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Sunday, November 16, 2008

The damn-ed cheena neighbor next door spitted in my mom's pot of plant.and wow did she let them have it!!yelling and yelling at them.normally the person mom yells at is mostly me..so someone can make her angry too.power to her.
okay went shopping with cherrie,jiaxin at haji lane and after that popped over to chinatown,next to OG that place and saw my dress,paid the deposit for it,will be collecting it on thursday.the dress is a little on the rocker side???so i guess i will go a little glam rock for prom,yet masqueradieee.so wearing a dress won't be that bad for me.we bought our masks and are going to get stuff to decorate it on thursday.cross my fngers and hope to find skullie things.
we saw mel,matthew and hsien juan at haji lane and insulting(was it not) that the first words out of mel's mouth was"omfg sara,what happened to your hair?!" well you arse,it's so that it will be at the right length during 30th nov.you're one to talk..it's not like your hair grow back alr,you're still sideburn-less.hahahah,i have the last laugh.such a lightbulb lor you.when i told jiaxin and cherrie you were downstairs,they were like"dian deng pao!!!"*stick my tongue out at you*
i know there's something well i want to say,i forgot what it was.typical. ya ya whoever you are stop rolling your eyes,don't look good.

Friday, November 14, 2008

ten confessions
the twenty confessions of skullsandcrossesrebelling:
1. Everytime I have to fart,I always wait until i get to the art room.(cause no guys mahhh)
2. I fell down on the first day of school in sec 1 IN FRONT OF A LOT OF PEOPLE cause I tripped.*MALU*
3. I am still in love with backstreet boys.("eh kiong,they are not gay at all,you're just jealous")
4. I love sniffing at people's hair.But I refrain from doing it in public unless you pass by me and got the scent by diffusion.So far aaron yeo's hair smells the nicest.I didn't delibrately smell it hor.
5. I wish to marry Captain Jack Sparrow.Not Johnny Depp,CAPTAIN Jack Sparrow.But he's got stinky breath.
6. I cannot stand clumps of hair.Ewww,hairball.*shudders*
7. I stole a calligraphy pen from the art room before and it's still with me.
8. I stole a school library book and dumped it in the rubbish bin.
9. I love annoying SongJiaHe anytime.Iam sorry,Jiahe.Honestly though,I'm not sorry at all.Cause I love watching your furious reaction.
10. I would really really really love to have a gay best friend.So that there will never be rumours and I can tell him anything.
11. I'm afraid of dogs,a little.
12. Me and JingTing were enemies in Sec 1.
13. I hate prefects.
14. Everytime I wear Converse,I always step on other people's shoes-unless they are Converse.Because it's my way of saying Converse rocks better than Nike.Addidas or whatever.
15. When I see Ryan,I am tempted to pass him a tissue paper.GO FIGURE.no offense ryan.
16. I think aaronyeo is weird everytime after P.E. cause he has no B.O.It's a good thing though.
17. I have never gotten menstrual cramps before.(of course,that's good but what's wrong with me?)
18. I think WeiRong has split personality sometimes.I will be cautious when he's calmer than usual,you know what they say-calmness before the storm or something.
19. I think Jiahe is extremely talkative that sometimes I zone out,only pretending to listen to him.
20. I hate tall pp,unless when I talk to you,I don't have to tilt my head more than 45 degrees.

Friday, November 07, 2008

A big change.
i now cannot cannot wait to start life anew in poly/jc.
i don't really think there's anything left in fuhua to reminisce.
not much anyway.
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now,things to look forward to after 12/10/2008:
-apply black to nails :)
-probably going out with alvin,geral,jingting
-class outing(i think it's being planned right now)
-6E'2004 class chalet(this i'm excited about)
-(can't believe this)maybe probably prom-still considering
-library trips

things i wanna do.
-learn french(self-learn)
-investigate bermuda triangle(maybe not investigate but read about)
-get away from someone
-explore charcoal drawing
-enrich myself to get smarter
-go back and follow through on the US election
BASICALLY ENJOY LIFE LA.

