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Thursday, July 03, 2008

  • Call off the search;
    no one will know that I’m down here.

    First off I just have to say that I slept for 9.5 hours today!!! (: It was interupted sleep, though. Eric thought it funny to call me at 7:20 in the fucking morning. Okay so normally I wouldn’t mind; if you wanna talk I wake up pretty quickly and can get my groove on… but not on the day I made plans to actually sleep. ;-; I gave him my attention for 20 minutes at which point I told him, “Hey…! Okay, yeah I’m going back to sleep.” Then I woke up again at 11:30 because I had a call from Kathleen, but I just turned off the sound. I’m not calling back. I know what she wants!! Lol.

    Anyway, the only reason I’m so happy I slept in today was because I haven’t been sleeping much. Yesterday I was seriously going to fall over any second. Luckily I took a 45 minute nap and that semi-saved the day.

    Hah… last night I had a bomb threecorrection: four hour long conversation with Kyle! I guess this is a shoutout. Haha… Oh, and hearts to Lindsey! She’s on now. Pwuahaha… corrupting the world one person at a time.

    I love so much I’m even in the Twitterholic database… Hahaha. I’ve made so many just from and remained close with others through it. ^_^

    I don’t if it’s being back home… but I’m already a lil’ depressed.

    Changing the subject: Mia Michaels’ choreography is simply amazing, breath-taking, stunning… just so powerful. Two of my fave performances last night were choreographed by her:

    The first one just gave me CHILLS (and does EVERY TIME I watch it):

    And the second one was HOT:

    Dancing is just love. It makes me feel.

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Wednesday, July 02, 2008

  • But That’s Not All.

    I know I have my 101 goals in 1001 days, but occassionally I need to make goals impulsively. Maybe I just like to challenge myself, do something new all the time, or just maybe I’m a fickle and capricious person. No matter the reason goals keep me alive.

    And I just remembered I can’t possibly kill myself (okay wow random I know! I’m not depressed at all atm, btw)… because I have a long-standing promise with both Elizabeth and Matthew. Not only do I have to be alive to wait for a particular phone call … and to make a call… (Uhm, my brain is tired… sorry if this makes NO SENSE.)

    1. From July 2nd to August 2nd I’m going to eat vegetarian. No particular reason whatsoever. And I don’t care about animals/animal cruelty.
    2. Starting next week I’m going to the gym three times a week with Gloria, Mayra, and Rona. And when they come back also with Sandy, David, and Hailey. The latter three are damn dedicated. (:
    3. I need to read at least five books this summer to catch up with my whole “Read 12 books this year” goals… Books planned:
      • Need to finish Mount Misery asap. Argh, it’s just so long!
      • The Divine Comedy of Dante Alighieri: Volume 1: Inferno
      • The Divine Comedy of Dante Alighieri: Volume 2: Purgatorio
      • August Read on Online Literature Forum Book Club
      • September Read on Online Lit. Forum Book Club

    And that is all. For now. #1 is a lil’ intense but I did it before so it’s not a big deal. Right now I’m gonna go get the keys to my apartment!! (:

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Tuesday, July 01, 2008

  • Through the monsoon just me and you.

    Love is dead.

    I’m totally lovin’ Tokio Hotel right now, btw. Thank goodness for cute German boyz. (: Reminds me I really want to re-learn German. It’s so easy and I can say stuff … right-like. I mean honestly, the only thing stopping me from learning French is the fact that uh… I don’t know how to sound pretentious and cool-like the way they do. Rona has it down pat though. *laughs* Dunno why that chica is taking Spanish this if she misses French so much. Then again yesterday someone spoke to her in Spanish and she went, “WHAT?!” Lulz-worthy. I had to do some intervention there… oh, that was funny. (It was also funny when Rona missed a step and rattled the trash can by the stairs… hahaha)… xD

    Uh yes! So anyway, German. That was over two years ago. Wow. I’ve forgotten most of my vocabulary fo’ sho, but reading it is so eassssyy breezy. Pronouncing stuff is second nature, though. Frau Mullen hat mich gut gelehrt. (Mrs. Mullen taught me well.)

    Baby, it’s .

    There’s a renewed sense of vigor lingering in the air. Can you taste the sweetness?

    Activities and hobbies that I partook in last are giving me a fever. Lulz. Anyway… so like… last I participated in a book club (anddd made my own) and slowly I’ve been feeling like going back to it. Then this morning as I got my Borders Monthly something-or-other I couldn’t stand it anymore and went back. I cannot wait for the August read (which is being voted on now), but I might just participate in the July read as well. The Road by Cormac McCarthy. Though I am a lil’ torn because the author wrote No Country For Old Men (shit shouldn’t even be underlined, that’s how much I hate it). I feel very negatively towards that movie (which should not have too strong an impression on the novel as it might be yannoe, different, but I’m biased). There’s a sense of accomplishment just in logging back in to the forum and catching up.

    And o’ course I’m also talking about being back on Aelyria… which was so last … (hah, that sounds bad). It’s the stuff made of love.

    Hey, I want to take a micro-economics class. My success grade-wise is not guaranteed, but it sure does interest me. And I also want to take this particular Soc class everyone at should take… *ahem* No details disclosed.

    Do you think I’m in love with you? Have no doubt, I am.

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Monday, June 30, 2008

  • And I Won’t Lie.

    Yeah, I won’t lie… I don’t really feel like writing an entry today. There isn’t much to say. Today was fun. I mean yannoe… that’s kinda boring/plain/typical… etc. I was a lil’ busy doing some stuffs until I realized it’s almost midnight and I have yet to blog. Though I have gone exactly half the year… and only missed one post! That’s something, I think.

    Truth be told… I’m really sleep. Lack of sleep is making me look like death. And why I’m not asleep right now when I know I have to wake up in a few hours, I don’t know.

    ASPB meeting today was sooo chill and awesome. Wow I remember the total transition from “Wtf is ASPB?” to “I’m not sure I like ASPB” to “I hate ASPB with all my guts” to “Holy shit I love ASPB!” … weird. I’m in love with it… gives me something to do and helps me fulfill some of my life dreams fo’ sho. Not everyone gets to attend bomb ass meetings to decide what bands you want to play at your school? And for the summer I get to pick ‘n’ choose what movies I want to play for free at IV Theater to all the college kiddies. And I get paid to do this. What more could I want from my college years?

    Oh! I get the keys to my apartment on Wednesday! S’pretty tight, I guess. Looking forward to that~ Though I have to go back home on Wednesday afternoon… and stay home until Friday/Saturday when I can bring all my shit to SB. Wow, I love being my own person free of any restrictions imposed by ze mother.

    Hopefully this is coherent… I’m so sleepy. ): I think going to sleep is like wasting my day… and even when I sleep typically I wake up 5-6 hours later so it also gives the appearance that I’m constantly awake. Uh, I don’t know how that’s relevant to anything but I’m just so tired…

    Zzz…

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Sunday, June 29, 2008

  • Thx for the reminder Steven-bb. Ilu.

    There’s nothing more I enjoy out of a conversation than those that produce some thought. Reveal insight. And that’s why I love talking to Steve. Though he’s not always very nice. ): But anyway, enough about that guy.

    I’m going back to UCSB Monday and Tuesday for the meeting and free aspb movie, respectfully. Ah… why do I love aspb so much now? Hah, figures.

    There isn’t much to say really.

    Uh… been playing on Aelyria a lot lately. ^_^;; I can’t believe I stopped playing for nine months. It’s too fun… and addicting. xD;

    Yeah this is an awful post. And I’m not even going to bother finding a pretty image to cover it up.

    Devoid of makeup and I like it.

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