

anyways... today marks the end of school. for this semester. whoopie. (: i guess im going to have to start becoming more hardworking, doing work early, reading before i actually start my essays too. gee..

so aft i submitted my essay earlier on in e day, i went to find ibro jer and yuan .. shopping!!! this time i shopped for two. it felt nice that my baby's overseas and so its like our little break... i got him some shirts. got myself some shirts. got mom some chocos. she's been having a terribly hard time now w the market all down and stuff... and some family issues surfacing over e past few days hasnt kept her blood pressure down. so yeahh.. i hope the sweets will sweeten up her day tomorrow. (: got cheryl a thumbdrive too. hmm.. what else did i get?? lol, nothing anymores i guess...

tomorrow im going for a jog. havent jogged in e fucking longest. im going to grab some lemon and water to wash off blackheads as well. im going to try and jog to dfac, so that i can collect pay. watch some canto dramas. and see if anyone wants to date me out. jer!!! if im in a gd mood, maybe i'd go for bs too.. its been a while, might be nice to catch up too... whoopie. i love holidays..

Friday, November 14, 2008

tell me how i should feel.

wow. this morn, e whole house was shaken awake by some harsh argument. flippin craze. cel's first outbreak on e whole divorce thing... so yeahh. i dont know what to say or do. i dont really like talking about all these to my family. its scary. thats probably e reason why i take it out to my friends (esp xy) sighhh.. kid me. ):

on a diff note, yesterday was just a day of throwing studies out of e window and simply pure joy of everything a girl can do. an entire day of shopping and movies. a lovely date w her guy (any guy; a guy; my guy; some guy). some alone time. catch up moments. it was nice... exhuasting and redundantly nicce.. im such a slackker.

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WAH! down turn...... ): i just went out to grab some drinks (no, non alcoholic is e way to go. least if you wanna spend some time out w a nice clear mind) w cel and got some news. gee... this sucks. i thot ... wow. only if i had known. or least... wth, whyyy . why didn i know. this sucks. it says quite a bit on myself or what e other party thinks of me.

hell no. im not paranoid or anything. or like thinking too much into anything. it has nothing to do on e content but rather e context of this situation .anyway, what i wanted to say was that your actions comes not only w consequences but From e reflection of thought. yeahh. like what you think is right or wrong, who , when, how... stuff like that... its pretty much e context which bothers me, owells. im going to maul over this is e solidarity of my room, on my bed, by myself, and pretty much go be loner.

today sure was a hell of a roller coaster of headline findings for such an easy day.

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

you let a little out.

the whole of yesterday was.... well, so productive!! :D kudos to rockandroll baby.
mwahhahahahahha... im all done for today's submissions. just left with the printing of my crit essay. i dont think i will be getting good grades this sem, but i really cant (lets enforce this agains: ABSOLUTELY CANT) be more grateful that today is The Day.

once i get past 4pm today, im going to be the happiest girl alive. no, not cause i got screwed or anything like that and suchh.. but.. well, wth, why am i explaining this to you? lol. so excited. and i'd go off to play with jer and yuan and we're going to enjoy our absolutely fabulouicious threesome... i havent been a very good companion to them lately, so its time to make it up! woots.

umm.... yesssss.... TODAYYY!

p.s last night felt soooo good. (: the test went smoother than i expected it to be. and after e test, i had a visitor i really dig. so yeahh... it was nice. everything.