| chaîne de fousI. Biodome
I'm retracing my steps;
one capybara, two capybara, three.
why am I counting the amount of fat
water rodents that make their habitat
in the middle of an artificial rainforest?
distracting myself from thinking about you
and our secret trysts in the back of the
children's department at Neiman Marcus,
hands wandering, unidentified limbs attached to
different body parts, lips smashing against each other
like some hormonal teenage atomic love bomb.
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| you were wearing funny shoesi'd rather be in tokyo.
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| you should have saidnice to meet you, i'm your other half.
i love connor torres, that stupid douchebag.
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| familiarityI get why it all fell apart. because at the last minute, there was an ounce of panic. he chose what was familiar to him because he was too afraid to take a chance and see what would have happened without it.
I get it.
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| i think this is accurate.Your Existing Situation
Seeks to share a bond of understanding intimacy in an esthetic atmosphere of peace and tenderness.
Your Stress Sources
Has an unsatisfied need to ally herself with others whose standards are as high as her own, and to stand out from the rank and file. This subjects her to considerable stress, but she sticks to her attitudes despite lack of appreciation. Finds the situation uncomfortable and would like to break away from it, but refuses to compromise with her opinions. Unable to resolve the situation because she continually postpones making the necessary decision as she doubts her ability to withstand the opposition which would result. Needs the esteem of others, compliance with her wishes, and respect for her opinions before she can feel at ease and secure.
Your Restrained Characteristics
Circumstances are such that she feels forced to compromise for the time being if she is to avoid being cut off from affection or from full participation.
Your Desired Objective
Seeks success, stimulation, and a life full of experience. Wants to develop freely and to shake off the shackles of self-doubt, to win, and to live intensely. Likes contacts with others and is enthusiastic by nature. Receptive to anything new, modern, or intriguing; has many interests and wants to expand her fields of activity. Optimistic about the future.
Your Actual Problem
The tensions induced by trying to cope with conditions which are really beyond her capabilities, or her reserves of strength, have led to considerable anxiety and a sense of personal (but unadmitted) inadequacy. She attempts to remedy this by intense activity and by insistence on getting her own way. Faulty self-control can lead to ungovernable displays of anger.
Your Actual Problem #2
Takes a delight in action and wants to be respected and esteemed for her personal accomplishments.
It scares me. |
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