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Tuesday, April 03, 2007

uh......yeah

so i'm up early yes i kno... lol whats the reason you ask? it's cuz i have to go to mandie's today... lol yay.. but in order to i had to get up at like... 6 30 that sucked but i'm up now....

so the stupid high school finally got my classes right .. you want to know my schedule.... ??? y kno you do.. lol so here it is... if i make a 21 on my act then all of my honors classes will get changed to AP classes.

honors english 4, honors physics, collinary arts, econ., phsycology, and honors pre -cal..

so yeah... me and cody are still talking and things with us are good... uh... yeah i am looking for a job.. i would really love to baby-sit... but i can't find anyone who wants a baby-sitter...

but so yeah i'm gunna go... still a tad bit sleepy..

love you guys always

jess


Wednesday, March 21, 2007

happyness?

 whats going on you guys? long time no update huh? lol sry... so anyways an update on whats happened...

umm... well did i tell yall bout how me and cody weren't talking and then we started talkin again and my grandmother threatned to put a restaining order on him and told him to leave me alone? well we stopped  talking again and the loser got into a whole buncha trouble but he it doing better now.. so thats good... he has a job agian.. and he ain't doin nothan bad.. and he is gunna start going to church again...

anyways so yeah he called my grandmother the other day and asked her if he could talk to me again and she said yeah.. it was up to me.... WAIT!! HOLD UP.. where did this come from... a month ago she wanted a restraining order and now we can talk? lol she is crazy...

uh... i am so glad that next year is my last year of highschool.. i am over all the drama and crap that goes on in that freakin school..

why do all the guys start liking you when you don't want them to? lol that is how it always goes... ever since me and cody started talking again i've had 3 guys try to get with me.... BAD TIMING PPL!! lol... anyways i'll let you guys go... not like anyone reads this anyway... love you guys

jess


Wednesday, February 14, 2007

HAPPY V DAY

so you guyzes.... how was ur v-day? mine was surprisingly good..man i don't think that is how you spell surprisingly.. but o well...

so joseph got me a necklace that is the shape of a key..... and it says on it.. "key to my heart"...lol aww.. ain't that so sweet? and he gave me a teddy bear and a card that said this inside......
"WORDS CAN NOT SAY HOW MUCH YOU MEAN TO ME, BUT IF YOU GAVE ME ANOTHER CHANCE I WILL SHOW YOU HOW MUSCH I REALLY DO LOVE YOU. I FIRST MET YOU AND I KNEW I WANTED TO BE WITH YOU. SO I'M REALLY SAYING, WILL YOU BE MY VALENTINE?"

lol how sweet was that? lol really really sweet.. and to make the day perfect .. it snowed just like i wanted it to.. maybe my bad luck is taking a turn for the good... but only time will tell..

i think that about covers my day so far but it ain't over yet... so we will see what other surprises for me are in store for today..

i love you guys... do you love me back? or do you just not care?... sumthan to think about...
jess


Thursday, January 25, 2007

confused

so i don't know what the best for me is right now.. because i want someone to love and someone to love me but yet i feel as if i can never trust a guy with my heart again. so i don't kno what to do...

at least mandie is kinda going thru the same thing but at least she will get back with the love of her life and i can't do that... mine lies and i can't be happy with him or without him... why am i so stupid... i need help.... but at least i can talk to mandie....

i need someone to prove me wrong,..... i need a guy to prove to me that not all of you cheat and lie....and that you don't juss tell us all that sweet stuff to get us to fall in love with you and it all be a lie in the end.... that guys can really fall in love to... and not juss fake it.

anyway i really wish i could find that special guy before it gets to late.. i'm tired of going to school and pretending to be okay when really i'm dying inside

i'm going to go now so i guess i'll c-yalls later

jess

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so i didn't realy feel like updating all the way so yeah, cause it is just a survey anyways. but it is pretty awesome ... lol you should read it.. altho i kno no one reads this thing anyway so i am wasting my time but whatever,,,,for some stupid reason i think you have to highlight like frum number 3 down

 

1. You wake up and there`s spiders all over your wall and on your bed. What do you do?: I FREAK OUT CAUSE I ABSOLUTLY HATE THEM.. AND MOST LIKELY GO RUNNING OUT OF MY ROOM SCREAMING -LOL-


2. After you handled your.. spider problem, you go to take a shower. You turn on the water and.. mud comes out. What now?:NOW I GET PISSED AND CALL THE WATER COMPANY AND BEGIN TO THINK I AM CURSED.


3. Now you want to eat breakfast. You open the cabinet and there`s nothing in it! What do you do for breakfast?:SAY SCREW IT AND GO OUT TO EAT BREAKFAST SOMEWHERE GOOD. 


4. After that, you decide to go for a walk. You trip over a cup, and a genie pops out and says he`ll grant you one wish. What do you wish for? (no, you can`t wish for more wishes!): I WOULD WISH THAT THE GUT THAT I FALL IN LOVE WITH A GUYWOULD FEEL THE SAME WAY AS ME... AND NEVER HURT ME IN ANYWAY.


