Would it help if I turned a sad song on?... It's gonna hurt bad before it gets better... I was never the kind to ever let my feeling show... And I thought that being strong was never letting your feelings show... But I'm just drunk enough... to let go of my pain... TO HELL WITH MY PRIDE!... LET IT FALL LIKE RAIN... from these eyes...

 Tonight I wanna cry: Keith Urban 

Mood: HOT|! @_@
Reading: Zombie Powder: Kubo Tite (VOL.1-4) lol... WOW!!! I finished reading the whole thing in one sitting!!! XD I love this story so much... I was very sad though that it ended so soon *sigh* Kubo-sensei... please continue it after you've finished BLEACH! :3 Please?
Recently got: Kamikaze Kaitou Jeanne (vol.4), Fruits Basket (vol.14), and PeaceMaker Kurogane (vol.2) *Raven is broke now!* T___T
Currently watching: Full Metal Panic! Fumoffu: (OhEmGee! Bonta-kun is soooooo cute!! *squee* I really like the short and sweet stories too! Sosuke-kun... marry me, please!!)
Current fave' song: "Kimi ni Fuku Kaze (A Wind That Blows You)" by Mikuni Shimokawa (What a sweet song! I loved the ending theme to Fumoffu! It's like the sweetest, cutest thing ever! ^_~)
Guy Flava': Shikamaru Naara!! Teehee hee! I love Shikamaru! And I love him even more when it's Shikamaru x Temari! He's smart, funny, and very hot!!
Fanfiction that is currently being obsessed over by Raven: Coping Mechanism by: Cyberwolf; What a witty little fic! Very sweet and definately a sweet treat for all Neji X Tenten fans! XD
On 'wanna watch' list: Scoop! (Scarlette & Hugh... AND WOODY? XD I can't wait for it!)
Picture of the day:  Talk about someone who have a very shaky hand! XD That is me (in the Kyouko outfit) and my sis (white school uniform) and my good friend (kevin) at AX! I love this picture! :D 

Uhm... first of all... agh! It's been so long! I feel so bad for not coming by and at least saying 'hi'. So, yea... after AX it just got ever hard to get back into my old patterns... Conventions seem to do that to you... especially if it was your first one (like me). XD

Like the new layout? I loved it so much! You have to actually scroll horizontally! This layout actually took a whole 3 months to finish up. I was so happy when I finally got all the kinks fixed! Well... yea... XD Fall schedule for school should be pact and I'm gonna actually beg my mom for permission to go an get a job so I can actually have so pocket money for once! ;P... so yea, that's all for now... gotta get to work at the restaurant! See yal soon! ^_^ 

Nox,
Raven~*

I did not want to believe that it could happen... But it did without me ever knowing... I was scared that maybe I was dreaming...And that someone will wake me Bu then she happened..."And I thank you."

 Those who run heaven: Christina Aguilar

Mood: Moved to the brink of tears ToT
Reading: Kamikaze Kaitou Jeanne: Arina Tanemura (VOL.1-3) lol... Let me just say... the art work is the epitome of the perfect shoujo work! Tanemura-sensei was always legendary for her beautiful artwork... so I was actually really happy that I got into a series of her's that was soo good after I had to actually muscle my way through her most famous work, Full Moon wo Sashigate. Yes, KKJ is AMAZING! Loveable characters, great art
Recently got: Princess Mononoke: WOW!!! That was actually a really powerful movie! I loved the stroy, the themes that they touched on, and the animation was amazing as always. But what do you expect? It's Studio Gibbli!
Currently watching: Oran High School Host Club: (OH, MY, GOSH! This anime is off the wall good! It's funny, heartwarming, and the characters are all friggin' hot really likeable!)
Current fave' song: Is this love?: Lydia (What a sweet song! I love Lydia's voice and the tempo of this song is really chill. The lyrics are sweet and her voice really puts you in a fluffy mood! XD To be quite honest, this song got me to believe in love again. ^_~)
Guy Flava': Train Heartnet!! What a funny guy. He was so HOT for the first 5 or 6 episodes of Black Cat... but then he went all silly... but either way... he's my smex of the week! >_< *meow*
Fanfiction that is currently being obsessed over by Raven: Coping Mechanism by: Cyberwolf; What a witty little fic! Very sweet and definately a sweet treat for all Neji X Tenten fans! XD
On 'wanna watch' list: The Devil wears Prada! (My gods!! Meryl AND Anne? Amazing! Simply to die for! XD Must watch.)
Picture of the day: It’s turning out to be one HELL of a 21st birthday! I, the sheltered Raven, will get to go to AX this year for the very first time in my whole damned life! XD and... AND... I get to staff! That means a whole mess of free shit for me!!! @_@ Oh my word! I am beyond happy right now... estatic actually! XD

Uhm... first of all... thank you all SOOO much for the most memoerable birthday ever! I am so honored to have so many people care about little ole' me. T___T <-- happy tears. I want to thank the most is my sister who went over the top so that my 21st was one I will never forget. ^___^v thanks! YOu are the best sister EVER! *huge hug*

