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Good day loves. I'm finally back home in Malaysia & Bangkok turned out to be way better than
expected. Considering this was my first time in Bangkok, and having to hear all
the negative remarks on how rude, how scary the streets can be, how dirty the
people are, and the list goes on; maybe I have not seen enough to conclude it
as a whole, but I’m telling you the food was great if you enjoy spicy food
& weird stuffs, its freakishly clean for such a packed up like sardine
population, and the best part of it; they’re not judgmental folks.  First and foremost,i gave up on taking pictures the moment we started shopping. well i only had four days in Bangkok,why would any normal girl compromise shopping for photography wtf.  On the first day,i was still a little worried about my surroundings and the people,being so cautious about everything; how is it even possible to carry the dslr around with the "pick pockets,snatch thieves..possible new trick of stealing" ringing in my head! get the picture?  once again,i was proved wrong. It wasn't as bad,and the people are genuinely nice to foreigners unlike us typical Malaysians who would turn and stare from head to toe then toe to head again.  Like what i mentioned in my previous post, sex sells in many different ways. I was shocked looking at the footprints for the four days that i'm away and wtf why are my visits shooting up sky high continuesly; way more than the usual days when im here? its just weird lah thinking about why on earth are you coming by to visit me when i've already mentioned that i will be back on Monday? Anyway,i shall just conclude that sex sold.
its gonna be a busy week, so will update about the trip soon!
see you soon. ♥
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sex sells in many different ways.
That girl i knew was then so innocent,bubbly & undeniably simple. For some reason, she's now a total gold digger wtf. I'm sure each and everyone of us have our own story to tell about who and who,so and so about which and which not; that holds on to that dog tag of a gold digger. A friend rang me up earlier this morning,a sudden phone call to talk about this girl,who's actually reached the extent of hands down by far the cheapest gold digger who will go down to that "extent" just to keep her man.
hear me out on this, its absolutely non of my business,it has nothing to do with me,neither does it bother me. Just don't try to keep or hold on to the term "innocent" and at the same time being such a hypocrite dressing up otherwise flashing here,there and everywhere and still holding on to that blardy term; "i don't know much" and boy im innocent wtf. believe it or not, i've never once judged you despite all the bull crap i've heard on and on about you; i never once did. i'm awfully disgusted with how you portray the wrong image so differently and according to different people; depending on where you are and who you are with.
Whats so innocent about that i wonder? if i were to tell you that i've seen those raunchy photos & sex videos wtf why am i caught with such an eye sore but oh my god you don't know who you are fucking around with. I even questioned my friend thrice to ask her if she was sure about what she said to avoid a biased story & this isn't the first dick? Once again,i know how valuable cash,money,ringgit,bucks and dollars wtf can be to you, to gain that sort of fame of having a boyfriend on the left,and a designer bag on the right.
Its your life,its your call,its your choice.
So what ticked me off? I made some phone calls,and i could not believe the total opposite opinions and sides of story on every phone call. The one thing that was similar among it all, she's changed; or should i say grew up. Stop pretending to be all that to fit in with the popular ones sleeping your hearts out in order to dress you up all over, then claiming you're such a girl next door; all girly and charming. Its absolutely contradicting & nobody likes having a friend who behaves like a friend just because she's a friend in front of you. 
Don't flaunt whats not yours, not something that you earn on your own (out of education,jobs not sex please). Speaking the gentle truth as speech is a very powerful human tool and the tongue is sharper than the sword. Don't blame others for your failure to be fully accountable for your own life. If others are to blame,then you have given them the control. I just can't stand people who uses their pitiful story to gain love,attention and affection; then transforming them into a growing money tree wtf.
hope to see you grow out of it soon enough,till then you'll never have my respect as a friend.
no branded bags can ever change my impression of you.
good night! ♥
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Why stay in prison?
when the door is wide open.
good day people. Yesterday was an insanely busy day, since Chia Wen is now working at the blue concourse area in Pyramid as a promoter for Nivea, i was there to poke the fun a little bit in the morning,then had lunch with Teefernee,Tiffany at Kim Gary's before picking up my new laptop over in Midvalley. Bet most people will go like,of all places why Midvalley wtf right?  No i didn't settle for a Macbook, i opt for a Compaq Presario V3841TU with 2.4GHz, 250GB hard disk drive & 4GB RAM. so im currently using the Toshiba solely for blogging, and the new one for work.
i had this pretty awakening conversation yesterday which in many ways woke me up and gave a hard knock on my head. For a moment in time, i've always been angry and literally fuming whenever someone speaks about you know who and it does affects me to a certain extent. You know the whole anger gets into your head,and lose contol crap? This happens to everyone of us, so my question to you is; how exactly do you deal with it?
photo credits to eugene.
Catching hold of your anger,hurt,blame,guilt,hatred,grief and sorrow then put it into a huge imaginary plastic bag from IKEA and tie the bag up tightly wtf. And then shine in some light of forgiveness and understanding on it,then im sure the IKEA plastic bag will grow lighter and lighter till it floats away. am i making any sense of what? it is important for us, more like for me to be grateful for everything that is already in me and don't be stupid enough to go harping on the past. going through a wealth of experiences (don't measure the term experiences please!) and come a long way to be where i am today. lets just give credits to the positive experiences which have shaped me and how life's lessons and stressful times have made me a little stronger each and every single time.
being able to receive and accept life with love and joy as a blessing in disguise, you are indirectly reassuring yourself that you're worth it and this is definitely the self-love of the highest level. why the hell am i so philosophical today wtf,perhaps letting go felt too good to be true.
the struggle of breaking free was hell,but the feeling of conquering your deepest fears is priceless. it doesn't take a lifetime to learn,the coolest part of it; some people will never learn.  i will be away for the next few days, and i should be back here on Monday.till then,have a great weekend ahead loves. ♥
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Chaotic is good.
Two days felt like quite a long while,good day everyone. I don't know if you ever go through the same turmoil and whirlwind in your head where you can't seem make the right decisions,and you keep making the wrong ones. Well for a moment i was avoiding the fact that things doesn't always go my way, and it was clearly disastrous when you start being self-centered right? They say that the mind is a very dangerous place to get caught in, and that is so true.
I am currently planning my route around Bangkok hoping that i will be able to make the best out of my short trip there, and my new laptop is gonna come within this two days but i've not finalized my decision which to go for as of right now. And so the parents gave the green light in getting the MacBook, but i'd rather go for the pretty Compaq Presario to use it for this two years in Malaysia; then only get the Macbook when im off to Aussie sounds like a better plan right? I don't know how well will a Macbook go with my current course, so for now the odds leaning towards the Presario. I'm looking for a 2.4GHz, at least 250GB hard disk drive, core 2 duo of course; those are just the basic specifications i'm aiming for. so start SOSing me!
Was in Midvalley earlier today to catch the premier of Hancock,courtesy of Buena Vista & Advertlets. Since i won't be around for the launch of the show later on this week, this was such a good offer.
the picture quality was so bad,and not to mention the one who took the shot.
I'm going out for a play held in Kelana Jaya now, hope everyone's having a great time because i'm not really having a good one now. Catch you soon!
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