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| MOVED.http://www.xanga.com/pierrotlips not like anyone gives a fuck anyways. | | |
| i'll keep you save in my arms.so school was been a dread and i have been really tired these days, have no idea why. i guess i think i have a sleeping disorder. and i should start going for anger management. you know controlling my temper. whatever. my mum has been shouting at me these few days. about stupid little things. like my hair, studies. i think she is like that cause my das is not around to make her laugh. just me and my brother annoying her. damn it. oh, great news, my brother as a new girlfriend. who was an ex-IJ girl. wow. from an ah lian, to an actualy normal girlfriend. oh wells. good for him.
so just how long are you planning to aviod me? for the rest of your life? amazing. anyways, you're going off next year. everytime i see you, i make myself hate you. but when i don't, in actual fact, i miss you. i do because we were once friends. well, good friends. and besides, if you're actually angry with you, why don't you have the courage to even tell me why? you just leave me hanging there like i know what the fuck you want me to do. i know i have lost you. but what hurts the most, was being so close.
i miss you the most, by the way. | | |
| & i'm spenting everyday on my own.it's because i feel like shit these few weeks, i really didn't feel like blogging at all. but now i am fine i guess. my birthday is coming up but i don't really give a fuck about it cause i don't think any one remembers so fuck it really. my life is basically screwed now. cause everyone isn't talking to me. and of course my life can't get any worst i guess. with people expecting too much from me everyday, i can't remember the last time i really had fun, and laughed so hard actually. to the 6 of yall. so i guess everything is history now eh. nothing was even said, and nothing was even clear up. we just let the dust settle on it right? no one gives a fuck. and it is not like i can do anything. i gotta get use to it, right? i guess so. to you you and you. i'm sorry. for the wrong i have done. espically to you. and lastly, you the person that i was ever so close to, now we have drifted. i love you so much, and i miss you so much, do you know that? you're so caught up in your life. maybe i am in mine too. or maybe i am just waiting for you to ask me. i don't know really. we never hang out like we use to, and we never talk anymore. i miss you. so badly. do you know that? i hate myself for loving you. | | |
| I SERIOUSLY NEEDA CONFESS, ANNE IS MY LOVE. <3man man man. i am OH-SO touchhhhedddd (: hi rachael. (: i know you must be wondering how i got into your blog. (: i'mma cool dude. duh, i know your password xD hahaha. anyone wanna share this WONDERFUL thing with me? her pw is.. anneispretty. (: DON'T BELIEVE ISSIT. go try. (: username: rachaellovesanne ;D hurry up. go log onto xanga now. now, remember to add the credits eh. (: anw, i am here for a reason. hmm, here it goes. rachael's blog is dead. like wheres my little emo rachael that seem so bright on the outside but when we read her blog, its not like the rachael we know. grah. probably rachael hon, you gotta confess more things about yourself to me sometimes. ): i dont wanna seeee you so emo inside and happy on the outside. it feels like you're trying to stand strong and not let us worrryyy. weeeeet weeeet. but eh, i'm your breastie okay. you must tell me stuff. dont make me come after you with a chopper in my hand and chop off your breastS. stop drooling rachael. i know you want it. no. i know you want me (: hahahahahaha. kay. my fingers are tired. my keyboard is so stiff. i shall be BACK. &i warn you rachael, if i say i'll be back, it aint gonna be niceeee xD okay. loveloveloveme. remember to visit my blog at www.black-doodles.blogspot.com (i'm rachael's love.) hahahahahahahaha. bye. (: | | |
| you are the one i wanna hold.haven't been going to school cause my fever cough and flu is killing me. but i am glad that i don't have to see people in school that hates me. damn it really. i am this stop coward walking around school, avioding people. i really hate myself. things has been so messy now. i feel lost sometimes. i can't help but think that it is all my fault sometimes. maybe things happen for a reason. school sucks, my life sucks. everyone hates me. and i hate myself too. i love you baby. you're the only reason why i live right now. | | |
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