D&A: Thank you sooo much for the gifts. I will definately wear the shirt for expo this year! ^__~v . Oh, and Princess Mononoke was gerat! XD OH and... I am currently using the onigiri keychain. :3 Diana... my dear... the card... I was nearly in tears by the end of the letter. But your letters always do that to me. Thank you so much. your's and angie's card is smack dab in the middle of all the other cards that I got for my birthday... I will never take it down. ^___^
Lisa: Great gift idea. Thank you much for Angel Dairy #2. I was waiting forever for that volume. ^-^ oh, and tell Nanashi for the picture. It's on my wall along with all the cards.
Miyuki~chan: Thank you so much for the kaychain. As of now it holds my life... well no, actually it holds the key to my house... which is actually my life... XD What I mena to say is... thanks. :3
Ludia: My dear, the sweetes were gobbled up in one day. Thank you so much for them and you are just as special to me. I hope the Church get-together went well. ^_^v
Albert Bennaman: Thank you so much for the Delicious Cake! XDDNow you have tasted what Goldilock Cakes taste like. ^__^v Hope you have a great time at AX this year.
Jen-jen: You gave me my first manicure/peticure EVER! Thank you so mcuh! I will never forget it! You rock!
Kimchee & Jou-chan: Thank you SO MUCH for the flashdrive! Since you know how bad the last one was, you know how desperate I was! ^_^ thank you soo much! And thank you K~chan for the PSP8! Graphics is never a trouble or hassle for me anymore! I love ya! XD
Kevin: I will never forget all that you have done for me! Thank you, thank you, thank you for the 1 YEAR subscription to Anime Insider! I would never buy it for myself... but you took care of that for me. I am honored beyond words! Thanks. ^_____^v Enjoy AX and yes, we will have to soo met up~ :3

And now becasue I was bored... A QUESTIONARE! XD Enjoy see yal soon!

Currently Watching Memoirs of a Geisha (Widescreen 2-Disc Special Edition) see related

Happy Birthday big sis!!!!

Hey guys! This is the original writer's lil sister! I'm just here to say a little Happy Birthday wish and leave a banner. You guys can treat it like an online card...if you want to sign it, just leave a comment ^_^

Personally, I don't remember when it was that I last updated this *sigh* I feel all bad now... but at least now I'm making some kind of effort, ne?!

This is love isn't it? : Lydia

Mood: Calm =__=
Reading: Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicles : CLAMP (VOL.9) wow... super depressing! I was so shocked at the end! XD
Recently got: Tsubasa vol.9 (manga), Kamikaze Kaitou Jeanne vol.1&2 (manga), Fruits Basket vol.12, Fushigi Yugi (genbu) vol.3, June issue of Anime Insider (magazine)... all were just wonderfully great reads! ^__^v
Currently watching: Peacemaker Kurogane: Episode 15 (A brand new series that I tried getting into as a manga last year but was turned off by the confusing plot and boring storyline. Yet last week I was so bored I decided to give the anime a go... and I LOVE it! :3 It's a really good anime series and it fed into my craving for some good samurai action and slapstick comedy! Check it out!)
Current fave' song: Baby I Miss You: Katreeya English (I didn't know that I would get so addicted to this song as much as I did, but it had really pretty lyrics, Kat has always had a soft spot in my heart, and the music is soothing.)
Guy Flava': Hijikata Toushizou!! If you had seen this man half naked he would be your eye candy of the month too! XD
On 'wanna watch' list: Peaceful Warrior! (My eyes got all teary when I watched the trailer; truly I want to check this one out. ^_^)
Picture of the day: So... Who REALLY has what it takes to be America's Next Top Model? For those who don't watch the show (and by just looking at this picture) who do you think should be on top?

Tricks of the trade from MyFashionLife[DOT]com

1. Avoid patterned or dark underwear under white linen.

2. The darker the top the more sweat patches will show.

3. Airtex is good material when really hot as it breathes.

4. Never wear black shoes with all white too harsh opt for cream tonal or silver.

5. Don?t follow a trend to closely, take a gypsy skirt and pair it with a structured shirt for a unique look.

6. Accessories can say more about you than the outfit-check=> Shoes, Glasses, Bag and Watch.

7. Not always about brand but the look.

 8. To get a look make sure there is part of you in it or it just won’t work.

9. Basics should always be of high quality as they will get the most wear.

10. Guys- Invest in a plain black v neck from Gucci it will last forever.

11. Don’t underestimate the investment purposes of dry cleaning.

12. White shoes are rarely acceptable ever.

13. A good high quality suit will always serve.

14. Organize your wardrobe however you wish but keep 3 or 4 key ensembles together so in an emergency you have a last option.

15. All black can be jazzed with a white jacket or something white, always be careful though- if you feel remotely like a cater waiter don’t wear it- you look like one.

16. Accessories more is more, less is more, but be sensible when over junking.

17. Never mix navy and black.

18. A good look for a summer event is a 70’s money- silk shirt, white trousers, beige shoes and gold everything else? Ala Versace mixed with St Tropez. Would be seen as tacky but trust me big hair, big money? It works!

19. Never buy a must have in the sale? It won’t fit, it’s out of season or worse the color is putrid- just from experience circa Maharishi time.

20. If you are a designer fiend, sell old pieces on Ebay or at Retro man in Noting Hill or Exclusivo in Hampstead.

21. Being Kitsch by mixing patterns and clashing colors is seldom a good idea and takes either a person who couldn’t care less or an experienced accomplished fashionista to carry it off.

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