The Real Me. But you see the real me Hiding in my skin, broken from within Unveil me completely I'm loosening my grasp There's no need to mask my frailty Cause you see the real me Painted on, life is behind a mask Self-inflicted circus clown I'm tired of the song and dance Living a charade, always on parade What a mess I've made of my existence But you love me even now And still I see somehow 
It's Monday, 8 September, 10.20pm. I fell asleep twice today. I'm really tired. I came home at 11pm yesterday and finally managed to fall asleep at 2am but had to wake up at 6am argh. Wanted to slap myself because I was supposed to be home studying last night but I ended up watching movie at Chambers due to 'some unforeseen circumstances' or whatever you name it haha but still, thanks Gary sorry for making you miss KingKong. I realised the sentence above hardly make any sense.. Oh well whatever. Over Her Dead Body was hilarious, I certainly cannot imagine myself in an attempt to snatch a man with a ghost.. Honestly I won't even try. On another note, yesterday afternoon Zhen & I were on a debate on whether the notebook I 'sold' to her is black/blue. I choose to believe that she's the one that has problems with differentiating colours. Haha! I think I'm turning senile. I showered twice in the afternoon within the two hours.. How silly. Okay so today was pretty good. I dragged my feet to school. Left around 20 marks blank for Amath Paper 2. Was quite content (okay shouldn't be but..) I was jumping for joy when I flipped open the history paper. Me and Jane were giving each other signals of "YAY" hahaha. I guess I'm really lucky this time. I spent my entire Saturday evening in Shaw with the usuals studying the miserable causes of WWII and woohoo it came out it came out! 
My Mum is so cute she thought I was taking my Geography paper so she actually prayed for me to do well for Geography when the fact is, I was taking History & Amath today. So anyway, Evelyn, Dawn & the worst nightmare- Shi Yu came over to my house to study today. We ate never ending amount of gummy and chocolates.. I'm super afraid I will fall sick. I'm planning to stay home this entire week's weekdays because my September holidays weren't put into good use.. Dawn & I had a really 'enjoyable' time massaging our feet with my Mum's massager.. We almost died of pain. My feet ended up looking like I had redspots all over while Dawn's feet looked as if it had potholes!!! 

Oh and guess what I received in the mailbox last night... 

I received a cheque from nuffnang  Haha okay why in earth am I surfing the net (but appearing offline duh).. I guess I'm staying up late today to study for my Geography paper. Goodnight! ;) |