wow... I still have one of these? Does anyone still update thier's?

-Gianni DeAngelo-

My knuckles will break before they bleed.

I know there aren't many people who still update thier xanga. I couldn't find my journel, I want to say something and I thought this would do for now.

Have you ever woken up on a morning and realized you are living a life that's not yours?You know you are following a path that wasn't intended for, but you continue to walk. In life we will always grow. In life things will always change. Does this mean we ourselves  have to change?  I have come to the realization that this isn't who I am. I long for the way things used to be. We can't control what happended. We can control what the future holds by the actions we make. I'm tired of living day by day. I want to know what my future holds. I'm tired of being ashamed for my actions.

I'm at a point in my life that is not fulfilling. I have an emptiness that I cant fill myself.

I need a change. I'm starting now, not tomorrow.

-Gianni DeAngelo-

Currently Watching Stay Alive see related

---------------BREAKDOWN---------------

I know it has been a while since I have last updated. Alot of things have been going on. I moved into my new place. I'm excited. I will miss rooming with Cody but I just needed a change, it's nothing personnel. Tonight Erik, Dorian, Lindsay and I went and saw Slither. That was a waste of time in my opinion. I saw Stay Alive and Inside Man the other night. I thought they were both good.

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Lacey is doing well. I'm going to be getting all of the dents popped out and wet sanded. I still need to install my gears, but I'm getting around to it.

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Still single and looking to have some fun.

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If your actions don't set the path for a sucessful future, change your actions.

-Gianni Pasquali DeAngelo-