Tired, too tired to move on.

Ok hi I'm back. Reason's very simple, I'm sooooo happy today cause I saw lover's tag. YAY YAY YAY. 3 cheers for lover HAHAHA, I love youuuuuuuuu  

Ok HAHAHA, today's very very reckless. Something terrifying happened to me. It took place in a few seconds that I didn't really knew what was happening to me.  Well, everything just happened like SO DAMN SUDDENLY. Ok, wanna hear? Here it goes..

I was using the comp so happily lalalala. Yeah then I decided to let my sis use it since her comp was spoiled and I had nothing better to do. Yeah then I was sitting beside her and yeah, looking at her use the comp? LOOOOOOOOOOL. Ok so I was feeling all warm and I was perspiring like crazy and I felt like I was gonna faint any minute. My eyes were pain and everything seem   blur-ish to me. Well, then I went to the washroom and calmed myself down LOL!!!!!!!!!! Afterthat I went out of the washroom, walked to my room, and on the way... I fell onto the ground and yeah that's it. My world turned black, everything blacked out.

I guess I regained consciousness after a few minutes, and I was on the bed.  Yeah, my mom was applying medical oil onto my head. Well, I was still blur-ish and everything still seem blur-ish LOL!!!!! Ok well, then I was perspiring like mad. My mom was sitting beside me and talking and talking and kept talking. I don't even know what was she talking about LOL!! and yeah. I guess I fell asleep afterthat.

Okay, how terrifying can it get for a 13 year old girl to experience a blackout for the very first time??? Ooooo, how sad. I guess I teared cause I was too scared     -.- Well, after a nice sleep, I felt so much better. Yes yes yes  I guess it was due to lack of sleep + too much focus on computering + warm weather + not drinking enough water + poor eyesight + weak body, yeah, that's why I blackout-ed. Omfgggggggggg, I'm sucha weakling oh how sad

Tomorrow I'm going to make a new pair of specs YAY  How exciting is that   -.- Ye ye, and I haven't finished my homework yet oh no! And 4 more days to school reopening WHAT THE FCUK?????????? Time really flies and I've no comments for the time flying. How boring. And yes, I totally agree with Linshan. I SERIOUSLY HOPE I DON'T DIE WHEN SCHOOL REOPENS, HOW SAD. Oh and I gotta restore my pencil case + buy a new waterbottle. And hopefully a new and coooooooooolzxzxzx haversack or shoulder-carry bag too  Yay, how happy can that get. And I'm finally posting wheeeeeeeeeetzxzx. Byebye!!!! (how noob)

I don't know what's going on.

I'm so sad,

nobody's

tagging me.

(Will not be posting for a while, I hate this)

Baby, I'm sorry.

Dropped a pea, still weigh a ton.

I was so bloody hell busy this whole afternoon that I couldn't even squeeze out some time for my own blog. I was busy making blog for someone else  Well, actually not someone else, but a whole lot of someone else. LOOOOL, ok I don't even know what am I talking about HAHAHAHAHA. Actually everything started from Habbo, cause I joined this company named The Habbo Airport (THA) LOL. Yeah, so the boss was asking for people to create a blog for the company. And the stupid and idiotic and busybody me went waving like mad and shouting "I WANT I WANT!!!!!" like I'm someone who just came out from Woodbridge. HAHA, -.- Yeah, I started getting busy and busier and busiest (no such word -.-). And now I'm bloody tired and sick of blogger.  

AHAHA, who cares for blogger lah anyway. I'm happy with my Xanga site and that's all, weeeeeeet. Well, actually wanted to go swimming w mommy and sis, but then woke up like 11am so didn't go already. HAHAHA, we're a bunch of lazy people yeye. So didn't go already, aw so sad.  Yeah anyway, woken up and all, ate bread for breakf, so damn boring I everyday eat bread  Yeah, then my mommy screamed at me and sis to do some chores and so we've no choice but to go according aw man. -.-

And I couldn't sleep for the whole of last night. Well, I did sleep. But I guess I slept at 4am OH MY GOOOOOOOOOOODNESS. I guess it was the lastest I've ever slept for my whole of 13 years, ooooooo. I guess I'm really really really diagnosed with INSOMNIA, yes, just like Linshan. OH MAN, how can I get insomnia, I usually fall asleep within 5 minutes after I lie on my bed. And my whole family would be all envious and stuffs, and now I can't even fall asleep within an hour after I lie on my bed. UGHHHHHHHH  Please do not let my insomnia work up when school reopens, PLEASE PLEASE NO NO NOOOO. If not I'll become kungfu panda number 2. OH MAN NOOOO  May god bless me :(

Yeah and so, I couldn't sleep. So is my sis, so we talk and talk and kept talking. Then don't know why we suddenly talked about friends and lovers. We were saying, 做朋友容易，做情人难。And then I told my sis "When you are friends with someone, you talked about everything in the world. You wouldn't think of the consequences about what you're going to say, because even if you quarrel with him/her, you'll still have other friends. However, you only have 1 boyf/girlf. So, you usually think about everything before you say something to him/her. And you'll expect more from your boyf/girlf than from your friends because you think that it's neccesary that they give more cause they're your boyf/girlf." My sis was like nodding her head and saying "Yeah, that's so so so true..." And we became damn emo HAHA.

Ok bye.

Oh and btw,

Happy Belated 3rd Month Honeymilkshake! Sorry I forgot about it, aw ):

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I never wanted you to know, cause' I saw your reaction once. I didn't wanted you to know cause' I'm afraid you'll be sad. I know you didn't meant that way but I feel that way. I know you didn't wanted me to be sad either, but I am. It was just that I didn't wanted you to be sad too, so I didn't mention it. Ever since you came back, I guess we've become colder to each other? And I hate this, I didn't wanted this to happened, but it did. I was faking a smile, if you'd ever notice.
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Freedom is, doing it your way.

Oh my goodness. After 3 solid hours of hardwork, scratching my head, disturbing Linshan(Ooops), jamming my desktop by opening a whole lot of IE and trying everything that's possible, I finally changed a Xanga skin successfully. Ok, I know whoever reads this is going to laugh their asses off, but whatever OK. I'm new afterall, having able to change my Xanga successfully, into what I wanted&expected, it's worth complimenting ok!!!!  HAHAHA, I feel so contented and proud of myself. I was totally damn frustrated with that damn html code and my eyes are very sore now  But at least I came out with something nice and assuring, which makes me very very very happy

Ooooooh and today is Father's Day! Okay, I know I shouldn't say this .. I didn't bought anything for my dad nor have I greeted him Happy Father's Day. Aw, I know I'm a bad daughter. However, my relationship with my dad was not really good since young. And I don't know why, it's just that. We don't communicate really often and we usually only talk when he starts a subject, but I'll soon stop talking after a while  And I really don't know why, oh god, now I feel really terrible, ugh ugh ughhhhhhhhh!!! But of course, my dad is irreplaceable in my heart OKOKOK.

Woken up around 10:30am in the morning. Slept around 2am at night. Well, this time it's not my insomnia that's bugging me, but my stomach UGH. I was so hungry I think I can gobble up a horse HAHAHA  And my dad came out of the room, walked into the kitchen, took out a packet of maggi mee from the cupboard, and started cooking!!!!!  I couldn't take it anymore, I sms-ed ling who's on her way home, to buy Mac back for me and sis HEEHEEHEE. Of course she bought it,  

Ok I'm gonna go watch Charlie and the Chocolate Factory now, I'm so darn bored  And, I shall wish all fathers on planet Earth to have a nice Father's Day. Byeeeeeeee.