<center><br><FONT style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 40pt; COLOR:purple; LINE-HEIGHT: 15px; FONT-FAMILY: arial; LETTER-SPACING: -3pt;text-transform:none">I'm tired of pretending...</font><br>
<FONT style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 30pt; COLOR:white; LINE-HEIGHT: 18px; FONT-FAMILY: arial; LETTER-SPACING: -3pt;text-transform:none">To be something I'm not..</font>

<STYLE type="text/css">
/* Matchbook by Lushious_Layouts*/
body {
 background-color:black;
 background-image:url(http://i14.photobucket.com/albums/a347/BrbieSTOLEmyMAN/BT_powderblue_ZarBella-05.gif);
 background-position:bottom right;
 background-repeat:repeat;
 background-attachment:fixed;
 scrollbar-arrow-color:purple;
 scrollbar-track-color: white;
 scrollbar-shadow-color:blue;
 scrollbar-face-color:white;
 scrollbar-highlight-color:purple;
 scrollbar-darkshadow-color:blue;
 scrollbar-3dlight-color:purple;
 }

.table.footer, .td, p {
/* edits main text */
 font:normal 11px verdana;
 color:purple;
 letter-spacing:0px;
 text-align:justify;
 line-height:11px;
 }
.left B, .blogbody b, .standard b, p b, strong {
/* edits bolded text in your entry */
font-weight: bold;
color:darkblue;
}

table.footer TD {
/* this makes the footer at the bottom centered */
/* leave it alone unless you know what to do*/
 text-align: center;
 }
div.blogheader, .caption {
/* edits the dates */
 font-family: trebuchetms;
 text-transform: lowercase;
 background-color:white;
 font-size:14px;
 font-weight: bold;
 line-height:14px;
 letter-spacing:1px;
 color:blue;
 text-align: center;
 padding: 3px;
 width: 500px;
 border:none;
 filter: alpha (opacity=100, finishopacity=0, style=2);
 }
a:link, .footernav.link, a.footernav:link, a.footernav:active {
/* edits all links */
 color: purple;
 font:normal 11px verdana;
 text-decoration: none;
 }
a:visited, a.footernav:visited,  {
/* edits the links that the user has visited */
 color:purple;
 font:normal 11px verdana;
 text-decoration: none;
 }
a:hover {
/* edits when user mouseovers the links */
 background-image:url(http://i14.photobucket.com/albums/a347/BrbieSTOLEmyMAN/BT_plum_ZarBella-05.gif);
font:bold 11px arial;
 text-decoration:none;
 line-height:10px;
 cursor: nw-resize;
 color: white;
 background-color:white;
 border:3px solid darkblue;
 }
input, select, textarea, iframe.htmleditor, .textfield, .button {
/* this edits the buttons, dropdowns, etc. */
 border: 1px dotted purple;
 font:normal 11px arial;
 background-color: white;
 letter-spacing:0px;
 color: blue;
 }
table.blogbody {
/* this edits the other the place where the  blog is */
 border: 2px solid blue;
 width: 500px;
 background-color:white;
 color:blue;
 }
table.left {
/* this edits the menu module */
 border: 2px solid purple;
 width: 180px;
 background-color:white;
 }
table.left th {
/* on your menu module, this edits the title part of it */
/* like BLOGRINGS, POSTING CALENDAR, etc */
 background-image: url(http://i14.photobucket.com/albums/a347/BrbieSTOLEmyMAN/BT_plum_ZarBella-05.gif);
 background-color:white;
 font:normal 12pt verdana;
 text-transform:lowercase;
 text-align:center;
 color:blue;
 border:2px dotted purple;
 letter-spacing:0px;
 line-height:10pt;
 }
table.left TD {
/* on your menu module, this edits the body part of it */
 font:normal 11px verdana;
 color:pink;
 text-align:left;
 border-top: 2px solid darkblue;
 width: 180px;
 background-color:white;
 line-height:11px;
 }
table.search TD, table.search, table.announcements {
/* border of search bar .if you have it) */
 background-image:url(http://i14.photobucket.com/albums/a347/BrbieSTOLEmyMAN/BT_plum_ZarBella-05.gif);
 background-color:black;
 border: 2px dotted purple;
 }
table.search TD, table.announcements TH {
/* this should be left alone */
/* unless you know what to do */
 border: 0px solid #999999;
}
table.navigation, table.main, table.footer {
/* the width of your blog with modules */
  width: 680px;
 }
hr {
/* horizontal divider */
 border: 1px solid deeppink;
 }
</style>
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