| i love you, still.my user infoits really hard for me to admit
this but im starting to miss you.
ive been more alone now than
ever before.
but i dont want it to be like this.
i dont wanna miss you but ive been misable without
you
these past two silent weeks has been agony for
me
i thought about you more than i have when we were tied
together
why is it that im starting to care more when i dont
have you?
how come i cant stop dreaming about you?
i
thought id be better off being alone but i got worst
im
overstressed, feel depressed, quite restless &
in distressed
i cant seem to fall asleep until 2am now
you used to be my lullaby
not that you were boring my love
but you eased my mind off the complicated
can i call you? can i call to say hi?
but im afraid, afraid you will turn away
i cry at the thought of you
i realized no one is half as great as you are
i miss you. but i know we cant be.
i miss you, so can you talk to me?
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| do you even notice me?My name is Wen. that's perhaps the most important thing you have to remember about from this paragraph.
i want to be a 5 foot 5 barbie doll minus the blonde hair& makeup add the black hair& chinky eyes haha.
I'm the kind of girls who seems to get mad alot; ha anger management yo!
well i do tend to get pissed but mainly on guys though.
I'm more realistic when it comes to relationships.
you can't expect me to say i love you on the first couple of months. i'll say it when i mean it.
i have a really strong defensive system. i've seen what my friends go through in relationships
& i don't wanna be a part of that so becuase of them i have a brick wall built around my heart. i don't need that happening to me.
i come off as a type of person that you cannot count on. i'm sorry.
i can be a bitch sometimes but that all depends on my period. [:
on the other hand, i can be as retarded as i can be haha i love to laugh & be laughed at
LOL depending on what happened. i disappoint alot of people.
i look up to alot of my friends. but mainly only kliulai. she's everything i would want to be like.
& i look down to check out people's shoes. i lean on my hips not like a cholo.
i can't sing to save my life& i can't dance to survive. i'd like to party like a rockstar one day.
i camerawhore like no other. over these years i've became selfish.
& i realized that that's not the life i want to live in. so i'm willing to cahnge for the better.
i love attention but not infamously. i can't run for anything. i miss the tingling sensation you get from talking to someone.
i spend alotta dough; & i can't bake for shiiiet. but i'll bake for you. lol
i wanna meet someone who'll go outta their way to do something for me
even though they know they have no chance. but that's mean.
damn, you need a life[: |
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| life really is a rollercoaster.i can't satify one without disappointing another. you have friends right now & your future's ahead of you. your social life is a mess and your studies are down the drain. so what do you do if you want a future filled with prosperity? to fix one is to throw the other& i can't seem to balance either. |
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| its the beginning of a new endor was it the end of a new beginning? ahhh mkay spring breakk!! hahah. well i have intersession so blehh. i needa make up for us. history quarter 2. dengg i haven't been to intersession since like 8th grade but i guess this is what happens when you get lazy. oh em geeeee saturday was so much funn!. i've never been to a debut before. so thank you jessica for inviting me! haha sorry if the beginning of my "speech" scared you haha [: today is hot. last night was burnning. i wanna go swimming [: imma go to the beach. better yet if the weather continues to act like this i know forsure i wanna go to soak city. wheeeeeeeee[: haha i'm all smiles today. i don't know why. even though my insides aren't that great i wanna continue to look awesome on the outside. nothing will pull me down. or atleast i don't want it to. but anyhow. i'm ...happy i guess. haha with everything that's been going on. minus the little situation that happened saturday. overall i'm happy. i guess its becuase alot of my past friends are starting to talk to me again. i guess like i don't know. but right now my lips are chapped& i need ice cream to cool off. is summer here yet? cause it sure feels like it. i wanna go shopping already. dayuum my socks are dirty. & i smell like restaurant food. especially kliulai's restuarant's foood. -.-" haha starbucksssss<3 what the heck are you doing over spring breeak mayyyyyyyn? :D |
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