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I have been tagged by Sister Dana and soon others will be tagged by me after I am done with this.
1. Allow me to change this. I have trust issues still with people. When I don't feel like they trust me it hurts more then anything else of this world.
2. I want to some day do my own anime series, and my own comic/manga series. I to succeed with my Purpose God has created me for. (they may have already been known, but sadly there somethings I don't like the thought of putting on here)
3. When I am alone, I sit and talk hours with God...never really matters to hear anything at all. ^_^ Mostly even when I am watching something on t.v. at night or on the computer for hours before bed. (normally I hit the bed by 1 AM or 2 AM..earlier if I am really tired.
4. I love to read, everyone knows this, but sometimes I love just to read at work, or just sit at home and read or at school. (at home just doesn't work for me a lot..lol...ok...it does sometimes...I love to read)
5. I want to learn Japanese. It's a BIG, HUGE GOAL!!!!!!!! ^_^ (not everyone knows this...but most do)
6. I want to travel to many places, and I would love to learn how to dance sometime along the way, and maybe learn to play the violin and do some sign language. It's some small goals, or dreams...most importantly completing God's Will is very important to me.
Love you guys. It's time for bed..I can't think at all..rofl.
*Hugs*
Ends up going on and on...more and more...making this post even more longer.
Something happen, that we can't control, but should we still live in that past world...should we let that pain go on forever and ever and let that fear grow and yet never give it to God for Him to take. Some of ya...and my family is most of this is why I say that. GIVE IT TO GOD! I learned how to do it. It was really hard and at times I sitll have problems with giving it all to Him, at least I am trying!!
I woke up a new person I think this morning then yesterday..yesterday I was so tired..so out of it..I didn't even feel good..I felt like I was just there walking in circles...wanting to just go back to bed. For anything said...just ignore it. I was hmm..out of it totally. O_-; Heh!
One of those bad days you know. We all have them at least one every few weeks. O_o Man, was I out of it...I was getting upset over easy stupid things...I couldn't be there for anyone, cause I couldn't even be there for myself..lol. I'm serious, I seen things happening, but it just felt as though my mind wasn't there..my body was...it was odd. I guess I was just that tired..and guess what, that is exactly what it was...and lack of food...O_o man, can those two things really mess you up.
Goal for the day..go to store and get food...to take with me to Casey's. I want to eat a lot today and I am ready to go running, I am about to go in a minutes..just needed to get on here. I trust you all and could care less if what I type here makes you think less of me or not...sometimes it is good to just get out stuff, and I felt like i wanted to get that off my chest. ^_^ Plus, I don't update enough. I love you guys..I am going to stay at a friends for the night, I'll catch ya later. Aimee I am coming over...I want to see this Jeremy Camp thing still. I am still the only one that hasn't seen it..but has heard about it. O_o Countless times! lol. Love you all so much.
God Bless each of you.
Give it all to God. Trust me it is easier to do it that way. Stop trying to do it yourself. I had one or two things...that I wasn't giving to God and I never realize it until Sister Dana said something to me. It's all His. I want to be someone God can use.
^_^
GOD YOU ARE GREAT!!!!
GOD YOU ARE WONDERFUL!!!!!!
GOD YOU ARE EVERYTHING AND MORE!!!
Sometimes it's good to just express you Love for Him. There's to much there, that you have to get that Love out there into the World.
Man on cross.(that at the moment I can't remember a name, but ya know him..ya seen Passion of the Christ) - I am a sinner and my punishment is Just. He does not belong here with us, he isn't like us. He isn't a sinner.
He died for Our SINs! OURS! Doesn't that make any difference to you, doesn't it speak to you at all, doesn't it open your heart and your mind...wanting to get to know Him and that love that He has for you, for us.
^_^ I know I am an odd one...to say the least, but I know when I picked up my cross that it was going to get hard...things are hard in life, we can't change that fact, but God can. Things happen for a reason, God has a reaon for all things, as I am sure yesterday there was a reason for the way I felt and for the way things just seem to be said and I took them the wrong way...three times I did that yesterday and was hurt and upset by the realization of things. It hurt...then I realized, I need to become stronger yet still.
O_o Sister Kathy, how come Sister Karoline hasn't called me about the art project...we should start on it soon. If you could..e-mail me her number. I want to help her. Kagome219@aol.com or I will see her Sunday. O_o
Silly Time..but with truth to it.
I hated to miss church...believe me, yesterday was not a fun day. Everything was just slam slam...take this..take this...don't you see...that person pain, don't you see...slam...can't you see how that person feels...slam...no one trusted you...SLAM!!!! O_o WHAT? That isn't true Satan, you better back off...don't stomp on my cross it is already hard enough to carry without your weight there. Of course, he will always be there in some form, tearing you down, because you have took up that cross and when you took up that cross you made a choose, to do the will of God and follow HIM! You will be hit..you will be hurt, that's life, but don't do as I have done and let it take you down and upset you..that's lack of faith there. NOT ANYMORE! It's interesting how God makes you realize things. ^_^ I love you JESUS! I have another video in works and soon Sister Kathy your video shall be done. I found the song for you Sister Kathy! It's so kawaii!!!
God Bless ya'll all more. Time to go running.
Christy
Sorry for my rambling and ranting. | 
