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oh, didgeridoo.
i was supposed to blog last night but fell asleep waiting for the freaking com to load/watching english news.
it takes exactly 7minutes and 28seconds after start-up for my com to be completely loaded and lag-free. (yes that's how well i know my com:)) but i went into the room and the next thing i knew, i was sleeping.
12 hours of sleep feels GREAT, though. and i had a really funny dream.
i'm planning to cut/trim my hair today, especially my fringe luh, it's just a limp lump of hair there now:( but anyway, yea i was thinking about what fringe to cut all day. so my dream was about me deciding what fringe to cut!
i dreamt of my usual side fringe, and in my dream, i thought it was boring. i wanted something different. so i switched sides lol! (my fringe is swept to the left, so it was right.) hahaha, didn't quite like it either. then i tried bangs :O in my dream ''my'' bangs looked quite okay haha, but when i woke up, and tried to imagine myself in bangs... nooope. don't think it can work out. my face shape just doesn't suit bangz. :\ that's what the hair salon dude said anyway. and, last year i attempted bangz, but i went to an academy, like the students are super creative and all that and they gave me an asymmetrical fringe, that did not work out for me. yuck. and my hair grows oh-so-slowly it drives me nuts:( and! i have much less hair now cos the last time i cut, the dude layered so much:( i think i'll just keep to my side fringe but make it shorter, and cut more fringe so my hair wouldn't look so, idk, bald/bare? in front. sucks when we bun & all:(
(reminder to self: owe jasmine & ballet girl hair nets.)
oh and at one point in the dream (i can't remember, you know the rule about you remembering your dream for only 3 seconds after you wake up and after that it's all gone? yea, so i make it a point to ''revise'' for the first 3 seconds after i wake up!:)) i had MR CHENG in the dream. i suddenly remembered after talking about bangz. yes i dreamt of his face and his unsightly bangz. what the hell, don't see him in school anymore but i see him and his stupid bangz in my dreams still?! holy cow. haha, so shitty.
enough about my dream, this post shall be a picture post.
EDIT: CAUTION, FREAKING LONG POST!
HWACH
it was quite okay. i still don't know what the concert's called :S
overly act cute. :S
omg, so totally unglam. hahahaha oh well. sylvia looks catty.
yiann, TSK!
HAHA, THE SABO PICTURE.
STEPH WHAT/WHO ARE YOU LOOKING AT:) + ANNOYED JASMINE + PEEKABOO SYLVIA
candid. haha.
okay, the rest of the pics, if you want them, tell me.
ON WINGS OF SONG
okay sorry i took forever to upload.
tell me if you want the rest of the pictures cos this post is GETTING TOO LONG.
no kebaya pics:(
act-cute milk maids! hahaha!
shaky/creepy:S
spot me!;D
stolen from natalie!
okay there are alot of tribal pics. :D
i didn't get any pics of me or my friends in our country outfits, shit. except this during supper.
LOVE YOU BFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF
supper was awesome, thanks amelia!
had a good talk with amelia, while m&k played pool. nicole just tuned in.
first fortnight of school status: overall, okay. stressed. holiday homework still unfinished. who cares. :P
OKAY THIS IS THE LONGEST POST OF MY LIFE. MY MOM'S COMPLAINING BYE, XXX.
ps, did i mention, i have officially bought 2 red backpacks within the same week. HAHAHAHA.
you'll see me with yet another different bag on tuesday. I'M NOT BUYING ANYMORE BACKPACKS FOR THE NEXT 2 YEARS.
pss, i still don't know what fringe to cut. :( i want an assymetrical bob, but do i seriously wanna sacrifice my long hair now?:(((((
IWANTMYASSYMETRICALBOB. (okay i sound like a brat and i have to go.)
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what you gonna do about it?
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hi freaksss, today was so eventful. yesterday too.
