On the 29th of July. . .

an Angel was sent back to Heaven, to be by God's side.
Her name is Susan Fielder, my second-cousin.
She was taken away at the tender age of 26.
No one understood why.

Susan is always happy, smiling, laughing and terribly cheeky.
The naughty one of the Fielder twins.
Samantha on the other hand is more quiet, shy and the responsible one.
For 26 years of their life they've been inseparable until now.

It's been awhile since my family and I last visited them at London.
Still remember how we always like to surprise them at the doorstep of their house when we fly over to London during our school holidays.
I've always love to visit them and be at their house.
Somehow I always feel really comfortable like I'm in my own house whenever we are there but it felt different this time around.

Even though the house is still the same, the furniture is still the same, the smell is still the same but something is missing.
It used to be two of the Fielder twins running down happily to greet us, hug us and kiss us, this time only Sam came running down and instead of smiling, she was tearing.

Stepping into the house was difficult for me.
For I do not get to see and feel Sue anymore.
For I can only see tears instead of smiles.
For it feels different cause I cannot hear Sue's laughter in the house anymore.

I didn't know how I should feel.
I didn't know what to say to console Sam and both my UncleGeorge and AuntyChris.
I didn't understand why such a terrible thing happened to someone who is so terribly loved and such a good and kind person.
I am ashamed for I was angry at God for taking her away.

We then begin preparing for her funeral.
And along the whole process, we slowly see why God took her away from us.
There really isn't a good reason as to why she was taken away so sudden and quick.
There isn't a reason for us to grief in pain as well but ten thousand reasons to celebrate her life.

For she brought relatives and close friends from all over the world and even long-lost friends from high school and college as well as university to have a huge gathering and gave a chance for everyone to catch up on each other's life and to talk about how great she was, I'm sure she was smiling in Heaven the entire time.
For she didn't want to and chose not to work during holidays and chose to travel around the world and met so many friends along the way and had such great time and is probably really happy that God took her to Heaven and did not have to work in her lifetime.

For she is such a terribly wonderful and joyful person and has brighten up so many of her friend's life with positivity and her endless cheekiness and have become a popular celebrity in her own term cause she knows so many people and all of them love what a great person she is.
For she have lived her life the way she wanted and both Sam and I agree that we don't think there's anything that she regretted not doing and have lived a truly fulfilling life.

We should celebrate her life most of all because even though she was taken away from us, she gave at least 5 people the chance to live. 
Her heart was donated to a 13-year-old.
Her lung was donated to a 12-year-old.
Her liver was donated to a young man who just becomes a father.
Her kidneys, pancreas and lungs are donated to help others as well.

She had something like a brain-stroke, which doctor's believe to be an inborn defect.
There weren't any signs and it hit her while she was on holiday in Wales with her current boyfriend.
Sam and her parents rushed to Wales to see her but they didn't get to talk to her as her condition was really bad and is in a coma-state.
I didn't get to see her for the last time as she left us while my family and I are transiting in Bahrain.

I no longer question God's purpose of taking her away from us at such a young age.
I no longer grief in pain and sorrow.
I've learnt to smile while reminiscing our times together.
I can now smile and tell people the story of an Angel that I knew.

The Fielder Twins.

Sam and Sue.

She is an Angel for she was such a wonderful human being.
She is an Angel for she brought nothing but joy to other people's life.
She is an Angel for she is loved by many and so dear to many.
She is an Angel for she gave life to others while hers ended.

I will forever miss you Sue.
I will forever miss your cheekiness.
I will forever miss your laughter.
You will be forever loved, missed and remembered.

. Much Love All .

. . . ?

It's tearing up.

It's breaking down.

It's broken.

Surrounded by ten thousand amazing people.

Oh, loneliness, you are my only true friend.

Always there no matter what.

Forever with me, forever in me.

I think I am right.

I thought I am well.

But the results say otherwise.

Is the world wrong and insane?

Or am I jus blinded by my foolishness and insanity is in me?

And the question existing,

Who am I living for?

. Much Love All .

(Currently Listening: Question Existing - Rihanna)

. . .

What do you do when you know someone dear to you is in a bad state?

How should you feel when you know that she might not wake up the next day?

What can you do when you are ten thousand miles away from her?

How should you take it when she's so dear to you?

Tell me.

How should I feel when I'm supposed to see her in November and travel wit her and now I will be goin over to see her for the last time, IF I make it in time.

Something absolutely devastating has happened.

I will be leavin to London tmrw.

Will not be updating anytime soon.

Sry to my dear frens tat I won't be able to post any new pics tat I owe you guys for the mean time. Hope you guys will understand.

If you are kind enough, pls pray for her.

. Much Love All.

Life Can't Get Any Better.

Holla holla silly-willies.
Sorry that I've MIA yet again even though it's my holidays and I ought to be updating more often.
But I do have really good reasons this time. Hehe.

