it's already 3 am and my mom is sleeping next to me tonight and Im suprised myself that I dare to check my xanga... (u know how my mom reacts when i dont go to sleep this time)...

anyways..Long time no see friends... I havent updated for almost 4 months...

This four months is one of my dramatic life chaning points right now...I dont know if it's becoming a good turn or NOT....

1. recently, I've been checking photos that I took in Boston...shit.. I miss Boston so much

2. I lost my student ID,..u know how convienent it is to have Student ID in hand because you can almost get discount anywhere..not like Im a student right now..still..who wants to get grow up??? so if anyone sees my student ID or u can make a fake one, or steal one for me...please!!! be a good man!

3. I realize that I actually miss Xanga alot!! I really dont have place to talk about my life, not like people would want to listen to wat I say, but this Xanga thing is like you go to church every Sunday, and u sit inside the little booth n Father listen to wat u have done...

No.4 is for myself...it's always better to let it out

4.If I have a chance......., I would go for it..but I dont know how..but i hate the feeling everytime I think have it, but i just never sucecced....life still goes on, I dont know if i should take the risk or not.....well...I have to wait n see.... work harder..next time ,within this week!

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much better now..

PS. IF U DREAM IT, YOU CAN DO IT ^____^ I miss u guys!!!

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