YESTERDAY
had a shitty day at school, but after school i went for my orthopedic (sp?) appointment which i almost forgot about. so my x-ray DOES have something cool about it. i have a cool extra bone thing but it's benign (is that the right word?) and isn't causing my problem. it's apparently the cartilage in between my knees, it might be disc-shaped instead of a ring. oh well, i have to go for an mri to check it out. but it costs a freaking bomb so don't know if my mom would want me to:( though i do! haha, the orthopedist recommended. if it does turn out to be disc-shaped, i'll have to have surgery. or if it's nothing serious then i'll just have to build strength in my left knee. oh bother. i'm looking forward to surgery:D
after that, went to buy a new backpack. it looks kinda retarded but i think it's okay. my mom's gonna get me another bag anyway, she promised:D she suddenly wanted to buy me so many things. had omelette rice for dinner yayyy, then went home, tried to practise oral but gave up.
i need to do my a/math mindmap.
someone please help me:(
TODAY
had (bimbo) rugby for pe today! NEWFOUND RESPECT FOR RUGGERS. haha, yesss. shit, but NO TACKLING:( sad.
I WANT TO DO THIS TO YOU NICOLE LEE!
it was still fun, we had to remove our shoes and socks so the grass and all were kinda yucky but we made do. funny, everyone kept screaming and slipping and i nearly did a split (that's when mrs d laughed at me like crazy. i think mrs bowness got a shot of it:( wth!) i had to let the ball go and break my split with my hands k. gosh. oh and i had a great tug-o-war with nicole for the ball a few times. hahaha i put all my weight on you dear sorry. i just held on to the ball and sat on the groud, but she dragged me around anyway. heeh:) i did NOT keep track of the score so i didn't know how many goals we had, but no matter what the actual score, i think our team did well! the effort's enough to satisfy me. don't care whether it's graded, it's the spirit! even though rachel was sick, she was fantasss. LOVE 2 FAST 2 FURIOUS HAHAHA.
later on, ss. gossiped about cheng and how he got fired from school. told you he was a perv! i shan't say what happened cos the school will screw me upside downxzx. recessed, the aunty gave me a sort of discount. she's so nice:) practised cheena. swear i was damn worried dengue fever would come out. hung out in the library, my sinus acted up again (really, really badly. nose still runny till now, sheesh) then oral.
i nearly didn't go for it though, i brought my entry proof but no form of identification:S so waited in a corner, then the school thankfully had some shit document i could use. imagine if i had oral tomorrow. damn it. but i think it would've been easier, today's topic was totally foreign to me. oh my gosh, my cousin also agreed it was shitty. sure fail. byebye higher chinese, i'm not special anymore:( i better get A for cl and a B or something for hcl, or next year i can't continueee! shit pleast pray hard for meee.
day two of busy week almost over. tomorrow, lunch with galen & gang + nicole & yanbing, and thursday, perf @ hwach, how the hell am i gonna get home. friday, no plans. (hint?:D) haha maybe i wanna get my new bag then. :)
pictures from the concert up soon k. oh sheet, i haven't taken pics of my flowers yet and they're dying. oops. :P
special thanks to yimei&elise, chelsea, nicole, amelia, priscilla, matt, kenn, matthew, tianyi, and... everyone else luh (i can't remember already!) who said hi or gave me flowers:D thanks matthew i really appreciate it:)
love to the choir too, great job girls. :)
okay... my mouse just did a really scary thing and blanked out. like i couldn't move it for 20 secs. creepyxzx.
oh, did i mention, JASPER STRIKES BACK. ewwww. GROSS.
if i'm really your baby then share with me your secrets and all.
shit i always make unnecessary long posts don't i. shit. gotta do work now, x!
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i need this right now. i want to die, please let me die:(
k i've got
GOOD NEWS & BAD NEWS
i shall list the happy stuff first, eh?
GOOD
1) i'm adjusting to school life again, i've found out that i can take 156 to school should i be late, yayyy. i'll never have to be booked ever again:D (but i've never been booked for tardiness since...sec 1? so heck.
