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Saturday, April 05, 2008

Currently Listening
Jordin Sparks
By Jordin Sparks
No Air (ft Chris Brown)
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OKAY today i shall do something different. instead of blogging according to what happened today, i shall blog according to my emotions today. cause i had many moodswings lol. NOT PMS.

moodswing day: bored-high-satisfied-hungry-hyper-lame-happy-sian-confused-sleepy-hyper and psycho-bored-pissed-sleepy-high

bored - when i reached school. i was damn damn damn sian.

high - when we were walking back to class and i was crapping with everyone. haha little things like these make me high. yeah then i dunno why i was damn high when i went back to class haha!

satisfied - omg i understood physics for the first time! okay maybe the seating arrangement change was really a good thing, cos now i dont really talk that much (no more amanda and lauren =/) but still, 05 feels more bonded now! : D yeah and i think its because of the change in seating arrangement! okay and yijing makes me damn stressed to do work, cos she does her work like, 1 sec after he gave us the tutorial qn to do??? omg i got damn scared of her. LOL PRESSUREEEEE.

hungry - omg yeah i didnt eat breakfast cos i woke up kinda late (like at 6.40) then i was complaining to amanda. haha.but we only had 10 mins break left, so no time to go down to the canteen. damn, had to tolerate the stupid hydrochloric acid digesting the walls of my stomach. grrrrr. oh i stole joshua's mini kueh boloh DAMN NICE! hahaha but he didnt let me eat much cos he wanted to save it for boring la lesson. so yeah i had to stay hungry until chinese ended!

hyper - ooh free period was damn fun! at first i had consultation with mr khoo, but it only lasted 5 mins cos after that i knew how to do the assignment qns alr : D yay. then 05 sat together as a class (= and we were talking nonsense. yay and we started singing! haha omg i really really think our class is damn bonded now la! : D wheee.  and now im closer to josh! then after that it was GS! yay mr han was in a good mood so he let us continue watching "i not stupid 2" (xiao hai bu ben 2) LOL then jack neo damn funny! "waiter, can i have a piece of lame chop" (supposed to be lamb chop) then "please move this lame away" (move this lamp) LOL damn dumb! omg i started laughing like mad

lame - okay while watching the movie i became damn lame. i was laughing at totally random stuff during the movie, then 05 was laughing at me laughing at the movie. or so joshua said.hahaha. but i dont care, at least i had fun right : D

happy - then we had our lunch and since we didnt have much to do cos we already ate during free period. but we went down anyway lol. AND SHERRYN AND XINYI DAMN PERVERTED. im NOT gonna repeat what they said! >: ( haha then after that we went up to class and started having "mass singing session" like, amanda took the guitar from choir store, then started playing weird random songs. oh i sang bubbly : D and kiss me! : D OH STUPID JOKE. amanda wanted to ask wang han to play "kiss me" on the guitar, but what she said was, while passing the guitar to wanghan, "wanghan, kiss me." THEN ALL OF US STARTED LAUGHING.hahahah esp me! cos it sounded so damn wrong!

sian - laaaaa. zzz damn boring. some stupid character analysis thing. me and marilyn were like falling asleep, so i had to eat to stay awake.haha! but overall it was quite okay la. okay i know i've already mentioned this twice in this post alone, but i really think our class seating arrangement rocks! lol. and now since im at the back of the class, i can see everyone and talk (since i talk damn loud. PROJECTION : D ) haha.

confused - okay halfway through mi lecture i got abit confused so i couldn't be bothered to understand, i just copied everything on the slides. lol. so typical of me. my brain not working so i let my hand do the work.HEH. but i copy pretty fast without my hand getting tired so it's not that bad la. (how do you think i managed to write 12 pages of crap for IH exam last year?)

sleepy - oh man i felt so bad for mr leow but i was so damn tired i really really couldn't keep awake. i was drifting in and out of sleep during math lecture! sigh. but not my fault! cos i didnt do the e lecture yesterday so i didnt understand what he was talking about so it couldn't possibly sustain my interest and thus i fell asleep. (okay fine so it WAS my fault. for not doing the e lecture.heh. BUT I FORGOTTTT!) okay contact period,still sleepy. THANK GOD ms yang decided to let us off early! omggg.

