Fire in the hole!

hohoho, had tcher's day concert today, was rather alright. =/ not that bad as a expected, except the band parts. =/ went to play lan after concert with some ogls and random guys. :D OMG, SO FUNNN. but i suck at lan. esp with people like bryan, benny, timoh, dy, james, joel etc ard. haha. keep getting owned. ha. had lunch at macs, saw some people that i knew, and then headed down to ps to catch a movie. the 6 of us went to watch WALLE! omg, its super cute. (: but the first part was weird cause there was no conversations at all, walle was just talking to himself. ahahah. then left me benny and dy. walked ard. dy is so damn irritating. haha. and i thought he was nice. =/ hahaha.

talking to my fav junior online. (: ahhhh, he's the best la. although he's so shameless. =/

ultimately, its who your heart goes out for, who your heart melts for. been reading letters i received from people. =/ everything. (:

Big and Black Art File.

My big and black art file is 7cms thick. crazily heavy. ):

thanks benny for bringing the stuff overrrrr. (: i'm sickkkkk.

Here i am, with my heart on the floor, and my love out of the door you should be knocking.

Now my eyes are wide open
Now that every thing's been stolen
And I'm here to get it back from you
See I ain't wasting no more time
gotta take back whats mine
What else am i suppose to do

Here I am
with my heart on the floor
and my love out the door
you should be knocking
but there it goes
I got nothing to show for
except pictures i posed for
but i keep them in a box under my bed

I told you time and again
that you'd never win
I told you time and again
but you keep doing the same old things
when i thought you would change
I told you time and again

Here i am
with my heart on the floor
and my love out the door
you should be knocking
but there it goes
i got nothing to show for
except pictures i posed for
but i keep them in a box under my bed

randomly downloaded this song ytd. its a really nice song. i mean, not the kind of songs i usually like. =/ love the part "Here i am with my heart on the floor and my love out the door" after i heard this song, mixtape played. ha. feel so emo already. =/

its like 1.08 alr. =/ i shld be sleeping, but i just got off the phone with JC. i dont know how i shld be feeling but, i just feel weird now. as in, like having a whole carls junior charboiled chicken club burger in my throat. okay, maybe not throat, but in the part below my throat? whats that called? chest? idk. i do have my reasons for being like that, for doing things a certain way. idk how to put it in words. omg, i feel so shitty. =/ so screwed up and so messed up.

ANYWAY, went to collect nike race pack today. ha, went with bestie. met sk and hj there. thanks to them, i didnt even need to wait for half an hour. (: then helped fad, jolene and some other soccer girls to collect theirs too. lol. i felt quite bad for not even queueing, but yeah, sk's just nice. haha. clarke quay is a wonderful place. (: met so many srjcians there. =/ but yeah, sent bestie to the mrt station before walking ard with the two humans. we went PS instead. and we slacked at gelare. awesome ice cream((: yayy.

went home and had dinner with family. =/ but i didnt eat. so weird. my new diet plan, is to not eat dinner. and sleep early. (: i think this might work. (: and then ill just keep running and playing volleyball. (: i think it will really work. (: hoho. i need to be as thin as _______. ha. such motivation. but my mom just left a Toblerone and snickers bar at my table. =/

people do change.

maybe it time for me to find some person to dial and hang up with me. =/ idk.

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing what could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

man, i shld really stop using other people's lyrics. so much for being a Lit student. ha.

bye world. ter is still choking on that carls junior charboiled chicken club burger. =/

Welcome to loser land, twits.

okay, i'm superly dooperly pisst'd at some Chao Ah Lian (CAL) that i met while having dinner at vivo's carls junior with someone. tsk. so this is what happened. after i bought my food, i felt someone staring at me. so i looked ard and saw this CAL and her CABs (Chao Ah Beng) staring at me. for what ever freaking reason i dont know. tsk. so i thought maybe they were looking at smthing behind me. who knows they just kept staring. so i looked back at them thinking what do they want from me. but they just kept staring and didnt do anything, not even those typical twit drama where they alll go "diao si mi diao" nonsense. nvm, so after they finished their food, she was holding on to her CAB bf's hand and then with her CAL face, she PURPOSELY bumped into me, while i was eating. wtf. i was like so super angry, i cldn't eat. rahhhh. piece of shit. srsly. ughhhhhhhhhhh. thats damn freaking childish you know. omg. i'm sooooooo pisst'd now. i dont know why i didnt ask her what the heck did she want. =/ at least i wld have known what she wanted from me. rahhhhhhh, some humans are just plain irritating.hmpff.

but other than that, dinner and talking was good. (:

You love the person, not the bundle of considerations.

i freaking thought i had Art consultation today, so i went to school, turns out, my consultation slot is next monday. rahhhhh. so irritating! haha. nvm, at least i studied today. lol. i'm kinda happy today, cause i dont have a paper today((: but it just means that i end later than everyone else. lol. so much for taking art. (: heh

met up with jonas for lunch at crossroads. lol. i was telling him about my dream and i felt so stupid. but, it was nice. at least i felt happy in the dream. HAHA. i dream about the weirdest things. lol. and this is the one time i can remember a dream so clearly. HAHA.

studied all the way from 9 plus to 4 plus before going to the laptops and checking pretty girls out with ryan timoh benny jingli sarah etc. ahahahaha. super funny bunch. THEY KEEP SAYING I HAVE BAD TASTE. TSK. I DO NOT HAVE BAD TASTE. ): haha. do i? lol.

seok bought soya bean drink for me! and curry puff! ate in the library store room. then was slacking there with seok and bunch, until they all left, then jerry and i were just listening to step up2 tracks and talking. felt like dancing. i swear jerry has nice tracks. lol.

walked out of college with benny and timoh. talked under the block. we were talking about the ogl times. haha. last december. oh man, i miss them alllllll. i swear the ogls rock la. haha. esp the usual bunch(:

bye world, ter is so scared now. ):