| i moved back kinda http://xanga.com/rebelchipmunk |
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| I'M MOVING! I've been looking at my recent entries and I've realized that I really have no inspiration to give you, my readers, a better understanding of what goes on in this crazy head of mine. Maybe I've been to comfortable with xanga and it's time to find somewhere else to vent. I'm a freakin' wanderer and I can't commit to anything (or anyone for tha matter) for the life of me. So, it looks like I'll be heading over to livejournal and test it out for a bit. I'll put the link here sometime later today. |
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|  And I still got it, baby! P.S It's not an actual advertisement. |
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| - Damaged - I get easily and extremely jealous. I hate your page on myspace and the fact that you thank girls for adding you. You're brilliant, but you're a horrible speller. I will always doubt you. I'm the girl you have fun with before settling down. I'm everything that you aren't looking for. I don't believe that I'm the only one. I tend to overanalyze and it can drive me and you nuts. I'm complicated to the point where I don't even understand myself or the things I do. I look for things that will hurt me. I'm waiting for you to mess up. I've had many "Johns" and rebounds in my life. I'm always on the lookout for someone else when you fuck up. I'm sassy. I have a huge attitude and ego. I'm insensitive and inconsiderate of others feelings. I'm a spoiled brat; everything I do can hardly be considered work. I'm not a cheap date. I can drink to the point of blackouts. I bite my nails. I keep my feelings to myself. I do things to upset you. I turn off my phone, so I can't get your calls. I don't like showing that I care. I don't want to introduce you to the rest of my friends, although you met my Camille. I'm not even willing to state your name publicly on Xanga. I'm messed up. I don't want to fall for you. I don't put emotion into the physical parts of our...dynamic. I am completely broken. I'm scared. Scared by the fact that you know all of this and you're still here... |
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