| I give up.. i tried.. but too bad it didnt work out. From now im gonna try to forget about him and start.. i dont know something that's doesnt remind me of him. Which no im not quitin the cookies lol. But yea.. It's depressing how this is goin. There's only 2 ways to get me bak to normal but the other way didnt work so i have to go to that one and only way left -_- |
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| It's almost Christmas! Tomorow will be Christmas Eve. There's alot of things in my mind that i dont want to think about during the break but it just there. I mean this is the worst Christmas i ever had in my life. Everything seem soo depressing. I have soo much stress from everyone. My prayer still havent been answer yet but i guess i just need a lil bit more patient. It's irratating, it's soo annoying and it's tempted. All i want to Christmas this year is just ONE THING!! ONE THING!! that's all im asking. It's not even big or anything. Just one simple thing! |
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| I feel really stupid.. After all that he done to me.. the feelin i had it's still there.. THERE!!! and I want it to DISAPPEAR. But it wont -_- i never thought feelings are soo hard to understand..
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!! |
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| Sunday is good.. i have fun with Jolene especially when we at the restaurant lol. Then we went to the play "Singing Christmas Tree" It was cool.. kinda boring.. i fell asleep half of the time.. Well there's this prayer request thing i filled it out.. and i put a person name on it that you guyz would NEVER expect me to put on..Yea i know alot of ppls still think i hate him but still pray for him every nite.. not like i dont pray for you guys.. i prayed for every1 but 3 mains lol.. not including my hobo lol okie.. yea im at my cuzzie house which is boring with nothing to do.. dern! aniwaiz.. goin now.. bub bye |
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