friends it is 5pm and i'm at home this is a miracle really it is amazing because training's been cancelled until promos are over but the guys are having unofficial ones can't we also???
geog msa tmr = gg but at 6pm i will start studying first i must prepare myself with ha ha milo <3 BAY RUN ON SATURDAY another gg matter i just hope i don't die halfway haha lousy fitness 6km of running but at least the route looks fine. seriously if 2.4 could be run down the canal i swear everyone would be so much faster. service learning briefing was a joke we just sat there making jokes and laughing at other people's jokes but tuesday sounds fun hehe i hope des gets another drooling-hokkienspeaking-wheelchairbound-tendencytoslide old man! also cuz there's no lessons, whew no long day
today i JUST found out that we were allowed to eat during the 1.5 gp lesson on wednesdays! wth shocker plez so we stocked up on a lot of food it was a picnic in class but it really helps you keep awake and next week our debate better be damn entertaining esp the quickfire round ha ha that should be interesting >:D sense evil presence
econs lecture was so bad we were almost dying of hunger thank you kia boon your $2 helped us survive that much longer but the noise that our stomachs produced was not normal i swear and then the worst part is that cup noodles were not selling and then Des passed out on the caf floor cuz of malnutrition and then sprained her finger while falling HA HA not really but she did sprain her finger. Listen to her humble story "I hope I don't do too well for GP!" but thank you for sandwich sharing snacks during lecture is a skill HEH
actually i think i haven't been eating enough every morning i wake up feeling so void of food but i don't eat because there is no time this is not a head/heart split it's a sleep/hunger split i cannot decide!!! shit i value both of them but i can't decide although i know in the end i'll choose sleep that's just how lazy i am yay! can you sense the incoherence in my thoughts ha ha i am rambling AHH see my phone just vibrated but it's on my table far away from me and i am too lazy to get it. sorry that person, i just hope it's not coach HAHA.
must study must study must study oh i will say it now since it is less than an hour till midnight HAPPY BIRTHDAY FARAH!!! (: you are 18 oh gosh when will i ever be that age i'm still 16 what joke is this seriously the only thrills i get are from producing my ic at nc16 movies i want to drive a car HAHA i will make my brother take me even though we are both illegal. OH OH OH when we go to the states at the end of the year I CAN DRIVE I CAN DRIVE YAAAAY + japan!!! <3 i love japan i love tokyo omg HARAJUKU bad fashion and druggies = fascination ttm. omg where is brother oh yeah field camp haha have fun my love extends through the jungles and shit and baby wipes and magic powder!
SNAP
HA HA if i ever do this grace koh/desiree chua you two will be the first hehehe excitement oh gosh i think i talk too much I RAMBLE DON'T I yes i do = lit essays always off tangent i'm STILL talking i think i can only channel my feelings and my thoughts through words and music nothing else thats why i bank on my future life partner being a person who talks as much as i do and who knows that certain things cannot be "come online? i need to talk to you" TECHNOLOGY RUINED US face to face is always best YAY RAMBLE SOME MORE K! oh btw don't ever change in front of the mirror at the gallery toilet okay it is subject to perverts with 20/20 eyesight and the divergence of light rays off flat surfaces
Actually we didn't take that many photos. But nevertheless I love all of you so much it hurts, like physically hurts that I can't see you all every single day. And you know I don't have to break down in laughter when I'm with you guys to know that ya'll are the only people I trust with all my heart. Thank you for taking care of me when there's really no one there, and thanks for reminding me that God's grace is sufficient enough for me, and that in my weakness His strength is made perfect.
Wow I haven't opened my bible in like 23098143 years. Thirsty, much? Sigh.
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I think sometimes I think too much, then there's the times I think too little, then there's the times I don't think at all. And then there's times when I don't see the severity for things and I suffer the consequences of my own actions, which is correct... it's logic. And I come out feeling demoralised and inferiority complexes and thinking "Huh. How did it come to this, then?" But yes it's my own fault but the worst part is that I didn't even see it happening. I didn't even see my actions being carried out.
But I knew what I was getting myself into so slap me if I ever expect any less of myself than what was set.
We all want things happy and according to plan without much trouble and it always starts out like that doesn't it? It. Always. Does. And our eyes are always closed. The moment those lids lift up it's just a downward spiral. And it's an eternal struggle to climb your way back up. Is that why we like beginnings? And only the beginnings?
I've let go too many people who were too precious to be held onto so loosely. You get a taste of your own medicine and then regret pours in like a flood. I'm sorry you, and you, and you, and you, and you'll never know who you are but I'm sorry for not treasuring you for what you were worth. You don't care anymore but suddenly I do and I miss you if you ever figure this out
Singapore got its medal hahaha. Well I think it's just funny cuz at Athens 2004 everyone was watching the semi-finals so closely and the whole country was on the edge of their seats but this year it just flew by like that and suddenly they're in the finals and not even a lot of people knew. And what the hell is up with the straits times new design? Looks like shit I've been meaning to say it for quite long now. It looks damn noob. Sorry.
I am alternating between WR and my lit essay. The whole day actually I planned to go out and study but planning is damn hard and then suddenly the skies opened up and water fell from it with so much force that if I were to have stepped outside for a split second I would have been soaked inside out (or maybe I'm already soaked inside). So I stayed at home and did work instead. The rain cleared but the air was still so heavy with oppression for some reason as compared to like freshness that post-rain is supposed to feel like, so I stayed home some more.