5. After you made your wish, you find a $30 bill on the ground! But wait.. there`s no such thing! What do you do with it?: SELL IT ON EBAY.....WHOO-HOO... CALIFORNIA HERE I COME!!!


6. While walking on, your favorite celebrity is walking toward you! Who is this celebrity and what do you say?: IT IS JOHNNY DEPP AND I SAY ... OMG YOU ARE SOOOOOOOO HOTTTT!!! CAN I HACE A STEAMY SCENE WITH YOU IN THE NEXT POTC?YAY!!! I'M NO CURSED


7. The celebrity gives you two concert tickets to your favorite band`s concert because they can`t go. What band is it and who will you bring?: IT WILL BE EITHER THREE DAYS GRACE OR NICKELBACK AND I WILL TAKE MANDIE


8. That celebrity also lets you pick a song you wrote for your favorite band to play. What song do they play?: MY LIFE IS FULL OF DEPRESSING THINGS


9. After your walk, you go home and check your mail. What`s this? You win a $10,000 shopping spree at your favorite store? What store is it and what do you buy?: IT IS HOT TOPIC AND I BUY A CRAP LOAD OF EVERYTHING!!... CLOTHES, MAKE UP, HAIR DYE... HELL MY HAIR WILL BE A DIFFERENT COLOR EVERYDAY!!! 


10. After that, you invite a friend over and you order pizza. The pizza is glowing green, but you eat it anyway. After you eat it, you have superpowers! What powers do you have?: I CAN FLY!!! WHOO-HOO.. AND I HAVE THE POWER TO SPEED UP AND SLOW DOWN TIME.


11. What do you do with your superpowers?: WHAT EVER I WANT.NO!!! YOU CAN'T HAVE THEM BACK!!!


12. Now that you have superpowers and just about everything you ever wanted, you get to re-open a favorite store of your`s that closed. Which store do you re-open?: UH...... I DON'T KNO.. HOW BOUT A DO A GOOD DEED AND NOT USE MY POWERS FOR EVIL? LOL I'LL CONDUCT A SURVEY AND CHOOSE BY MOST POPULAR DEMAND.


13. Now you`re on the computer and see you can get your own domain name for $30! (oh, the $30 bill!) What`s your domain name?: WELL I DON'T HAVE THE 30 DOLLAR BILL CAUSE I SOLD ON EBAY THEN WENT TO CALIFORNIA MEMBER? LOL



15. Okay, now that you have your domain name, what do you put on your website?: HOW MANY TIMES MUST I TELL YOU I SOLD IT?!?!?!?!?! I'M SRY OKAY... GOD... GET OFF ME


16. After you finished your website for the day, you decide you need some sleep since you had a long day. You go to your room only to discover the spiders are back. What do you do?: THE SAME THING I DID BEFORE


17. You don`t even want to sleep in your room anymore, so you sleep on the couch. In the middle of the night you`re woken up by a bang on your roof. You go outside to check it out and.. what the hell, it`s Billie Joe Armstrong!: OMG!!!!!! ARE YOU SERIOUS? SOME ONE CALL RIPLEY'S!!!! "BILLIE TAKE A PICTURE WITH ME SO I CAN SELL IT ON EBAY TOO AND HAVE ANOTHER VACTION!!!" BY THE WAY YOU ARE WAY HOTTER THAN JOHNNY I JUST TOLD HIM THAT... I REALLY LIKE YOU...WAIT?.... WHERE ARE YOU GOING?..........CALL ME!!!!........


18. After you`re done talking or doing whatever to Billie Joe, Tre and his magical drumsticks fall from the sky. Tre says he`ll grant you one wish with his magical drumsticks. What do you wish for this time? (still, no wishing for more wishes)THIS TIME I WISH THAT BILLIE WOULD COME BACK... CAUSE I REALLY WANT THAT PICTURE.....MBY I AM CURSED...

19. Now you`re really tired, but you`re hungry, too. So you decide to get a midnight snack. You open your refridgerator and find a lifetime supply of candy! Yay! What do you do?: UM....DUH...I EAT A CRAPLOAD OF CANDY!!! NOPE THE CURSE HAS BEEN LIFTED... YAY CANDY...WHOO-HOOO


20. After eating that candy, you`re too wired to sleep. You want to tell your friends about the coolness that happened! Who do you tell?: MANDIE AND MICHELLE... AND EVERYONE ELSE IN MY PHONE LOG...


Tuesday, December 26, 2006

well so me and matt are broken up ... he cheated on me then told me that he didn't know what he truely wanted in life.. i hate it when ppl cheat on you it makes you feel like you arn't worthy to be with sumone like them... and you deserve to be hurt...so i don't know and i'm of guys making stupid decisions.. they don't think before they act and they only think of themselves while they are acting.. but anyway

me and cody are talking again so that is good.. he always helps me and he knows i'm always there to help him... so yeah i went to walmart and ran into his family and got stared down.. i hate that...

oh yeah i talked to kaylen last night for the first time in like 2 years... so that was kool to catch up on things .. and remember old times... i kinda miss those..

well i'm gunna go talking to michelle..

i love you guys

hope you had a good christmas

jess



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