I have this thought about the bermuda triangle.
that when i'm old and frail and maybe dying,
i'll go there.
and find out about it myself,
maybe there is a third dimension where i'd be immortal.
at least i die knowing what happens at the triangle.
but then i wouldn't get to tell people about it.
it seems so interesting.

oh i just remembered one other thing,
i am going to cook a lot.
learn new recipes,
maybe more complicated ones.
western ones maybe?

i have lots of cards to make.
owed ones and upcoming ones.
i can't wait to clear up my room,
all the textbooks lalalalala~~ chucked.
yippee.
i need a new phone too.

when you get set backs in life,
cry for a day,
get over it and get on with life.

a quote i didn't know esthertan lived by,
and surprisingly a quote from me,
i said it to her when she was upset in sec2?
here it is:
"no one can influece you,unless you choose to get influenced"
and now,i am going to live by this quote of mine.
it actually means a lot.
helps in alot of decision makings too.
and i leave you with that.
think about it.

Friday, October 31, 2008

waiting for a video to load.
maenwhile i'm here.
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so the big O.
well compared to the prelims,i'd say this was easy alr.
the e math was fun to do.
and my favourite exam: ART.
so simple.
finished in an hour.and we had three mind you.
so torturing to sit there for 2 hours UNABLE to talk.
well can't blame me.
i drew my favourite thing:SKULLS!!!
super cool.
oh i have to do this.
THANK YOU AARON FOR THAT C******** BOX.
I ACTUALLY MEANT FOR YOU TO COLLECT FROM PP.
NOT YOU ABSORBING TWO PACKS IN TWO DAYS.
I WANNA CONK YOUR HEAD.
But thanks.
it made prep work look super nice.
though it stunk it up too.
well then what else is there.
the past 2 weeks.
hmmm.

let's start with ytd then,the memory most clear.
we went to collect our art pieces.
and we played little little jokes on pp~~
lalalala.
well i won't tell you now.
the big reveal will be soon.
hahahah.
i'm having this grin that's sinister.
heh heh heh.
we had fun,lots of laugh.
hannah,me,jingting and caiyi.
after that caiyi went home.
left me hannah and jingting.
we went to the school library cause we wanted aircon.
heh heh.
we saw daryl's bag.
and i said lets hide it.
so we piled all our bags on top of his so it disappeared from view.
then we went in and gossiped.
disturbing him also.
HE'S BALDING!!
the other day,hannah said:
he walks like he's at the male universe or something.
lol,funny much.
we told him and he's like whatever.
attitude.tsk.
when we left,i told him that his bag was hidden.
he searched so long for it.
we just stood in front of our bags.had enough fun alr,
we picked up our bags and left.
omg his face was super funny.
laughed like mad too.
the end.

i have no idea how things can go back to how it was.
it's not that i don't want to.
i kinda can't rmb how it was like before alr.
it's so long alr.
i'm happy where i am now.
with who i hang out with.
i hardly ever felt sad.
everyday it's just laughter and fun and enjoyment.
how i imagned i would be with pp.
and it feels so good.
to be me again.
although i miss not hanging out with y'all.
it can't be helped.
nothing can help it alr,
i guess.
but i've been thinking... :)

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

2 paper down.
11 more to go?
no idea.
anyway the chemistry wasn't so bad.
it was all really kinda basic stuff.
glad i did revise for it.
normally i would never do chemistry.
hate it.
but well it's the o levels so.
english was okay too
i liked my compo.
simple yet funny.
LOL.
Amath today.
gonna go to school in an hour's time to math there.
tiring.
when o level is over,
i'm gonna dump everything,
all the worksheets,notes and workbook.
then my shelf will finally carry lesser load.
maybe i shouldn't be here updating.
kinda guilty that i should be studying now.
AIYA.
nevermind,watch some videos then study.
tata~

good luck everone.

Sunday, October 12, 2008

All i feel like doing now is this,
plug in the music and

sit in a corner,somewhere i belong
and just cry.

what's the whole point of all these.
everyone's just miserable.
~~three~~ = two?
what has it become.
i need someone to talk but who.
you are in your own 2 world now.
seems as if once you achieved it,
i'm no longer needed.
well then,
maybe i shouldn't stay around to be a nuisance.
i've thought of someone.

Thursday, October 09, 2008

I'm feeling really really down.
and i don't know who to talk to.
i haven't spoken in the past 5 hours.
i don't know what will happen tomo.
would it be alone again?
will what i expect to happen,happen?
i really don't know now.
i'm not even sure of anything anymore.
everytime i'm confident about it,
it falters.
then hope is once again gone.
the next time,it rekindles.
and then gone again.
this cycle,
will it not end soon?
i hope it does.
i don't think i can take it anymore.
i am trying my best.
trying to change it but to no avail.
i want to stay in school to study tomo,
but i think no one would want to stay back with me.
No,i am not an outcast.
it's just a personal thing.
everything changes.

thanks melvin for belated official birthday card,
aaronchua for graduation card,
cheryl for graduation card.
thanks melvin and aaronchua-for being there as a friend.

