instead of complaining, i shall just SIGH.haha. sometimes, it takes someone to lose something, to then find out, how important that something is to her/him. or actually, me. haha.well,it's the PAST.and i shant brood over it although sometimes,i CANT HELP but ask myself why i did not appreciate what i had and took it for granted.hahaha,okay.enough of thoughts.now the shocker.

i have two block tests next week,and i haven,apparently, started preparing.full lit and bio.i feel so,ANNOYED with myself and my stupid procrastination habit. maybe i should get a little more stressed out. prolly if the test was on friday,i'll mug HARD like how i did for history.the outcome was always better.now i feel, RELAXED and my heart tells me that "shit i have two impt tests next week" but my brain says "it's okay,there's still time". haha,so useless.

besides that, MORE AND MORE stuff coming up.it's a REALLY hectic month and i just realised that there are SUPER high expectations for my class,which is kinda freaking me out. but anyhow,i will still try.hahha.and my tennis is disgusting.PFFT.ive completely like,LOST it.hahaha.damm it.

and the LEAGUE,is GETTING ON MY NERVES.but it's okay,i shall just be evil and give those silly ppl a walkover.haha.simple,job done.hahaha.

okay,ive xmas posterS to do by friday,and this zuo wen.

oh,and i almost forgot,my chinese is atrocious.dammmmmit.

HAPPY BELATED BDAY JOY<3

hahaha,WHOOPS.sorry for the really belated wish joylynnyeosokching.hahaha.mainly cos i messed up the dates.i thought ytd was 27th!hahahahahaha.shit la.you know why?too many tests.ahaha.anyway,

you were always there for me and helping me when i needed and being one of the few ppl i really trust the must. i really appreciate it and thank you for that:D i love you joy hahaha.so today[well yesterday yesterday] is your bigbig day.you're finally 15.hahaha.but too bad,im still like,one month plus older than you:D means im more matured.HAH!

haha.okay.so i shall celebrate your bday online,by posting some really horrid photos of us when we were sec1.HAHAHA.dont laugh too hard.it's really really really embarrassing for me too k!hhahaha:D

during daryl's party in sec1(:

hahaha at mrt station before going to waterfront.RMB!(:

haha at mos.together with charlotte.

prize presentation!HAHAH.last year.hahaha.

and now i realise,i dont have ANY photos with you THIS year with our braces off!hahaha.we better take one soon k!

llloooveeee<3

im gonna remove this photos in a WEEK'S time.hahaha.so you betetr view it!

a long,long journey.

haha this week has been tiring,tormentous and terrible yet terrific.

YAY.T words.anyway, yes.im SO glad it's over and i can't help but be happy cos NEXT week there's NO major block tests.but the following week,and the week after the following, WILL HAVE many many tests.damm.

so,it's a break now.haha.i haven been like,REALLY blogging since ive been studying.hahaha.mugger.yao was quite shock to see me in the library,according to what nic said.haha.so INSULTING damm it.hahah.im GOOD GIRL although not smart prototype.

haha so anyway,all i can say was,history test was pretty okay after quite sleepless nights and only having 4 hrs of sleep everyday. hahaha.physics pop quiz,i think i barely managed to complete it.it's all application.hahaha. so im SO GLAD it's over cos i keepsleeping in class and annoying the teachers, but sorry,i couldnt help it.hahaha.somemore sitting at the back.the tendency of sleeping is soooo HIGH.hahaha.and no kris to chat with.and naphe keeps studying[DURHZXZXZ].

so now,im busy doing the tennis thing with sandra and all.hahaha.it's so tiring.and taking up time.but anyway,part of the job.hahaha.

so,tata(:

the P word.

oh mannnn,PROCRASTINATION?!

cos my youtube finally works,im damm happy:Dhaha,so ive been youtubing ever since and im HOOKED onto it,seriously! i haven been doing my work dilligently.so guess what,i still HAVE alot of work.and that's veryveryvery stressful and IRRITATING.haha.well,i only got myself to blame for bad time management.i guess i could have done it in the second week after RMUN,but instead i was slacking my ass through the whole week.

hahaha.yea,so it's my fault.but i still dont really like the education system.it's pissing me off.i dont see why we must have SO MUCH homework.i mean,get a life.i have 3 essays to do from lit. 1 essay from SS. 1 essay from History. thats only for ESSAYS.and then we have all those language irrelevant stuff.like,RECOUNTS on books?!i have FIVE of that. plus we have homework for sciencesss. i guess biochemphy homework are manageable.they didnt really kill us.haha,im sure lucky.

yeaaaa,and i when i get back to schoooool.i have BLOCK tests.SO MANY block tests.im seriously going to die.i haven even REVISED properly yet.i didnt do my bio revision yet.

argh,i hate school.

LITERATURE.

i cant say how much i regret taking full literature.

anyway,got this from nic's blog.it's really bee-you-teee-fool. im damm serious.hahah.i seldom read poems,but this one is really good.

Jealousy

I put out my hand and plucked a rose,
A red satin rose with a velvet scent,
And chaliced its loveliness in reverent palms,
Knowing that it was perfect.

Then, because I could not make the rose,
And because I could not paint the rose,
Nor carve it, nor mould it,
Nor even draw its beauty in my words,
I slowly closed my fingers over it
And crushed it.

Ruth Ellison