2) concert's coming up (TOMORROW. have to be in school in exactly 12 hours!
3) i don't look noobish anymore. (aha, you gotta see it to believe it:D)
4) what other good news do i have? gosh.
5) oh yes, i didn't have the crave to binge-eat just now, but i ate anyway...geez. it's just yeast crackers, can't be that bad right? (helps bowel movement!:P) ...does it?:O
6) i love my friends, and the box. (or rather, tbx? haha, nic that doesn't sound too right.)
7) okay i promised pictures right. ayeee, i'll never promise ever again. 12:36AM... i give myself 4 minutes to upload pics and post them, stop blogging by 12:45AM maxxx. com please don't hang:)
PARTY ON THE 21ST
k, it wasn't much, pretty much split up. but it was quite fun luh:) swimming, and soccer, and sylv and i sitting in the middle playing vampire...k that was downright annoying, but we were bored, heh sorry:S
kkk no time.
pretty much the only decent-looking picture cos the sun screwed us over.
fattttttttttttttttttttt horizontal stripes is just a bad idea.
stolen from jewel. heh:)
stolen from issy. HEH.
i had fun, love y'all:) thanks matthew too, and your parents, especially your mommy. B)
BAD
1) aunt lidia passed away yesterday. i just attended her wake today. oh my gosh. my mom told me and i was in school yesterday and she sent me messages like ''call me'' ''call me asap'' ''where are you'' well mom, duh i'm in school. but wth, i stopped dead in my tracks the minute i read the message. i mean, it's not that i'm that close to my aunt ot anything but she's one of the most outstanding role models in my life. i love you, aunt lidia. rest in peace. ♥
2) problems in the house. i hate my life. i don't even have a family. i don't want to talk about it.
3) i haven't completed all holiday homework yet, i'm so screwed and i don't want to use aunt lidia's passing as an excuse, it's just. wrong. but yet i really don't have time.
4) i'm a hugeeeee sinner. i need to pray:( for me to pray! what, what the hell.
5) stupid, stupid, stupid. business competition clashes with our sec 3 eoy's, so we have to prep for next year's competition, which is during june hols. what the hell, and our freaking pw for this year will be so screwed up cos we failed miserably.
6) heard the stupidest news today, that made me go bonkers.
7) TRUCKLOAD of block tests (equivalent to mid-year's, just after june?!)
8) concert's tomorrow, i feel terrible. TERRIBLE. will supper still be on:(
actually, this week, though seeing my friends again and all, has been a really bad one for me. i was stressed since the very first day, and today i just...cracked. i screamed and was crying and all that shit (gosh). i've been moodswinging, and the box lovers have been trying to calm me down and all that. thanks a mil, guys. i'm really dying. 12:39AM.
sigh. i don't know what i'm doing with myself. i'm so exhausted, from everything that's going on. i sleep either super early (6PM?) or super late (omg 2AM) and actually now i'm damn super tired. arghhhhh.
k i feel like i'm talking to the wall, so i shall just wait (patiently) for the pictures to upload.
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oh shit, it's 12:46AM. fine 12:55AM pfft:(
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12:57AM, i feel like a screwed up piece of shit.
i like uploading onto photobucket first then paste on xanga. somehow. i don't know why.
i think i should go mia.
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1:09AM, wish me luck for tomorrow. x!
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| I, FEEL LIKE SUCH A FAT COW.
I MUST STOP BINGE-EATING!
i could die eating so much.
at least the model in the picture is stick-thin. so she can fatten up for all i care but i can't!
you know i'm eating till past midnight, that's insane, reallyyyy.
what i've eaten today:
recess: meepok, and a chicken wing, and a packet of hello panda (omg forgot about the last two.)
lunch: no time for it
dinner: rice, and meat and veg, i ate more veg, cos i love veg.
after dinner snacks: canned longan (okay i only had 1, i didn't like the taste of it:\), half a a whooole bag of green tea caramel corn thing (there was nothing else to eat! but it was good), half a can of campbell's cream of chicken.
and i was still pretty hungry after the snacks k.
okay fine, maybe it may not be that bad, but that's only if you have healthy food to binge on. but i don't, omg. PEOPLE TELL ME WHAT HEALTHY FOOD I CAN BINGE ON PLEASE TELL MEEE.
