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read my profile sign my guestbook Name: Ruiyi Birthday: 8/28/1991 Gender: Female Expertise: Message: message me MSN: kissandtell_@hm Member Since: 2/26/2006

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Sunday, August 17, 2008

FUCK LIVEJOURNAL

Fucking Livejournal bailing on me at a moment like this.

WELL

I'M SORRY I CAN'T BE A FORGIVING BITCH. I'm sorry I can't move on because I am such a pathetic loser. I'm sorry I can't do this. I'm sorry I kept saying I could BECAUSE I HAD TO FUCKING FOOL MYSELF BEFORE I COULD FOOL ANYONE ELSE. I'm sorry I don't have the strength to watch this happen to myself. I'm sorry my life's been so miserable before and this is just adding salt to the wound. I'm sorry I wanna do this alone because I don't want you
I'M SORRY I'M UGLIER AND FATTER!?

I'M SORRY I AM SO FUCKING SENSITIVE I'M SORRY I ACT LIKE I CAN HANDLE THIS WHEN I CAN'T I'M SORRY I'M SO FUCKING FAKE I'M SORRY I MAKE THINGS TO DIFFICULT WHEN I TRY TO MAKE IT EASIER I'M SORRY I CAN'T LEAVE EVERYONE ALONE I'M SORRY I CRY MYSELF EVERY FUCKING NIGHT TO SLEEP I'M SORRY I CAN'T JUST SHUT UP AND KILL MYSELF

I'M SORRY I HAVE TO BLOG PRIVATELY BECAUSE I CAN'T TRUST JUST ANYONE ANYMORE I'M SORRY I'M SO DIFFICULT TO GET TO I'M SORRY I CAN'T GET BY JUST BECAUSE SOMEONE ELSE CAME MY WAY I'M SORRY I WON'T LET YOU IN I'M SORRY THINGS HAVE CHANGED

OK NOW FUCK LIFE

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Friday, June 13, 2008

	Goodbye This was a hard choice, this was 2 years of my life, this as of now, is history. See you someplace else!!!!!!
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Thursday, June 12, 2008

You Be the Anchor That Keeps My Feet on the Ground

I slept till 3pm today.
Convinced I'm turning into a slumbering beast.
I studied a little and had some time prancing lepaking whateveryoucallit-ing with Julia and Chng. Tomorrow last day with Vanns and I have to finish up Socpsy soon so love of my life Eme can have the book back.

I miss Elroy cannot wait & I miss AC retards!!!!!!!!!!!! Big brother you're reading right hahaha

I am content

I'll Be the Wings That Keep Your Heart In The Clouds

Oh my God I saw some old photos

I am retarded

OMG SAME HAIRSTYLE AS NOW HOW RETRO AM IIIIII I AM MIDDLE GIRL BY THE WAY LOOK LIKE PAU ^_^

Before I turned ugly that is

Wtf

And uglier

And

Even

Uglier

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH EMELINE HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH

OK BYE

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Tuesday, June 10, 2008

I am a very tired Narnian

I have a serious lack of sleep.

But yesterday was awesomely spent with Eme went for free movie and I forgot the free tickets but nehmine got them from my mom in the end AHHAHA I AM SUCH AN IDIOT

WE WATCHED NARNIA OH MY GODDDD we are the worst people to watch a movie with. When her favourite character almost died Eme screamed at the top of her lungs in out of the silence and I just laughed and guffawed so bloody loudly that the whole cinema started laughing

My god we are a joke

And she was like a retarded child on the train (what's new right)

Camped over at my place, where we spent the night watching Tila Tequila for a bit, having dinner and cinnamon (?) bread

We have same hair kool

Then we started spasming as usual

HAHAHAH

Ok this is a very obscene photo of me at the back (what was I doing) but I just had to show the world Emeline's face in that photo it's so FREAKING FUNNY AHHAHAHAHAHAHA

Then we played some gambling game whereby loser had to drink her herbal drink which smelt like death trust me on that one

Yes it was THAT bad

I want to puke face

Then had some trouble so Eme entertained herself dolling herself up and tying her hair like a golliwog HAHAHA YANGHAN IS A GOLLIWOG (I miss class)

Before we hit the sheets after shopping online for fugliest clothes at 5am but she still terrorized me in sleep

Yep.

Today went well, got to meet Zhengyi after such a long time. He's trying to do the 5x5 rubiks cube I got him. Had lunch with Ju ches yuhua, and oh my goshhhh I am meeting happy people on Thursday Friday and Saturday

Went to Ju's house to watch UNTRACEABLE omg good show and lepak and eat soup & corintos hehehe

I am too tired to blog anymore

I hope things come around

Thank you everyone who is behind me

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	This is how life would be without you The alarm will sound but i'll already be up, stayed up all night just to make sure it wasn't a dream. I'll pull myself out of bed, brush my teeth and do my hair. Wonder why I'm trying to live like nothing's changed. This is just the beginning and already I want it to end. I can't do this
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FUCK LIVEJOURNAL

Goodbye

You Be the Anchor That Keeps My Feet on the Ground

I am a very tired Narnian

This is how life would be without you