hyper and psycho - OKAY this is damn weird but i think all of us have experienced this before. first you're sleepy, then immediately after lessons have ended, you feel damn energized! hahaha. yeah so i went hyperrrr. and then we had 1 hour in between before the stupid chinese music shittttt, so we went estivo (amanda, josh, lauren, sher, ms yang and i)! yeah! and we dragged yang laoshi too! whoooooohooo. hahaha and we were teasing josh about going to the wrong toilet! (he went guys but we told him he's a girl so he went wrong toilet! : D yes, i started it.) omg then on the way there i was damn damn high la! i was saying that mas selamat was actually my teacher mentor cos i was gonna enter the competition "Singapore's next top terrorist" (lol america's next top model HAHA) yeah and basically crapping all the way. and said that i knew where he was hiding - in one of the hillcrest houses under construction!HAHA! omg then after ordering (i shared waffle and vanilla choc crunch with josh) me and sher went to the pet shop next door.OMG THE GOLDIE DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN CUTE! OMGOMGOMG <333333 ahhh i wanted to kidnap it! lol. so sad i couldn't. sighhhh. okay now you know what it means when i go psycho.heh. not that you didnt know it before, lol (: OH YEAH! sherryn pointed out to us a tree that has the words carved onto it "f**k nj" HAHA OMG DAMN FUNNY! lol. the person must really hate nj alot, wasting his/her time to do that? lol.so amusing.

bored - aiyah the highness was shortlived. we had to go back to school eventually, for the stupid chinese shit (as i call it) OMG NOT FAIR AMANDA WAS EXCUSEDDDD! DAMNIT! FOR CHOIR! rawr. stupid stupid stupid! oh gosh. it was damn boring la! and the lt was damn hottttt. zzz so crowded! cos it was compulsory for the ip1s and ip2s! AND I DUNNO WHY there were weirdos from jc who wanted to attend? hello it's damn dumb la, if i had to choice i'd run far far away from this kinda lame shit! THAT'S IN CHINESE?!??! i dislike chinese songs.no,  i hate loathe abhor chinese songs! i listen to, less than 10 of them that i think are nice enough to pass my standard. lol. so it sucked for me. so in the end i was doing math

pissed- okay all of a sudden, stupid weirdos started singing, and NOT ONLY THAT, THEY WERE BLASTING THE MIKE.omg my ears were hurting! i got damn pissed la. at least give me some peace to do my math? wth. i was so damn annoyed, i didnt care if i got scolded by any teacher, so i just plugged in my earphones and listened to my ipod music. thank god for english music, that's all i can say. i was blasting my music so that i didnt have to hear a single thing they sang. YAY. thank god for earthumps. then it finally ended at 6.38 (i swear i was watching the clock) AND i was so damn happy!

sleepy - after i walked out of the lt i was wandering around, waiting for MAXINE LAM! to finish her stupid ls presentation. rawr. i waited for more than 30 mins? omg then i got damn tired la. in fact i was about to go home and sleep alr, then she FINALLY FINALLY finished! zzz and thus, we went to curry wok! yay.

high- yup! the food damn good! hahaha.and we were talking about random stuff. we ate for like, 1 hour??? cos we were talking alot of nonsense! yay. i love talking. wheee. it makes me happy! as usual. haha OMG then we forgot we haven't paid, so we were walking out, then the uncle said "eh you haven't paid yet" OMG damn damn paiseh! haha it wasn't on purpose, really! we were so deep in conversation! i wasn't thinking about anything else except the conversation topic itself! lol. so yeah we paid and went to the busstop. OMG i missed my stupid bus! rawr damn pissed! sigh. so i took 74 and i met brindha! who was damn tired (too) cos she just ended indian dance. haha. then i had to change bus. siannnn.

and i finally got home. and did nothing except talk to people online and then blog later! hahaha i was talking to joshua, my loyal subject who isn't that loyal anymore, i found out. HE WANTED TO RESIGN! just cos i was bathing and i didnt send him songs =.= such a trivial matter, making a mountain out of a molehill! >: ( haha but it was quite funny. lol.

reminder to self: tennis tmr morning! : D yay and then meeting wenjia to study. then church. then cell. then cell dinner. oh gosh. im gonna be out the whole day.
reminder to self: meeting at maxine's house sunday 1pm for econs.URGHHHH.

MY ENTIRE WEEKEND IS TAKEN UP! OMGGGG.im gonna die! and i still have to mug geog (everything from the start of the year cos i haven't paid any attention) and econs! rawr. screwed is spelt as s-c-h-o-o-l.


Thursday, April 03, 2008

omg i just blogged 1.5 hours ago and im blogging again. why? because i have nothing better to do, and being the procrastinator that i am, i don't feel like doing my homework. heh.
anw i just remember what i wanted to say.
i stopped liking ............ already : D yeah i wanna thank god, and these people who, in some way or another, listened to my ramblings, complaints, and emo shizz:
jackie, wenjia, amanda, chitra, meiyan, marilyn, mel, max, shengrui, and whoever helped me get over. HAHA EDIT: JOSHUA TOO! : D
oh and i quote kat, cos i feel exactly the same way
"If you love someone, let them go.
If they return to you, it was meant to be.
If they don’t, their love was never yours to begin with"

yeah no wonder i've been so happy these few days!cos i've learnt to let go! : D
omg and i think i might like someone else now. but i'm not even sure. zzz. this is called raging hormones =X
HAHAHA.omg im mad! : D wheee.

