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Name: Melanie
Country: United States
State: Oklahoma
Birthday: 2/11/1987
Gender: Female


Interests: writing, dancing, Hebrew, being a nerd on my computer, hanging out, reading, helping people as best I can, journaling, October...
Expertise: math, being distracted (...), when people are sad or stressed, people who whine or take things for granted...
Occupation: Student


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Member Since: 3/18/2004

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Monday, November 15, 2004



And off I go into the great unknown... won't you join me?
Signing off,
Melilyn


Saturday, November 13, 2004

misc psalms
 
 

Did everyone die? Or, caught up in the mad rush back to T-state, did everyone forget how to comment? LOL?


HalleluYah! I just got a letter from my grandfather, who is "in charge" of a trust fund that I got when I was in an accident as a baby... and it turns out I already have almost $13,000 for college! Isn't that wonderful?

Anyhow... I am having an awesome sabbath. Last night I had soooo much fun just hanging out with the "gals" after service. Finally, I feel like I fit in, and it's an awesome feeling. And today, I don't know WHY, but my parents let me sleep in until eleven o'clock!! In my house, that's quite a feat!!

Well, enough is enough... I don't have much else to say

 


Wednesday, November 10, 2004

Sometimes it's embarrassing to talk to You
To hold a conversation with the only one who sees right through
This version of my self I try to hide behind
I'll bury my face because this disgrace will leave me terrified

And sometimes I'm so thankful for Your loyalty
Your love regardless of the mistakes I make will spoil me
My confidence is, in a sense, a gift You've given me
And I'm satisfied to realize You're all I'll ever need

You looked into my life and never stopped
And You're thinking all my thoughts
Are so simple, but so beautiful
And You recite my words right back to me
Before I even speak
You let me know I am understood

And sometimes I spend my time just trying to escape
I work so hard, so desperately, in an attempt to create space
Cause I want distance from the utmost important thing I know
I see Your love, then turn my back
And beg for you to go

You looked into my life and never stopped
And You're thinking all my thoughts
Are so simple, but so beautiful
And You recite my words right back to me
Before I even speak
You let me know I am understood

You're the only one who understands
Completely
You're the only one who knows me yet still loves me
Completely
And sometimes the place I'm at is at a loss for words
If I think of something worthy I know that it's already Yours
And through the times I've faded and You've outlined me again
You've just patiently waited to bring me back and then

You looked into my life and never stopped
And You're thinking all my thoughts
Are so simple, but so beautiful
And You recite my words right back to me
Before I even speak
You let me know I am understood

The noise has broken my defense, let me embrace salvation
Your voice has broken my defense, let me embrace salvation


Tuesday, November 09, 2004

Well, not much going on here... you know, the usual. School... school... and more school!

I had an interesting dream the other night... about something I thought I forgot about...

Anyhow, I felt bad for not updating, but I really have nothing to update about!

Love you all!

Currently Reading
Shiloh Autumn: A Novel
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