PEOPLE: PLEASE STOP ME FROM BUYING UNNECESSARY FOOD, THANK YOU.
SIGH, i am so stressed.
it's insane, it's only the third (and soon-to-be fourth, considering the school day hasn't started yet) day of school and i'm dying. screw.
homework, tests, responsibilities, concert, blahblahblah. i don't wanna crumble now man. insane, insane.
i'm insane:(
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(edit: added separation lines, haha! damn long post, as usual.)
on a lighter note, here's something really random i came up with. and by the way, i really dislike these kinda people. (OKAY i know it's really random, just bear with me and my hyper-at-3:46am self yes:))
jasper logs onto friendster, and looks at his ''who's viewed me?'' all the girls he had viewed the day before had returned views, but when he notices the ''NEW messages'',''NEW friend requests'', and ''NEW comments'' icons were not on his homepage. he sighed. why didn't anyone add him as a friend, or even say hi? he put up lots of pictures and his profile was pretty cool, he thought. friendster was supposed to be a networking site. what's the point of it when you know, don't make friends. friendster. why wouldn't anyone want to get to know him. desperate for attention, he clicks back to every one of them, and sends them smiles.
''hey, thanks for viewing, have a great day ahead! love, jasper.''
''hey, you look so pretty in your picture, have a nice day! love, jasper.''
''hi there, nice profile! enjoy your week! love, jasper.''
he sends out about 5 at first, but finally sent out twenty or so, desperate for a reply. he logs out, and sighs.
the next day, there were no replies at all, not even view-backs. what a disappointment. he mopes for the rest of the week.
on thursday, though. for the first time in forever, the ''NEW messages'' icon appeared! he felt an ego boost. a reply! jasper smiled and opened his inbox, taking his time. someone actually wanted to get to know him! he waited for the page to load. one new message! from... charmaine. he thought about what he had sent her.
''hey, thanks for dropping by charmaine:) enjoy the day ahead!^^ love, jasper.''
she actually bothered to read his message. and to reply! that was sort of a bonus for him. he thought about all the possible replies she could've sent.
''hi jasper, you're such a cool dude! i want to be your friend!''
''hey jasp, i think your profile is awesome. add me!''
''how's it going jasper, i think purple (his favourite colour in the world) is the best colour on earth! rock on!''
he suddenly sat up when he spilled his water all over his lap, when the glass slipped from his grip on it. shit, i'm all wet, he thought. but so what, say hello to the new social butterfly! excited, he dries himself, and prepares himself for the reply.
''jasper wrote:
jasper wants to brighten your day with a smile. check out Jasper's profile and send a reply.
a message from Jasper:
thanks for droping by charmaine:)
love, jasper. ...... ''
screw the internet, it's loading so slowly!
''charmaine wrote: .... ''
it must be a long reply, she must have written a lot! she must want to know me! very much!
''haha, ... ''
jasper fixed his eyes on the load bar. in just about 3, 2,...
his heart fell.
''ok.''
WHAT? A LOUSY OK? it's not even fully spelt out okay. jasper then logs out and returns to the real world, realizing what a desperate asshole he was.
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HAHAHA, OKAY THAT WAS REALLY RANDOM. names changed. well, not all. except jasper. :D
okay sorry i'm a mean piece of shit. but ahahaaa, i hate these people. dezperateeee. tsk.
anyway, like i was saying. i'm stressed, and i'm in deep shit.
concert on saturday, no more matinee show due to lack of response (DUE TO lack of publicity and bad timing of show) so it SUCKS. but hey, night would be full house, fortunately. :) buy tickets k, the auditorium is small but that just means everyone gets a good view of the stage and performers. get your cameras ready, you'll be needing them. haha.
ps: screwed for geog 4lyffex!
okay i shall go sleep now, it's 4:02AM.
i need to stop binge-eating.
luvxo.
