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Sunday, October 21, 2007

  • Burger King killed me.

    Ughhh...

    This week I've been babysitting for 5- 10 hours a day. The kid's mom went on a camping trip and his dad works some funny shifts. Anyway, he's learning disabled, and he read a book so his treat was to get dinner at Burger King every night this week...

    So guess where I ate every night this week.

    I literally didn't eat ANYTHING except while I was at Burger King. One day I had a small fry, one day I had a Big Mac, etc. I KNOW I should have just brought a salad with me to eat there, but I WANTED the food and I was weak and gave in...

     

    ANYWAY-- 6 Burger King meals brought me from a 136 to a 139. No joke. Three pounds in six days, JUST because of six Burger King meals...

     

    That is DISGUSTING.

Tuesday, October 16, 2007

  • YES

    FINALLY! One-fucking-thirty-six. I know that is fat as FUCK but after 2 straight weeks of 138 without it changing AT ALL, 136 is enough to make me sing. Halleluja. Drugs are my best friends. I didn't sleep last night because I had methylphenidate (time-released Ritalin) and about 100 mg of caffeine, and I did bio homework all night. I should have cleaned or exercised, but I was doing all I could to keep from vomiting and I felt just like I did before my last heart attack.

    I think most of the two pounds I lost during the night were water weight but OH FUCKING WELL. It's still lost.

    Also, I think I binge more when I don't have internet access and xanga to distract me, so I made a notebook to write in when I feel like eating, and to fill up with goals, thinspo, etc. I hope it helps.

    I'm moving in THREE MONTHS. I'm going crazy trying to save up some money and stuff... How much would you need to save to feel comfortable simply moving to a new town you've never been to before, without a job or apartment or even a hotel set up? Any tips?

    I'm making some extra cash blogging, and I hope that'll help. Check out my blog: http://www.yuwie.com/whatstuff

    Thank you all for your support!

    Today's Damage:

    Fruit drink (100 cal)

    Fiber&Bran muffin (100 cal)

Sunday, October 14, 2007

  • Week In Review

    Points for the week for the Peace Love Skinny Challenge:

    Monday Oct 8:

    20 min on stairstepper-- 5 points

    Tuesday Oct 9:

    intake of less than 400 cals-- 5 points

    20 min on trampoline-- 5 points

    tips-- 5 points

    Oct 10- 13

    12 hour fast-- 5 points

    20 min on stairstepper-- 5 points

    20 min on trampoline-- 5 points

    12 hour fast-- 5 points

    40 min cardio at the Y-- 10 points

    TOTAL:

    50 points. My goal for the week was 60 points so I'm going to do 40 more minutes of excersise today.

    I still weigh 138. I hate myself.

    In other news: My boyfriend's mom is holding his Social Security Card hostage until some big child abuse trial she has to go to and use it as evidence that he exists, and he obviously can't get a new job without it. We were gonna move when he turned 18 on Nov 29, but now we can't move until he gets his SS card back from the cokewhore. The only good part about that is I now have an extra maybe 2 months to save up some money before we move...

     

    If you were moving to a new town you'd never been to before and you didn't have a job or apartment picked out even, how much would you need to save to feel safe?

Saturday, October 13, 2007

  • Ugh...

    The last couple days have been disastrous as far as calories...

    The only noteworthy things I've done in like 3 days are 20 min on the stairstepper, 20 min on the trampoline, 2 12-hour fasts, and 40 minutes of cardio at the Y. t.t

Wednesday, October 10, 2007