I know she's scared and afraid of the risk now.
Is that why i'm feeling like that
I don't know what to do to make it right again
I want to show her the future of us cuss i'm certain there is, but i can't show it to her cuss i'm not a psychic. But i need to show her, that there is a "us" in forever.
The only way to prove it, is till forever the end of life, till then she knows it is forever, but that'll be too late, she needs to know it now.
But promises don't work now, because i'm a liar.
But i'm more than certain now that she's the one because she's the only one that makes me feel safe even in the toughest part of life.

i skipped lesson today, i'm such a rebel, i'm such a cool dude.
i don't even know why i skipped it, i just felt restless like crazy. i was trying to get outta it with shaking myself all over, didn't work.

i had 6 fererros for dinner.