5 hours and 3o minutes,and counting.

Monday, October 06, 2008

This post is way overdue.
So graduation day on friday.
crying wasn't supposed to happen.
never intended for it.
but deanna cried.
and me and caiyi,
we saw her cry then we both cry.
LMAO.
there is so many people that i will miss.
my 4 most fav people.
(aaronchua,aaronyeo,daryl,weirong)
Cherrie,jiaxin,derek,elaine.
alvin,jingting,geral,joel.
chaoyong,jingwei,iknwan.
ALL THE ART PEOPLE.
i notice among the 3 subs we separate for,
the art people are the most bonded ones.
we have so much gossiping about pp.

i wrote cards for people,and 2 letters.
took a bloody long time.
received rose from reina.
graduation toolbox from ms tan.
graduation card+pencil from ms lee.
cookie from natalie.
card from cheryl.
bookmark from jiaxin.
card from caiyi.
card from hannah.
lol.
aaronchua,you owe me a card.

okay well,
after graduation day,
i learnt a winny bit of drum,
there wasn't a drum tho.
i shall learn after o levels.
then we went to CCK.
there was a slight change of plans.
8 people went to bowling.
the rest went to lot 1 to do window shopping.
then jingting,daryl,chao and i went home first.
talked a lot that day.
there was just too much to talk about.
and i haven't talked to you properly in a long time.
last time,we used to able to carry on a conversation for a very long time.
so it was nice.

MONDAY:
had to go to school today.
for english.
the 10 o'clock go out to eat.
we were supposed to go to the new dessert shop to eat.
but then because i had some reasons,didnt want to.
so me jiahe daryl go another side to eat.
I AM NOT EMO LOR,STUPID DARYL.
AND WHAT I SOCIAL SEGREGATION.
NONSENSE.NONSENSE.NONSENSE.
there.
make me feel so guilty for making you all not eat with them.
all the two of y'all fault.
hmph.
then jiahe go library.
me daryl went back to school.
got chem tuition from him.
it was ok.
i DID learn something.
weirong and aaron and jared,
also stay back with us.
and jared,sorry i sort off threw my temper on you.
it's not your fault.
i didn't say goodbye to you.
because i don't want to say bye to THEM.
have to go home by MYSELF,ALONE.
at least halfway saw my sis,go home with her.

i wish i could do this to you 2.

Friday, September 26, 2008

a load off!

Yay.
Today went to hand in our o level final piece of aork,
and prep work.
It's really like taking a load off of ourselves.
the bonding forged in the art room between everyone,
will now fade.
It was fun.
The bus ride back to school i mean.
JiaXin invented the game,
wave to passing people outside.
you get points for people who wave back.
so there was this lorry with 2 thai/vietnam workers.
nobody waved to them lor.
i thought got,
so i waved la.
then they smiled and waved back.
those kind of smiles that stretch across the entire face one.
LMAO.
okay actually all of us laughed and laughed on the bus.
soon we were all waving at every single truck that passed.
lol,some waved back.
some just gave -.- face.
totally sian like that.
Come on lor,
how many times will there be in your life
where you are driving,
and a bunch of siao schoolgirls wave at you?
hahahahah.

Jiaxin gave me a card.
It is beeeeautifulll and PINK.lol
Melvin gave me a card cum present,
he wrote a song which i admit i don't understand.
but it sounds nice tho.
on day when The CrimlorA becomes famous,
then i'll be rich.
Melvin,please make sure that happens ok?
heheh.

So...
i'm still a loan shark.
aaron,weirong,jiahe,daryl,jingwei,jingting.
i don't like loanshark-ing.

well
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JING WEI!!!
hope you like the card i made.
you'd better,
i woke up at 5 to make it for you.
hahahahahah.

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

update on the list:
Jonathan gave me the card alr.
Aaron owes me a card.
Yuppie.

i tried to tell you something today.
something that was really important to me.
but you didn't even respond to what i said.
You seem so UN-interested.
down the stairs you just turned away to talk to weirong.
I ~~try~~ tried to tell you.
really really important to me.
something that made me happy for the whole day.
it went wrong.
now the happy bubble's burst.
something that i told only to you.
well.
i have no idea what to say.
no comments on it at all.