Reminiscence

Sooooo outta total boredom, i went to royalkisses.livejournal.com (my old blog) for the fun of it. HA itchy fingers itchy fingers. I was wondering if it was still there and yeah it still is! Gosh i sound like some sentimental oldie but i really REALLY miss css times! All tt lunch + dinner tgt with the girls, class with 4/5, where my life revolved ard Ohana Priscy and the Vips (& albert sometimes) .. great times srsly!  AND i realised how hyped up i was back then. Like, superduper carefree and i laughed almost every possible moment. Becos the people at school made it so special and worthwhile to go to.

Now? School isnt smth i look forward to. In fact, i srsly dread going to PJ! The only times i enjoy school wld be during touchrug trainings & silly moments with sarah + the class boys (& neh) and tt's just tt. The thing is, i dont feel hyped up bout school AT ALL. And somehow along the way, i find myself going crazy a little less and i start coming up w less jokes. Just becos it's a different wavelength kinda thing and i dont really find friends who simply get me. I miss moments when im laughing til i cant say a word but celisse/cyn just laughs along cos they know what's cracking me up. To me, it really matters alot when i've got people ard me who get me & know what runs thru my mind cos im too familiar to them. Yeahhhhhh, loads of unfamiliarity in PJ. Which brings me to wonder bout how i subconsciously detach myself from the people at school. There's just a limit to how close i allow myself to get. Sad case, i know. And i kno too tt i cant always just stay in my memories and not bother moving an inch at all. I've been told too many times to give this currency a chance and hey, maybe i will. We'll see.

So emo aside, last friday was awesomezzzzzz! After training (gosh my muscles hurt like heck!) i went over to Gerald's for sleepover. HAAAAa was really nice to just watch movies & be with the choir people. Missed everyone! And i love Gerald so much for always organising such stuff so we dont lose contact  Stan went insane at night (ard 2 plus 3am?) and he started DANCING. Tt's when i drifted into sleeeep and apparently, it was quite happening at night just tt i missed out on da fun. Too sleepy! MUST BE COS OF TRAINING haha! So anw here's a pic of the remainders after song and jiahui left.

Sat afternoon, i rushed hm to bathe and headed to the East with sissypoo to get stocks for her onlineshop. She failed during her first attempt but she's giving it a second go and things seem to be pretty smooth-sailing currently! Yay, happy for her happy for me too. BECOS sissy's kinda sweet, gave me a skirt and top i really liked, since i helped in trying out ALL the clothes and taking pics for her til 1+ am. HA!

Sunday, House Bunny with da girls and dinner @ Fish and co.! Great catching up, esp with Binuan! Tt girl's srsly a joker with all the question she asks. Whahaha another time soon yeah! Love ya'll  (NI POK AND LANNIE BABY WE GOTTA MEET UP)

OHHHHHHHH Anna Faris, the House Bunny girl! Her bod's like sizzling hot hot hot. I wna drag boat to watch the movie again cos i really dont mind! Ah yes, boat<3 Miss him like crazy. Ocs sucks, period! I cant wait for sat when he books out. Countdownnnnnnnnn ..

KKKKKK gna go, it's late and i gotta slp slp slp. Oh yeah, wensong's bday celebration tmrw! (or later?) GREAT. Looking forward to gd food thx to Teo Foundation. Another reason why i love gerald!!

PARTY LIKE A MONSTARRRRRR

Hola world! I KNO I KNO .......... i've went missing for the longest time! School's a bitch, really! And all i have to say bout promos is that, i screwed up! Big time. Just hoping to pass and make it for J2 next year. I dont wna retain seriously. 3 years of PJ's definitely no joke. So im crossing my fingers!

Negativity aside, EXAMS ARE FREAKIN OVERRRRRRRRR  Im darn glad. Super relieved i dont have to stay up til late for last-min mugging and sit thru 3-hour-long papers. Hell i tell you! Haha so, officially, 10am on tuesday was fRreeeDom and i rushed home to meet Mummy, Sis, Boyce (sis' bf) before we headed to Dimsum with my godma and aunt. No it's not a holiday yet, just hari raya eve, but Mummy and Godma decided to declare a break on their part so both took leave! HAHA no pictures sorry.

But i do have some way overdued peeksssss. Of boat and i! HAHA flooding you with love now.

Ah i've gotta say boat's been really sweet during my exam period, meeting up with me to teach me math etc. He's been hell supportive too! Oh btw i mean hell in a good way not bad. Haha!

Oh here's more, during my eldest uncle's bday! SOOOOOO HAPPY TO SEE KENDIE AND MY OTHER CUZZIES(:

Gosh dont oogle at my food ken, GET YR OWN AHHA!

Boat

I didnt take any w sis though .. boo! So anw, if you're wondering what i've been up to since exams ended, im passing ALOT of my time watching overdued tv shows. Like Gossip Girl Season 2 (scandalous!!)

ANTM CYCLE 11

And currently .. Golden Bride! HAHA it's some korean drama tt's really cute. I wna learn koreannnnnn

KKKKKK back to Golden bride! Anw im really eggcited for tmrw cos it's sleepover at gerald's! GREAT, i've missed Ohana Priscy and the Vips!

YO MAMA

Hello im blogging to tell you guys im fine & things are okay over at my side(: Peektures overload! Not much captions kkkkkk

Tannie's 17th!

Back to CSS - teachers' day :D

Camwhores to the maxxxxx

Spot 4 people! (okay i know we suck at hiding!)

Oh there's this new place next to the GO that has all the CSS history thing things. COOOOOOL tannie i found you in the yr book! Hahaha!

Nong nong ago, with Gerald's thai friends who are vv cute!

Promos start next wed and i havent started revising proper. KILL ME! Im gna mug im gna mug im gna mug. Hiatus til 30th sept! BYE ALL. Oh yeah this entry's just to let ya'll know im still alive and kicking hahahahah

To have and to hold

These days, time seems to always slip off my hands and it's something i dont think i can control. I really need to stop pausing my life so many times a day just to think things thru. How do you measure how much you actually mean to someone? Is it just a feeling you gauge somehow, or are there signs or probably LORMs?

You wont be the one to kno where i'd be at my lowest, what makes me tick or smile at my sweetest.

Calm my heart

Two weeks ago, i became 17 and older. It doesnt really feel like anything hoo-ha cos seriously there's no incentive in turning 17. Fact is, im only a year closer to being legal. Hitting one seven wasnt that joyous anyway, cos to be frank, i'd pretty much like to remain 16. It's a familiar age and nvm how young it is, i quite enjoy a sheltered life. The other day i was at Starbucks with Priscy and she told me at 17, im actually responsible for my own actions. Which means, if i get angsty and decide to murder someone, i'd be jailed for life or maybe hanged. Tsk, this is kinda scary.

But hey at this point, i dont feel older at all. I dont kno how being 17 should feel like but somehow i feel like i should mature a lil faster. In terms of mindset, i want to be a lil more rational and im starting to get that btw. P said compared to before, im less hearty and more rational now. Which i guess has it's downside too? I'd find myself less optimistic and chucking hopes aside. Urgh, life is complicated and i bet til kingdom comes, i'll never get how it works.

Im sorry im just rattling non-stop cos i just wanted to voice out my thoughts. Emo might be good once in a while! Today on, im gna fix every wrong and try to make them right. Give me time and please encourage me.

May i ask, does bliss stay forever?