OH AND I LOVE LOVE LOVE THIS SONG NOW.i play it like at least 10 times a day! : D

Nickelback - Far Away

This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know

I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go


Currently Listening
The Best of Sixpence None the Richer
By Sixpence None the Richer
KISS ME
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yay ruth is happy =)

okay i don't know why, but my general mood these few days has been = happy!whee.

haha.okayokay tues, can't rmb anything that happened in school, but mel came over to my house for econs project at night after her debate. omg she stayed until 11.30 cos she couldn't stay over. yeah and she called her japan =.=

wed - SPEECH DAY zzzzz =.= damn boring la. i wasn't with 07ip05 cos i accompanied mel in the hall (she had hall duty) see im so nice : D lol okay kidding, we were doing the inflation proj. then after the whole thing i met up with meiyan and we started talking and i felt much better than i already was (which was happy) haha because i really love talking to people privately. i don't know why. after that i'll feel so happy. maybe im just weird? LOL i dont care : D i shall be high and random everyday! yay. yeah but then i got scolded for ponning class heh. and we changed seating arrangement! damnnn. not at the front of the class anymore =/ but im sitting with yijing! (oh god, i pray that intelligence is contagious. amen.) yeah and some stuff happened after that and it got really complicated and i don't know why but i cried (for the very first time in a SCHOOL in my entire life) long story don't ask. i think God finally softened my heart, cos before that i never cried or felt the need to cry. sis coco has been praying for that for 1 year, and it happened, at such an awkward moment. oh well but i can't complain,it's god's will after all.

then chem consultation, ms wong said we did quite well (yay mel!our hardwork payed off.even with the stupid internet problem! haha. our inference rocks! : D) after that i wanted to go to meiyan's house to do random stuff but she said her mum wouldn't be too happy so i didnt go over in the end =/ but i went out with chitra to serene centre. haha at first we wanted to go to island creamery, but it was damn damn damn full!oh well. so we went to macs. she ordered a meal and i got a
n apple crumble pie thing : D YAY damn nice. i wasdamn damn damn happy after that. okay actually i've been extremely happy these few days! lol.
OH ANOTHER HAPPY THING! my mum came home and she bought ikea meatballs! (the frozen ones - 60 OF THEM! : D : D : D : D : D ) yayness. blahbah.i was doing econs the whole night.zz and i talked to ashwyn! haha haven't talked to him in a long long time. yeah
ash if you see this, CHEER UP K! YOU'LL BEAT THEM AND SAY BYE BYE WHILE THEY EAT YOUR DUST : D HAVE CONFIDENCE IN YOURSELF!

oh kay. today was quite fun too! i was late for school =.= by 30 seconds. =.= MORE. sigh. then geog, I FINALLY UNDERSTAND GEOG FOR THE FIRST TIME THIS YEAR! lol im gonna start paying more attention in geog class or else i might fail this semester! gahhhh. then math, haha mr khoo is damn funny and lame. he called hsiuyen mr "handsome" haha. NOTICE THE INVERTED COMMAS! heh. oh then on the way down to lunch, marilyn told me about her *ahem ahem* and what ahem said. omg so damn sweet la. im so happy for those two idiots.HAHA.just kidding : D i wish that kinda thing would happen to meeeee toooo =/ but oh well!

yeah then econs.haha i think im able to understand econs now! lol im considering taking econs for jc. then chem!OMGOMGOMGOMG I PAYED FULL ATTENTION IN CLASS, FOR THE FIRST TIME EVERRRRR THIS WHOLE YEAR! AND I UNDERSTOOOOOOODDD MR LOH! [mr lol (: ] heh. actually my seating arrangement isn't that bad after all. OH SR AND HSIUYEN ARE DAMN FUNNY. they keep turning around to suan me. esp sr! he keeps going "ruth very pretty!ruth very smart!ruth very thin!ruth rocks!" and obviously, we all know its the other way round. stupid sarcasm.then hsiuyen also followed suit! walaoooo. everyone join in to suan meeee. joshua too! (but he claimed that he told me im pretty even before school started last year, and i think i believe him even though i can't remember a single thing haha) then sherryn also joined in! omg the whole class is starting to suan me. RAWR. ITS NOT FUNNY OKAY. and and! i have a penknife in my pencilcase! MUAHAHAHA beware people who suan me! lol.

