summer is good... all this time on my hands gets me to thinking a lot.
like wondering what else is out there.. or if i'm missing the point of it all.

i plan on updating soon guys..

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so, i decided to update.. and might once in a while and you'll know whats goin on with me

Well.. we've still on winter break right now, but its soon going to end cause we go back Monday. Mine was pretty dang good, i didn't get to do a lot this past week though cause i got really sick and then got behind on a gay project, but owell. I've just been chillin, reading, and doing some shopping here and there. Oh and I did get my haircut today ha so yeea.

Spending so much time though at my house lately has given me so much time to think, and about pretty much everything going on with me and just choices to make. and how, i am truely happy right now. I mean, no i don't have a boyfriend and am currently not in love or anything. Its something that would be nice, to find that person that is just incredible, but its something that i don't have and i'm okay with that you know. But it's the simple stuff, like my incredible family, especially my mom.. who has become one of my best pals actually haha. && my friends, like amanda who has been there for me all the way and man i dunno i just swear we are twins.

oh, but there is this boy..
that i'm hopppinn.. might call soon.
but, i dunnno. lol

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Read this

well.. guys for those of you that dont already know that wasn't me sending all those nasty comments to any of you that receieved them. It was ineteresting seeing what people commented back to me though and if you know me, then you know i would never do something horrible like that or saythose horrible thigns that were said. it was obviously someone who has something against me and they thought it was a good way to hurt me. but it didn't hurt me, and in fact its not myself i feel sorry for its you, whoever did this.

i'm sorry to those of you that recieved one of those comments.

erika

its really interesting how some of you insist that it was me, i mean you caught me i was somehow at volleyball practice for two hours while it was happening and here typing all those comments, man you guys are good.

you know.. i don't really care what your opinion is about it too, because you obviously don't know me at all to be giving me all that crap and treating me like some of you did.

and i'm done with this stupid thing. no one has any accountibility for the mean stuff they say and it in reality just ends up hurting someone's feelings.

Well, it is definetely Thanksgiving today, hope you all have a good one and get nice an fat.. lol  

We had our lunch already with my grandpa and his wife Mary (she's techniquely not my grandma, lol) but, yeah and then i pretty much did all the dishes.. ha i would have to say it was pretty fun. But, other than that i don't think i'm doing anythning today, probably sitting around.. cleaning and maybe digging through al the christmas decorations, who knows. I wannna do something, but since its Thanksgiving and all.. i dont know if i'll be able to.

Things have been alright lately, its calmed down between me and my parents, which is good. I'm really glad to have them, especially my mom because she's like the one i go to, to get an opinion about what to do.. or just someone to vent to, and thats really nice to have. Its also really good when you have a best friend that is almost identically like you.. and has the same mindset/morals that you do, that goes to Amanda, cause she just amazing like that

its nice being out of all the drama too.. i mean i guess sometimes if you just look at your friends or the people around you and see how hard they work to impress someone, or the little caddy fights that go on you are just happy to be out of it and not put yourself in those situations.

..could you see i want you by the way i push you away?

am i less of a lady if i dont wear panty hose?
my moma said a lady aint what she wears but what she knows.

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