First, the DanceyVon arrived back to the oh-so-hot-land on Sunday.
Second, ze Popi and I went to ClubMed Cherating on Mon and came back only on Fri.
And we were jus too tired to do anythin for the weekend and I was basically jus chillin and catchin up wit ze sister for the rest of the dayssss.

So see, I do have proper reasons this time.
But man do I have tons of pictures to edit and to post them up.
It really sucks tat for every outin there's at least 50 pics and above.
And oh, the surprise birthday party for the Mummybaby was a successful and awesome-powsome one.

The Baby and I had a wicked time in Cherating.
It's so fun that we are plannin to save money and go to either Bali or Phuket end of the year wit our bunch of crazy friends.
Then, things will get pretty crazy as alco is like freeflow at ClubMed. Woohoo.

As if a good holiday wit the Baby in Cherating isn't awesome enough, Daddycool said he might be bringing us to Macau/HK next week wit the rest of the fam.
Woohoooooooooo.
All the shoppin and eating will seriously burn some holes in Daddycool's pocket.
Disneyland, here I comeeeeeeeee.

Shall try to update again within this week wit some pics.
Yours truly gotta get some sleep now as she's feelin freakin light headed.
Till then my lovelies, take care and have fun doin wit whatever you guys are doin.
Im'ma lucky and happy girl.

Life is good and I'm enjoyin every moment.

. Much Love All .

Take A Bow.

Holla holla to my beloved readers and my newly developed hater-fanclub members.
It's been a long time now.
Yours truly is finally done wit exam.
So hopefully that translates to more updates and wit overdue pictures. Hehe.

Oh yes, first and foremost, of course I have to reply my hater-fanclub members love mail.
How rude of me.

To Cheri Lim Ugg Lie,

Yes I know you men are human and I've never once said that you men are animals now have I?
Btw, so are you guys/girls a guy/girl now? I'm confused. Haha.
And oh if you are both, I'm sorry for asking the sensitive question.
First of all I only apologized that I am not pleasant looking to you guys and did not say nor implied that I am ugly and I'm definitely not tryin to imply now that I think I'm hot.
I think I look like every other ordinary girl, not pretty nor ugly but average looking.

And woah, you guys hate me for what I did? In Australia? Haha.
Are you guys actually attacking the correct Cheri?
Since my surname is not even Lim to begin wit.
And secrets? My life in Aussie goes around in a circle and my bestfriend then was my computer and without it I don't think that I'd survive. So much for secrets huh? Hehe.

Wawaweewa. I didn't know that my ass was fat and push-up bra and silicone bustier, like seriously?
I seriously don't know what I will do without your hate-love-mails man, you guys really brigthen my day up wit laughters you know.
Btw, my friends all love this act of you guys you know, it entertain and make them laugh the shit out of them man.
It's like everytime after my new post, all of us will be waitin to see what you guys will reply to entertain and make us laugh. 
Once again, thank you very much for the time taken and for the entertainment value in your comments.

So we will be waitin for your comments my beloved hater-fanclub.

P.S: old school is the new school now, if you know what I mean. 

Much Love,
Yours Truly.

What have you guys been up to lately?
Nothin much for me I guess since I jus finished my finals last week.
Have to look for a job now, check out those English classes that I've been wantin to take, start goin back to the gym and of course to plan a relaxing and awesome holiday with the Bum.

The DancinVon will be back this Saturday.
Miss the silly pretty much.
SexySandra came and left.
It was a far too short trip back.

But my Sexies, Bitchies and I did go out on last Saturday.
It was sort of like a super early celebration for Sandra since she won't be here for her 21st.
Had a rockin-wicked-crazy time.
And we are already plannin on the our next crazy outing.

So so so, I shall post them pictures up now.

Laundry (few weeks back)

Sandra and Baz.

Smokin kills.

Didi and I.

Carryin the Bum.

'Baby let me show you my super power!'

Yes, I sometimes think I is Wonderwoman. Hoho.

Bamboo: Sandra's Bday Celebration

Flashin his ever charming smile.

Baz and the Bum. Baz is forever posin.

Hehe.

Pipu and Popi.

My Sexies and Bitchies.

The expression for the love of 'dush-dush-dush' music.

MyAmericanGirl.

Ever silly me.

My smewy-mewvy.

We is happy.

The Raymond brothers and I.

Yang dropped by for a bit too.

Loves.

Jus look at her. Hehe.

'Bang-bang, shake-shake, die-die'

For once I can kiss him the way he kiss me.

The Bum and them girls.

This is the 'I-don't-wan-to-go' or 'I-miss-home-already' look.

P.I.M.P

Girl gone wild.

Kissy-kiss the birthday girl.

She was on ze podium.

'We're not Famous but them Bitches talk about Us like We Are'

And I hope I can make it to watch the Musical of 'Beauty and the Beast'.
One of my favourite Disney fairytale cartoon.
I wan to go Disneyland.
Fly me there?

'Sometimes I wish I live alone in this world. No expectation, no obligation. But I fear to be alone. Now what?'

. Much Love All .