yesterday was dinner with mok ko and ilyas, like finally cos we have been wanting to meet up since like forever. yay! and we were bitching about how bad uni life is. aye, everyone hates uni. its like the worst place to be. i still hate it after like 2 years plus. sometimes i wonder what if i didn't screw up my Alevels and got into nus or ntu. would my life be different? or what if i chose to go elsewhere and not do a degree. aye. i'm still harping on this, god which i can't believe. whatever. i just can't wait to graduate now.

finally i have pictures on my blog. clap hands!

we took pictures in front of westmall mac for memory sake. boy, that place changed so much! it used to be our after band prac chill out place! HAHAHAHAHA. those were the days ma friend.

band days won't be the same without you guys!

meet up again soon darlings!

and i really cannot stand my lifestyle, its too fast paced. everything is happening so quickly that i have no idea what i just went through. i don't think i'm learning much in school either. having to grow up is such a pain you know. you are exposed to more stuff, like it or not. you are exposed to more people, weird ones plenty. maybe one gets too judgemental as they grow up but seriously there are alot of weird people around. 

you may think people don't know but don't you know the walls have ears and the doors have mouths (quite clever right? the doors have mouths! i'm a genius!), one day you might just get shot by your own delusions, so good luck. 

i guess we have to deal with it, like do we have a choice? i'm so sick of everything. life is so tough isn't it? and there are too many depressing things in life too like why my hair doesn't grow and all, why am i growing fatter and all? sucks. i need retail therapy real bad!

oh and

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY TO TAN SILIN!

my primary school girlfriend, my next block neighbor and travis's ex-tutor! HAHAHAHAHAHA. and wah lau she hasn't send us pictures for last friday! lols. have a great one babe! love you (:

♥

okays an early day for me tomorrow. my weekends are burnt, poor me can't get to spend time with my family! i kinda miss my brother, he is only booking out tomorrow! my mum is still sick, such a weako. get well soon mum!!

 anyhoos, i think tomorrow's project meeting is gonna be fun (:

so good night ma friends, have a great weekend!

ps: cheer up bitchy yan!

caught superband just now. yups, cos i wanna watch mayday! woots woots. HAHAHAHA. i was camping in front of the telly waiting for them can when i should be studying. okays this is bad! tsk. as usual their perfomance rocks house. weeeet. i think the superband bands can go home and sleep. the first batch is way better lah.  

and so tu zi won! wah, i tell you i'm so in love with the lead singer, sarah! i tell you if i'm les, i will go after her lah! HAHAHAHAHA. she is damn charming and cute ((: omg! shit, i'm still excited over her. melts. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. wooooooooo. she is in ntu, so firda, please help me spot her! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. be my bf pretty pleaseeeeeeee!

WAH SEH, YOU TELL ME CUTE OR NOT LAH? HAHAHAHAHA!

and she plays the guitar! like my dream lover lor.

okay, please don't doubt my sexual orientation.

BUT SHE IS REALLY CUTE!

(:

selamat hari raya

to all my muslim friends! (:

aye! i've 9 advertising chapters to study for a quiz tomorrow and i'm only at chapter 5. i will never finish even if i don't sleep, but whatever. i keep dozing off lah. gahhh! i wanna hurry graduate! school sucks! i hate bobba! he makes our lives oh so miserable! damn! (when i don't feel like studying, i will get stomach ache! wtf. psychological man since i was 7.)

anyhoos, i hope bangkok trip this year end will be a successful one, though i'm really tempted to use my pay to get my LongChamp bag (as usual). i really need a new bag!!! i need my retail therapy or else i think i will go crazy soon! boo!

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yan showed me this and i thought its pretty accurate but not all!

AQUARIUS WOMAN

 If you are in love with a woman in this zodiac be prepared to be very happy or be very sorry. She is a very busy person with her own matters similar to a guy in this zodiac. She is able to live by herself without any guy in her life, a very strong person indeed.

 Not because she does not have a dream guy, but if she can not find such person, so what. Because she thinks she could do anything that a man can do. She is a leader , a real confident type.