chinese remedial in container class!yay airconnnnnn WHEEEEE. and it was quite fast! lol. after that i went to the grandstand to watch the soccer match between acjc and sajc but there was lightning alert so they stopped. HOW COME this happens like almost every soccer match? zz then the rain was super super heavy, it started splashing onto my face and my specs got so damn fogged up even though i was sitting in the middle of the canteen extension! then sher, hsiuyen and prisc came down to join me. yay so nice of them. lol hsiuyen continued suaning me like siao la. SERIOUSLY PEOPLE, THERE IS A LIMIT TO WHICH I CAN TAKE. AFTER THAT IT GETS IRRITATING OKAY. just because i don't get mad immediately and i play along, and you take that for granted? just stop the crap okay. its funny for awhile, then it gets annoying.

blah. i had nothing to do in school so i went home and i kept falling asleep on the bus hahah. i almost missed my stop!omg i woke up and i realised that i was home already so i quickly got off the bus before the doors closed. zz. and i have been doing nothing from 6.30 till now, 8pm. SOMEONE PLEASE ENTERTAIN ME. im damn bored. and jackie is daoing me just because i helped him get one step closer to........ so now noone is talking to me! rawr. RAWRRRR.

okay im gonna do econs proj now. i seriously have no life. ehhh whoever sees this please talk to me!i dont care who you are! i need to talkkkkkkkk. or i'll go mad!
ps. VOTE FOR MAXINE! (25!) lol. im doing max a super big favour.

Oh, kiss me beneath the milky twilight
Lead me out on the moonlit floor
Lift your open hand
Strike up the band and make the fireflies dance
Silver moon's sparkling
So kiss me


Wednesday, April 02, 2008

omg funny shit i got this from someone's blog (won't say who : D)lol have fun laughing.

Q: How many RJC students does it take to change a lightbulb? A: 4 whole faculties. One faculty to design the new bulb, one faculty to test it out, one faculty to market it and one guy to write a stupid E-mail about lightbulbs.
Q: How many HCJC students does it take to change a lightbulb? A: The whole school. To compete with RJC.
Q: How many VJC students does it take to change a lightbulb? A: The whole school. One student to screw it in and the rest to cheer and wave flags and banners to give him/her support.
Q: How many NJC students does it take to change a lightbulb? A: None. They can study without light.
Q: How many AJC students does it take to change a lightbulb? A: They're too busy trying to be one of the top 5 JCs.
Q: How many ACJC students does it take to change lightbulb?? A: None. They'd use all their money to employ YJC to do it for them.
Q: How many YJC students does it take to change a lightbulb? A: None. Only one teacher to tell them what a lightbulb is in the first place and to demonstrate (how do you think they're able to change it for ACJC?)
Q: How many CJC students does it take to change a lightbulb? A: They'd prefer it darker. *raises eyebrows*
Q: How many JJC students does it take to change a lightbulb? A: None. Their physics is so bad that they make the male teacher cry.
Q: How many TPJC students does it take to change a lightbulb? A: They wouldn't bother.
Q: How many SAJC students does it take to change a lightbulb? A: None. They believe in praying for it.
Q: How many NYJC students does it take to change a lightbulb? A: None. They are still using oil lamps.
Q: How many SRJC students does it take to change a lightbulb? A: Huh, wat litebarbu...
Q: Don't you guys wonder who wrote this? A: TJC!
Q: How many TJC students does it take to change the lightbulb? A: None. They think they are very bright already.
Q: How many PJC students does it take to change the lightbulb? A: F*** the lightbulb lah, the principal will do something about rightbarbs. Let's do 300 jumping jacks for not wearing the proper school attire.


Monday, March 31, 2008

omg damn pissed. at first i was damn high and i was about to finish my blog entry and then the f**king mozilla firefox f**ked up and said "FIREFOX HAS ENCOUNTERED A PROBLEM AND NEEDS TO BE SHUT DOWN. WE'RE SORRY FOR THE INCONVENIENCE CAUSED" like what the hell? i dont care if you're sorry or not, give me my entry back! i spent like 15 mins typing it okay. wtf. asshole.

i can't be bothered to replicate what i spent my time typing, so i shall just summarise. gosh, still damn pissed. i really think i just can't blog when im pissed. i shall blog another day then. i just wanted to scold myself for playing tennis like shit. yeah, i just started and all but sometimes when its an easy-to-get ball and you think you will get it and then you miss it? what the hell is my problem? i just zone out for that split second. i need to concentrate more. AND STOP HITTING ALL THE BALLS OUT, YOU FREAKING IDIOT. go kill yourself, ruth. i feel damn bad for charmaine who had to play with me, cos i suck like SHIT.

ps i wanna publicize this band, called "we the kings" their songs are quite nice. wenjia introduced me to them. yeah if you're free and you want new songs, you can try them out.

pps. IM STILL DAMN PISSED. MOZILLA FIREFOX IS FREAKING UNRELIABLE.i will sue them one day i swear.



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