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You've got to stop once in awhile and shake off that face of yours says: eh who's john frusciante ah
You've got to stop once in awhile and shake off that face of yours says: is he red hot chilli peppers bassist
Danza Bianca says: not he's not.
Danza Bianca says: im their bassist.
He's not btw, John Frusciante is their guitarist. I forgot, their bassist is Flea. Other evidence that Samuel Tay has little intelligence:
Danza Bianca says: eh tmr 7 a side is what tourny.
You've got to stop once in awhile and shake off that face of yours says: pesta sukan
Danza Bianca says: wth ?
Danza Bianca says: prize is nasi lemak ah
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Dinner with Sam was good! :D Yay Aston's, unhealthy -.- HAHA okay I just feel insanely guilty. But anyways yes I love Sammmm :D And then and then and then now I'm watching Les Miserables but I think I've missed Look Down, the overture, which is quite sad it is my favourite song :( But the 1998 version, I think Uma Thurman is... umm... ugly. seriously she looks like those models that stare down at you from gigantic Topshop posters with freaky ass eyes and skinny faces. I'd scream if I saw her on the street just cuz she looks like she'd kill you very sadistically.
12th August: Happy birthday Sirhan! I hope you liked your surprise (that I didn't do much in but still) and I hope you had fun on your birthday. Okay I know you did, hahahaha. You've been an awesomeeee friend thank you for all the laughter and the tears. But seriously tell me who that person is -_- EH YOU JUST SIGNED IN. Okay happy (belated) birthday! LUFF YEW, B!
14th August: Happy birthday Jamie! I hope you liked your surprise (that I did a lot in). There's a lot of stuff I would say to you here but it's just too damn personal between us haha. I'll tell you more next time. Happy birthday bestfriend.
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NATIONAL DAY CELEBRATIONSSS (you get kick ass photos if your classmates are in photog and thank god i have three! :D)
I KNOW SHE'LL KILL ME FOR THIS BUT DES YOU ARE SO SEXY HAHAHAHA
AND STUPID
This is inter-cca bonding. SOCKEY!!! HAHAHAHA.
I'm always just like -.- at how Sirhan makes the most random statements into some damn elaborate supernatural fairtytale story.
E.G
Nat: Sirhan your teeth very sharp ah Sirhan: Yeah you know if I press my fingertips against my teeth they will bleed! Nat: Really?! Sirhan: Yeah! Like tuk... tuk... tuk... Nat: Ohh... Sirhan: Then I drop the blood on the jewel! Tuk tuk tuk! Hahaha! The blood of a prisoner! (or something) Grace: AHAHAHAHA Sirhan: Then I add the potion! Siyi: Wth Sirhan: And then... LORD VOLDEMORT WILL RISE AGAIN!
HAHAHAHAHHAHA IT WAS DAMN DUMB WE LAUGHED AT HIM FOR DAMN LONG.
And during econs!
"If your friend is falling asleep beside you... give him or her a nerdge (nudge)"
AHAHAHAHA and the whole CC erupted into like "Nerdge nerdge nerdge!" whispers everywhere AHAHA freaking funny. So I wrote on Des' notes "Nerdge" right beside "Concentration ratio". Then she said later she go home and study econs, she'll be like "What is this nerdge? What is this economic term" AHAHA DAMN FUNNYYYY!!! "The market is experiencing high concentration ratio or nerdge" K sorry I think I used ocncentration ratio wrong, I'm just saying what it seems like. We haven't learnt it yet.
We sat watching blood donation for damn long! The band damn cool sia. I wanted to donate ah! But I scared needle! RUPINI IS THE BEST HAHAHAHA.
Rupini: It was DAMN painful Narmadha: Yeah she like going to cry all Me: But I thought they give you painkiller Rupini: IT'S THE GIVING YOU PAINKILLER THAT'S DAMN PAIN OKAY
AHAHA WTH THAT'S LIKE NORMAL INJECTION EH. If no painkiller I think she gg. Then after that chilled in the cafe with Nat A and Nat G before training! Hahahaha was fun. They splurged on markers for notes HAHA I think it's so funny cuz my notes are all black ink black ink black ink.
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EH we are not gg for pesta sukan okay? Our first match is not against national u19 team okay? Arion and BAFC are also not in our group k? Set. Thanks k our group is not totally imba. But okay we're just gonna go in and do our best and fight and I think we won't do that badly actually :) YAY okay not that gg.
This morning my mother just totally... displayed some extreme detachment from her past life as a student.
"Mum can I don't go school I feel dizzy" "Huh" "I got headache" "Headache cannot go school meh" "I'm dizzy eh!" "So?" "How to concentrate on my work?!" "Dizzy cannot meh" "WTH I GO SCHOOL OK I GO SCHOOL AND DIE K"
WTH BOTH INVOLVES MY BRAIN RIGHT omg I damn stun eh K I didn't really tell her that I'll go school and die la but I said it in my brain
YUCKS WHANG AND I HAD A 40 MINUTE PHONE CONVO I'M SUPPOSED TO BE DOING LIT!!!
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Isn't it funny how a mood can plummet twenty stories within a split second of seeing something? It's funny isn't it? Funny, funny. Ha. Ha. Ha.