(pictures from maddy's party up the next post, i promise)
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summer's officially over.
when there's one day here, and the next day gone.
stupid hols, all gone:( i have a couple of things to do today.
1. HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR JASMINE!
i know it's kinda late, i'm sorry! but you be honoured that you get such a huge space in my post k. :D
jasmine's been my friend since sec one, in 1PE, and we've gone through quite abit. remember our lame names like starjas, starsha and brittcat? i totally remember that. and how we'd write letters to meluki. and how we'd sit and complain about life in general. and everything. hahaha, and italy, and enrichment gossip club, and now choir complaints. hahaha, you and your ballet girl. ;D anyhow, i hope we'll stay good friends for as long as possible k! LOVE YOU TTM!
2. sylvia and i have received devastating news today - guess, sorry guys, you won't be seeing me nor sylvia embarrass ourselves for 3 minutes during that part of the concert, but just the rest of the choir. but you get to hear our stupid voices, haha. hmm i'll try to persuade mrs yogee luh, oh man. but hey, watch out for the last bit of the concert, that's when the fun comes in. :D
3. i will do this quiz, HAHA. stolen from nicole.
Use the 1st letter of your name to answer each of the following.
They MUST be real places, names, things. Don't make things up!
If you can't think of anything, skip it.
Try to use different answers if the person who did this before you has the same initial.
And, btw, you CAN'T use your name for the boy/girl name question.
(capital A's!)
Your Name: Aisha Lin (that's alll you need to know:))
Famous Artist/Band/Musician: Alicia keys
Song: Ain't no other man
4 letter word: AIYA
Color: Avocado (counted?:O)
Animal: Armadillo B)
TV Show: A... I HAVE NO FRECKING CLUE
Country: America!
Boy Name: Aaron
Girl Name: Alicia...haha
Occupation: Archaeologist
Celebrity: Aisha Tyler!
Food: Ayam? (chicken!)
Reason for Being Late: A bird fell from the sky and i was really fascinated and got distracted and missed my bus.
You shout!: Alleluia, haha i don't actually say that.
4. (12:32AM) okay, i just gave myself on tight slap on the face. what for, i can't really explain:\ today, i just realised one month of my holidays (including last week of school) has just flown by really quick. really, really quick. with the help of my stupid friends (no i love you guys hahaha. friends, do you realise it's a month and it's over? so fast, so sad. aww.) and i have not completed any homework. i'm screwed for life! sigh i know i haven't done any work but really have no energy to, choir's soooo tiring. i shall be like sylv, no com till school starts, from tomorrow onwards. (wonder if i can help not coming online:O) haha, self controlll. i think i should abstain from messaging too much too. especially tomorrow. but no wait what if there're relays and stuff:( aiya, aiya.
oh, and guess what i found on my granny's fridge, aha a picture of me when i was probably two, on a plane with huge headphones. i don't have the pic here cos it's obviously at her place, but i won't upload it cos i can't cos i don't have a scanner. haha, i look sooo different from then. change. inevitable, isn't it? haha. do you know i used to be so so fat. like super. i was in taf club man, hahahaaaaa. and i was called big and all in primary school... (partly cos i was quite tall also) but yea. i guess i'm not as fat as last time, i'm okay now.
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i love chelsea, i love chelsea! haha, she totally understands.
summer's over? haha, it's always summer in singapore.;D love you dear chels.
test drive baby, test drive. i want my hot ferrari or sexy jaguar. for now i just walk k, and i will not flag down lousy taxis on the way! unless it's the merc kind, maybe. hahaha. cars. :O
life is a highway, i'm gonna ride it all night long. :D
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