 She likes to do things by herself, such as serving herself, opening the door herself. Because she thinks waiting for a helping hand is a waste of time, and she is not patient enough to wait around for that. If she starts to ask you out, do not think she starts to flirt with you, but because she thinks it is a waste of time to wait for you to be the one who asked. 

She likes a COOL guy who sometime act like he is ignoring her, so he has a chance to show him his own confident. She like to guess her man's reaction, but at the same time she likes to has many men wanting her. She is a daring type who could just do thing differently from other people in her same society. She dare to fight for what she thinks belonged to her. 

Even she acts confident she mostly feel lonely and alone. If she breaks up with someone , she won't show any emotion even deep down inside pain and agony. Not for long she will come back to be the cheery and merry person again, because she looks at the world positively and has "Faith" in the word "Love". 

She has more men friends than women friends, so do not be a jealous type if you date her. She could be slightly jealous, but she hates jealous guy. She loves "Freedom" so before and after marriage , her freedom has to be the same. She likes you to trust her, even if she does not trust you anyhow.

 She likes to be the one who is "Right", so if you argue with her , let her win if it is not a big deal for you in that subject. She is a straight forward type, so if she does not love you anymore, she will just tell you straight to your face. Her love and relationship are always real, so if she say "It's over" be prepare to leave, she is not testing you.

 She is not a vulnerable type, so do not have to worry about her, she will survive by herself. If she is with you when you get sick, she will certainly take care and look after you, even look after you mean "small loan". Do not have secret with her, she hates it and really can piss her badly. When she is sad , be understanding. When she is happy, be happy with her, she likes that.

 You will not get bore with this type of girl. Someone who is close to her will know that deep down beneath that confident and cold hearted person, she is just as fragile as any woman. She is a fun and talkative person and she likes to tease you. Do not let she talk alone, if you do she will leave.

 She has many type of jobs because she beliefs what a man can do, I can do. If you want her to work for you, forget it. When she is in love, she will just leave her job in the day time just to come to see you, but not for long she will go back to work seriously again. Prepare to live and love with a "Working Woman" then you will be OK.

 If she mad, find a shelter for the "Hurricane" is here! Her bad temper will last very shortly though. She is not a revenge type and will not think of "pay Back" time. Most people might think of her as "One of a guy", but in fact she is a 100% woman. She is easily hurt, so be nice with her. If she really loves you, then you are lucky because she is an honest, truthful and will never bored you. Understand that sometimes she will be over confident and sometimes like to have power or act bossy.

wanna know about yours?

http://danachow.tripod.com/zodiac.htm#Aquarius

scroll and find your horoscope!

okay back to studying!

my bro is back from camp! he booked out a day earlier cos he is sick! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. he looked just like the typical ns boy you see on the street. dark-rimmed specs checked. botak head checked. army uniform checked. army boots checked. army bag checked. dark complexion checked. and when he got home, he looked like a dead fish seriously. and me being the kaypoh sista was busy ransacking his bag and tried to be an army girl by carrying his bag and wearing his cap. okay, i was too bored. lols. and my dad opened his wallet (tsk tsk) and saw maple story gaming cards?! wtf. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

finally ugc presentation is over and done with. super embarrassing, but whatever. more work to come of cos. went swensons to eat with yan and pf after class cos we were super hungry. i love sticky chewy chocolate (:

oh and this part is dedicated to someone whom i promise i will blog about. she is super irritating and likes to laugh at my laughter. she thinks i laugh in a pitch too low, but seriously her laughter is so much worse. HAHAHAHAHA. she makes alot of noise and often distracts me when i'm doing work. she will tickle me and touch me in class (super pervertic) almost all the time. i think she is super in love with me lah thats why. oh she laughed super loud today cos i mispronounced some words and she tried to act chio by not tying her hair. aiya blog about her makes my blog so boring. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. go figure who is she then!

ps: i came online just to dedicate a part of my post to you and wanna chat with you online first (later you say i dao) but you weren't online, so too bad!

okay i'm going to bed. i can finally wake up late late!

TGIF. yay! *dance around and do jumping jacks!

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY TO ILYAS AFIQ!

you are greatly missed! meet up soon darling (: