)) I hated to go home because I can never seem to do anything right when it comes to my parents…so to avoid them for two days I went to kallie's house and partied with her we drank at her house and some at DX and then the next night we went to the vu with chels and chal and the Farmerville boys chalet is dating one of them and then I drove home…everything was ok at first…really awkward bc I haven’t been there in a while but I was glad to see Sara….she was really the only one I wanted to see…then of course I have to get in trouble…someone at my moms work found my myspace and apparently you can find out everything about me and stalk me hunt me down and rape from the little bit of info that I have on there…whatever…all it said was my school, and that I was from Bethany…it also said that I didn’t like going home and that I have my belly button and tongue pierced and that I was considering a tattoo and that my fav drink is crown and coke so they flipped told me that I couldn’t take my car back to school or my phone and that next semester I had to come home…whatever I was fine with everything that they were telling bc I thought they weren’t serious …they never are…but then they started telling me that my sister hates me and she doesn’t like it when im home bc all I ever do is yell at her and talk down to her and she doesn’t like ridin in my car bc I smoke…((btw I have never smoked in front of her like many members of my family do all of the time)) and then they started sayin shit about kal…apparently Chris Morgan had a little talk with my mom and told her that kal was a bad influence on all of us and has been telling us that for years…and she started repeating herself with things she has already said to me…kallie is just a party girl and just lives for the next party…DUH WERE IN COLLEGE!!! WERE BORED THERE IS NOTHING BUT SCHOOL AND PARTIES!!! And my mom had the nerve to start talking about Gavin…she said that the only reason he is dating me is because I give him attention that he didn’t get when he was little!!! WHY DOES EVERYTHING HAVE TO BE A DADDY COMPLEX??? and I love how Daniel told me that I needed to quit my bitchin about Mimi being there when I m home when I was promised that she wouldn’t be when I came home…and he tried to give me some bullshit about how he never complained when mama Diane was living with us and he was put out of his room….im sorry but I recall mama Diane was dying and Mimi looks pretty damn healthy to me!! So why hasn’t she found a house yet!!? I JUST LOVE HOW RIGHT AFTER HE CUSSED AT ME HE SAYS THAT I NEED TO BE IN CHURCH!!!! That’s the whole reason I don’t want to be at church anymore…it full of hypocrites!!! Im not talking about the people who have strayed away from gad shouldn’t go to church…but people who are going to cuss in one sentence and then in the next tell someone else that they need church….that just makes me sick!! And I don’t want to be a part of it anymore!
So whatever I really got pissed but I dealt with it and just found a way to get away!!((All of this was on Monday then this next part was Thursday night)) I told my mom that I had a job interview with circuit city either on Friday or sat and that was the only time that they could do it bc their corporate manager was in town and they had just called me…then she told me that she didn’t think that I needed to get a job in Thibodaux bc it seems that I cant keep my grades up without a job!! WHAT THE FUCK…so do they want me to work or not!!??? And then she was like you really don’t have to time to really do much with a job because ill be home over the summer and for the next 2 semesters...and that I couldn’t have my phone anymore because “IM ADDICTED TO IT” then I thought she was still talking bc she stops and thinks every now and then to get back on track…but that wasn’t the case she looked at me and asked if I had anything else to say and I was like no so I walked out called kallie and told her to come get me …I cleaned out my car and packed up my stuff and put all on the driveway and when kal got there put all of my shit in the car and told my sister bye then took my car keys and my phone and this is how the convo went
ME: im leavin
HER: where are you going?
ME: Ruston
HER: with who?
ME: kallie
HER: no you’re not…you’re not leaving this house
ME: yen I am
HER: gimme my credit card
ME:I gotta go get it
HER: You just wrote you’re own ticket to hell
((the whole time I was smiling bc it was kind of funny but she followed me to the car I handed her the card and she opened kallies door))
HER to kal: if you drink and drive with my daughter in the car I will hunt you down and haunt you
KAL: I DON’T DRINK AND DRIVE :: BITCH::-she didn’t say bitch but she said she wanted to and she said they when ole Mona walked over to her door she didn’t know what to do lock the door or start the car…lol
but yeh thats what has been going on...and i have heard so many lies in the past week that i have no clue who to trust...like i have even had people telling me that i have done some pretty shitty things that never happened and never will happen...so anything further than what i wrote here is complete bull shit((unless it comes directly from my mouth you your ears))
i dontn even know who i cann trust anymore because everyone is tryin to cover their asses about shit that they have done but other people are saying otherwise...just a word of advice to some people...if i have the guts to confront you about something what makes you think that i wont confront the other person too...dont lie about shit and shirk the blame to someone else ...bc then i just wont trust either of you anymore...why ruin 2 friendships when you dont even know if ill be mad in the first place...you know what i say to people like that...GO FUCK YOURSELVES!!! I DONT NEED SHIT LIKE THAT!! WE GRADUATED ALREADY THAT SHOULD HAVE BEEN LEFT BACK IN HIGHSCHOOL!! | 
